About The Paradox

I'm here today to write about the paradox
While I sit here and gently twirl my locks

I love you so much, all night and day
But there are many times that I run away

What we have together is incredibly intense
There are no words to describe this love so immense

Why does it scare me? What sense does that make?
The longing is insane. How much can I take?

So sometimes I run to block out what I'm feeling
But as you pointed out, it's from you that I'm stealing

I'm stealing what rightly belongs to you
My love and attention in all that I do

When I'm not in our zone, I feel so sad
When you welcome me back, I feel so glad

I'll try not to run, from this feeling of love
It belongs to you, a gift from above

Be Brave

I have to be brave
In the meantime, behave
My Life is in His hands
I just follow His commands
I admit I don't have a full understanding
But what He asks of me isn't very demanding
At times lonely to be set apart and sanctified
Yet, I still mess up no matter how hard I've tried
Keeping in mind, this life is just temporary
I don't always get it when it seems so contrary
I have faith something great is waiting behind the pain
With what the world has to offer, I guess I've nothing to gain
I have been told, I'll receive my due soon
A love so sweet, I'll forever swoon

Feel So

I love when you inspire
Set my soul on fire
Fill me with desire
No longer feeling dire
As if I want to jump in the pyre
I don't feel any ire
Like others, you aren't a liar
I needn't walk on eggshells or wire
I wish my child you could sire
Because your love lifts me higher
You're more precious than sapphire
I want to sing Hallelujah in the choir

Part Of Him

"You're literally a part of me
An integral part of my whole
As much as were my finger or nose
You're literally part of my soul

You see and feel separation
And you always cry
I pray for you to be patient
One day you'll see why

I know you can't completely understand
But by now you realize you can't run away
Because you can't run away from yourself
You are me, for forever and a day

Just you hold on
A little bit longer
You know what they say
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"