About The Paradox

I'm here today to write about the paradox
While I sit here and gently twirl my locks

I love you so much, all night and day
But there are many times that I run away

What we have together is incredibly intense
There are no words to describe this love so immense

Why does it scare me? What sense does that make?
The longing is insane. How much can I take?

So sometimes I run to block out what I'm feeling
But as you pointed out, it's from you that I'm stealing

I'm stealing what rightly belongs to you
My love and attention in all that I do

When I'm not in our zone, I feel so sad
When you welcome me back, I feel so glad

I'll try not to run, from this feeling of love
It belongs to you, a gift from above

Be Brave

I have to be brave
In the meantime, behave
My Life is in His hands
I just follow His commands
I admit I don't have a full understanding
But what He asks of me isn't very demanding
At times lonely to be set apart and sanctified
Yet, I still mess up no matter how hard I've tried
Keeping in mind, this life is just temporary
I don't always get it when it seems so contrary
I have faith something great is waiting behind the pain
With what the world has to offer, I guess I've nothing to gain
I have been told, I'll receive my due soon
A love so sweet, I'll forever swoon

Feel So

I love when you inspire
Set my soul on fire
Fill me with desire
No longer feeling dire
As if I want to jump in the pyre
I don't feel any ire
Like others, you aren't a liar
I needn't walk on eggshells or wire
I wish my child you could sire
Because your love lifts me higher
You're more precious than sapphire
I want to sing Hallelujah in the choir

Part Of Him

"You're literally a part of me
An integral part of my whole
As much as were my finger or nose
You're literally part of my soul

You see and feel separation
And you always cry
I pray for you to be patient
One day you'll see why

I know you can't completely understand
But by now you realize you can't run away
Because you can't run away from yourself
You are me, for forever and a day

Just you hold on
A little bit longer
You know what they say
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"

Who's It Gonna Be

"Who's it gonna be
Me or the phone
You know which one
Will keep you from being alone

What are you looking for
That you can't find with me
Whatever it is
Can't compete, you see

Don't look outside of me
To find what you need
Remain in communion with me
And all your desires I will feed

You must always remember
Your life is not there
It's forever with me
And my love is right here"



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☆...yeah,this song has nothing to do with the words I wrote except the title,lol. I like the video. :)

Oxygen Supply

You're like my oxygen supply
If I don't feel you, I can't breathe
I feel pain and misery
I need to drink from the Lethe

Out of nowhere it arrives
I'll have a panic attack
I can't soothe myself
Until I feel you are back

I need to feel your presence
In order for me to function
I can't be without you
At this current junction

Hold my spirit tight
Never let me go
Bind our souls together
Never stop love's flow

He Said (This Time)

He said

"Don't run away from love
Don't be afraid
What I want to give
Are the stuff which dreams are made

You always run
And try to hide
But I need you here
Right by my side

You think I will hurt you
That I'll break your heart
You need to have faith
That would be smart

You can't ever shake me
Because your love for me is from God
That other thing you do is not
And frankly, to me it seems odd

I know what you are thinking
I've done some messed up stuff myself
But now I know so much better
And I want you to put the bad stuff on the shelf'

I know you get so sad
When confronted with things and people of my past
They've got nothing on you. It's over
What you and I have will last

Girl, don't turn your eyes from me
When I'm talking to you
There's nothing for you to fear
Just do as I say to do

Not because I am better
But because we two are one
You're my responsibility
That job will never be done

Your job is to honor and love me
And help me in anyway you can
For me that's the biggest blessing
It's my honor to be your man

It's OK to sit in silence
It's the best way for us to hear
Let's learn and grow together
For I'm sure our time is near."

How I Feel

I feel so happy
Because I gave in
Stopped being afraid
Of what was within

I opened to the love
And let you lead the way
And what I discovered
Is a brand new day

To say that I love you
Is the understatement of all ages
Makes everything all worth it
As I look back on life's pages

I'll always love you
With you I am whole
Together you and I
We make up one soul

Working together
Until the mission is done
When it finally is
To you I shall run

I V Drip

I wish you were an iv drip
So you could constantly flow in me
I'd always have you in me
How happy I would be

Constant drops of love
Flowing in my veins
Because I think we both know
My love for you does reign

Drip, drip, drip
May your love forever flow
Loving you forever
Is the only way to go

Calling Out To You

I'm calling out to you
It's getting louder everyday
I just call your name
There's not much else to say

Does this mean I'm getting closer
Until the day of fruition?
That's what I think it  is
Or at least that's my intuition

Every single breath I breathe
Seems increasingly labored
I feel i'm about to fly to you
Like a De-captivated jaybird 

I yearn for your presence daily
I cry out for you every night
The thought of being away from you
Fills me with anxiety and fright

Please don't ever go away
I promise to stay with you,too
Please answer the pleading cries
Of me calling out to you

 

 

In A Trance

Current circumstance
In a trance
Not by happenstance
Or random chance
That I'm in this dance
Of pure romance
My heart does prance
Over vast expanse
My soul you enhance
My spirit you advance
My undying love is my eternal stance

WORD

Worrying
Only
Releases
Depression 

We
Ourselves
Recognize
Divinity

Walking
On
Real
Devotion

Will
Only
Result(in our)
Destiny

Chateaubriand

You're no chopped liver
Baby, you're Chateaubriand
You are so exquisite
I could go on and on

So deliciously delicate you are
You make me melt like butter
Just one look at you
My heart starts to flutter

Nothing is better
You're certified prime
You're my heart's desire
You're the greatest of all time

Baby, you are tops
You are the finest of fine
I am so proud
To say you are mine

 

Calling

I can't chase
What's not my calling
Every time I tried
I ended up falling

Mine is unique
Very hard to describe
Nobody else would get
That particular vibe

I don't even understand
How it's going down
I'll just have to trust
The one with the crown

I won't say it's easy
To have faith in what you don't see
But I guess by definition
That's just what faith be

I don't go by my understanding
I just listen to the Spirit's voice
I know if I do
I'm making the right choice

No more chasing after
What I assumed was right for me
I surrender to direction
It's how I choose to be

Beautiful Baby Michael

Beautiful Baby Michael

Don't Dig Up My Seed

God gave a seed to my heart
To plant, I did
I sowed it very well
It was hid

No one else can see
This buried treasure
I tend to it in a way
Nobody can measure

I've watered it daily
Through the years
The blessed secret
Is my tears

Don't dig up my seed
Because you don't believe
It's not meant for you
So you can't possibly conceive

Mind your own business
And tend to your own
What He's given to you
To me is unknown

Til the day it is sown
I'll water my seed
Til that promised day
I'll give what it needs

My beautiful seed
Please blossom at last
So these tears of mine
Will be in the past

Sugar Daddy

 Sugar Daddy™
So sweet
Made of brown sugar
In full heat

I crave it
So badly
I'll take it
So gladly

So rich
Oh, the pleasures
Inside me
Lies the treasures

Tempt me
With your wares
Sugar Daddy™, take away
My cares
"Let me have some"
I cried
I shall not
Be denied

They Should Know

I am you
You are me
Just one being
That is we

What happened to you
Happened to me as well
Whether you rose
Or whether you fell

Whatever I do
Upon you reflects
I'll do my best for you
So your reward collects

Though we are two
We share the same soul
The man and the woman
Together we're whole

If anyone needs your forgiveness
They should come through me
They'll instantly be forgiven
Forever and it's free

Thanks :)

When I was hungry
You fed me
Fed my soul
So tenderly

Lead me down the path
To where I needed to go
He knew you were the destined one
The one to make it glow

I'll follow you forever
I'm your loving lamb
Wherever you roam
That is where I am

I'm one with you for eternity
A rib taken from your side
Thanks, my love, for feeding me
My love cannot subside

With You

I say I want you here with me
Then I say I want to be there with you
I just want us to be together
I know this much is true

In the heavens or on the earth
It doesn't matter where we are
When that veil is lifted
Our love will shine like a star

Let's run away together
To a very special place
Where I can love you in real time
No longer you'll hide your face

I want to hold your hand
Let's walk across a field
In a place that is forever
No pretensions there to yield

Being with you forever
Is truly my paradise
There I'll know I've made it
Because to me you're the grand prize

Child Of God

I'm a child of God
Nothing more or less
Because of that
I am truly blessed 

Don't have much money
Or material things
But I have the love
Of which my soul sings

I don't have a title
I have no fortune or fame
I am a child of God
That's my one claim

I have nothing to prove
To anyone other than Him
He provides my light
When things are dim

I'm nothing else
But a child of God
Anything else
To me would be odd

Focus

Please make them disappear
The distractions that are peripheral
I really just need to focus
On a love that is ethereal

The mind can be full of useful thoughts
It's quite a wonderful utility
But all this excess chatter in my brain
Is making my goal almost an exercise in futility

It's important that you know
I want all my attention on you
I'm going to make that happen
If it's the last thing I ever do!

 

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Michael Loves God

Hand In Hand

All I remember
Hand in hand
No faces
You understand?

To me it meant the world
Do you know what I mean?
Hands and skin
Nothing in between

You wouldn't let go
Because it was yours
You let me know
It's just his and hers

That was right on time
I truly appreciate
I ain't going nowhere
Count on that, soulmmate

Which Way To Go

I woke up this morning
With a burning desire
To go to you
It's like a blazing fire

I don't have a map
I don't know which way to go
Where should I start
I don't know

I feel my soul and body
Want to start walking down the street
I guess just walking aimlessly
Until we two shall meet

I want to jump out of my skin
And go directly just to you
It's killing me inside
Oh, what am I to do?

Please give me an answer
Please give it right away
I'll be listening for your response
What do you have to say?

Take Me With You

Take me with you
Don't  make me stay
That's what I want
That's what I pray

You say "I want that too
But  you must wait.
It'll happen when it should
And not before that date

You know that it's true
I want to take you with me
I will when I can
Just think how sweet it'll be!"

Sigh! OK, I'll wait 
If that's what I have to do.
I'll never give up waiting
For you to take me with you. 

What I Need

What use would fortune and riches be
If I couldn't share it with you
Fancy cars and mansions
What would they do

Sure, I'd have satin sheets and pillows
On which to lay my head and cry
Nicer conditions, yes
But my pillow would never be dry

Lots of nice clothes and jewelry
Everyone would be impressed
But without you there with me
I'd be truly depressed

I have no worldly ambitions
Except to give my love
Nothing else could be better
My sweet turtle dove

Lord Have Mercy

Lord, have mercy
On my soul
Please, oh please
Make me whole

Don't know what I'm doing
Don't know what to say
I'm depending on you
To show me the way

I no longer try to pretend
Like I really am in charge
My way is fruitless
Your way is large

Treat me like clay
In your potter's hands
Let me mold to your desire
As your will demands

Let me rest in your care
As I follow your goal
You give my heart peace
I give you my soul

 

The Good From The Bad

You're the good
Born from the bad
I guess it was worth
All the sorrows I've had

What I experienced
It was what it was
Does it kinda make sense now?
Yes, I think that it does

It's not very easy
By others, being misunderstood
But unless they have been there
They never could

All that I know
Is that I was on the brink
Thanks to God's grace
My ship didn't sink

I was lead down that path
With all those troubles I went through
I was lead to the truth
And that truth is you

I'll be devoted to my purpose
Until God calls me home
I will accept my reward
Which shall never roam

Sweet Tea

A nice cool drink
Of sweet tea
Would really hit the spot
And pacify me

A beautiful color
Kind of medium brown
Oh how I desire
To swallow some down

Just how I like it
Tasty and sweet
My mouth longing for the moment
When you and I meet


You're like my oasis 
I'm a desert so dry
You're all I need
To completely satisfy

Endless Supply

I can never run out of tears
I have an endless supply
Until I am with you
They will never dry

I was brought here for a purpose
No one said it would be fun
I guess if I keep perservering
One day I'll see the sun

I was born a lonely soul
I missed Heaven from the start
I know one day I'll come back to you
Because in Heaven lies my heart

Dear God

Dear God,

Let him drink from my well of love
With your blessings from up above

Please confirm what I've heard you say
That I should love him everyday

Please make it clear how to fulfill your will
My tank of love is ready and on fill

Show me how to completely satiate
Keep my teachings up to date

Tell me the words that I need to hear
Anything you say God,I love you, dear.
Amen

Gimme Sugar

Your sugar is so sweet
The taste can't be beat
Makes me complete
From my head to my feet

Your sugar knocks me out
You make me wanna shout
Your lovin' is what it's all about
I know I can't live without

I need a little sugar in my tea
I need your sugar inside me
I need some sugar daily, you see
And only your sugar is top quality

Gimme your sugar, so sweet
Make my life complete
From my head down to my feet
Your sugar can't be beat

:-)

Day By Day

A house is not a home
Without you there
Without you in my world
I belong nowhere

Just hanging in there
Fulfilling my mission
Wondering how long
I'll stay in this position

Just doing God's will
As long as He wants
I gotta be truthful
The loneliness  haunts

All I know to do
Is to keep my eyes on the prize
You're the ultimate reward
At least in my eyes

MASH

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Must
Always
See
Heaven
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Let Me Love You

Let me love you
Let me be the one
In the still of the night
In the wake of the sun

Let me love you
Let me help with your work
Lending you a hand
Is always a perk

Let me love you
Let me play with you, too
No one I want to pleasure
Other than you

Let me love you
Let me show care forever more
Let my love be worth all the pain we've had
Let my love in
Just open the door

Incandescent Delight

Our love is incandescent
Shining so incredibly bright
Not aware of boundaries of space and time
In exact sync with the speed of light

The love itself exists
Almost as a separate entity
It sealed and anointed us as one
We now share the same identity

We are separate, yet conjoined together
A temporary state of being only to last a bit longer
A lesson in patience and faith
Will only make our love stronger

Shine down on me
My incredible beacon of light
For the sheer pleasure of your presence
Raptures me in ecstasy and delight

 

Fill Me

Fill me
Fill me with you
You're stronger than my 80 proof
And that 100 ,too

Just like it
You kill the pain
Of all I've lost
With you I gain

You numb my inhibitions
Without so much of a hangover
You know just how to free my soul
I'll thank you when I crossover

Just like that smooth brown liquor
Either with Coke© or just some ice
For a while it puts me at ease
But with you, you're always nice 

Fill me now
Like only you can do
Fill me with your love
Make me feel brand new

(Disclaimer-I actually prefer Pepsi© to Coke©in case you wondered)

Facts Of Life

The sky is blue
I love you
There are 7 days a week
I love you
The sea is salty
I love you
Fire is hot
I love you
Ice is cold
I love you
Most humans have 10 fingers
I love you
Hitting your funny bone rarely amuses you
I love you
Water is wet
I love you
A rainbow is a meteorological phenomenon that is caused by reflection, refraction and dispersion of light in water droplets resulting in a spectrum of light appearing in the sky.
I love you
Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get.
I love you
Love is the answer
I love you
God loves you
I love you
I love you
I love you
 

Dear Lord

Dear Lord,
I want to hear Your word
It's something that I need
It'll be the best I've ever heard

I feel the desire
To hear Your voice
Because every time I do 
I rejoice

I need to have your constant presence
I'm craving your direction
I choose to honor and obey you
I need your love and affection

Please dear Lord
I need You to speak
I'm just waiting to hear Your word
While staying humble and meek.

In Jesus' name
Amen

3/4 + 1/4

3/4, when you are near
I, 1/4, light up
No longer almost empty
You lovingly fill my cup

3/4, I need you
You make me, 1/4, smile
Whatever makes you happy
I'll go that extra mile

3/4 when it is cloudy
You are my soul's sunshine
You make me, 1/4, so happy
I'm glad that you are mine

3/4, I just can't wait
Until that special day
When 3/4+1/4=1
And will forever stay that way 

High Yella Puddle

Oh my goodness!
What is that dripping I felt?
Oh,wait it's me
My heart-it melt!

It's not just my heart
It's my whole body
When I see you I steam up
Like a cup of hot toddy

With your handsome face
This outcome is a must
I have no choice
But to spontaneously combust

Just what is that
High yella puddle on the ground?
Why, it's just me, brown sugar
Whenever you're around

More Than Pie

Hey, guess what?
I love you more than pie
I guess that means
You're a really special guy

I love blueberry pie
That's my favorite
Then there's cherry
I cannot omit

I love chocolate cream pie
It's so yummy and delish
If I only now had some lemon meringue
Boy, do I wish!

Of course there are pot pies
I love to eat them,too
I really like to eat quiche
That's just what I do

You've got your pies of pumpkin and berries
And don't forget sweet potato
Then you have those savory pies 
With cheese and tomato

Yes, pies are the best invention
They bring me joys and elations
But they'll always be second best to you
One of God's most wonderful creations

 

The Car And The Engine

The car was finely assembled
Later the engine was too
Both were made
To do what they do

The car was a beauty on it's own
The engine made it enhance
Without the engine, the car was still admired
The engine was made for it and not by chance

Then one day the car was totaled
By years of wear and tear
The engine was removed
It was more than it could bear

The engine was left in the salvage
To rust away as it said goodbye
Waiting one day to be reunited with car
In the big repair shop in the sky

Was What It Was

It was what it was
It is what it is
Whatever you did
Is none of my biz

Why it always
Shoved in my face
It keeps coming to me
I wish I had mace

I need to focus
On what lies ahead
They keep bringing it up
But the past now is dead

I know what you say
Remove yourself if you can
If it's causing you stress
The source you must ban

The here and now is different
Than what was in the past
Focus only on the love
Because that's what will last

Whatever You Need

U put the fire in my belly
2 follow my destiny
There ain't no stoppin'
U and me

I woke up this mornin'
With u on my mind
I know that my soul
Ain't gon leave u behind

Whatever it may be
I'm ready for the next step
"Are u sure?" u ask
I just say "yep"

I'm at your beck and call
Don't u ever 4get that
Being there 4 u
Is where it's at

I'll never hold back
Of doing ur deeds
U must never hold back
Of telling me ur needs

If I don't hear u
Tap me on my shoulder
If I still can't hear
Drop a big boulder

Don't ever 4get
I work 4 u
Whatever u need
That's what I'll do

Salt On Watermelon

You like salt on watermelon?
My first thought was "Ew"
I never had that before
To me that would be new

But I guess if you like it
It's got to be OK
Maybe I'll try it
.....Someday

Do they have watermelon in Heaven?
I'll bet that they do
Anything that brings you joy
Is what I want for you

Go on and have some watermelon
Have a big slice
Sprinkle on some salt
That would be so nice.🍉🍉

I Cried, He Sighed

"It's gonna take forever!" I cried

"When have you known anything to last forever?", he sighed

"But that's what it feels like. I just want this so badly."

"If you persevere to the end, you'll be rewarded gladly"

"It's just that sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind."

"I know you better than that. You're not that kind."

"But I feel so weak because I cry everyday."

"Your tears say you love me in all the right ways."

"So what am I supposed to do? I need you, my best friend!"

"The separation shall pass, we'll we be together in the end."

"So it's true what they say? Nothing lasts forever?"

"Except for my love. That will leave you never!"

                                                                                                  

Honey Bear

It's irrational for me to be mad at you
For not being here, because you are
Always shining upon my soul
Like an invisible star

It's just that some days,most days now
I want us to be physically near
I want  to be  where you are
In a safe lair
With all the good folks
That hold you dear
All I want is the best for you
That doesn't mean I won't shed a tear
Even though we talk every day
I just want to be there
Holding your hand
Not living in fear
If I think too hard
I slip into despair
I need you so badly
And you give such good care
I need you, my stallion
For I am your mare
I pine to be with you
Sometimes more than I can bear
To say the longing is stronger by the day
I guess would be fair
It's building to a climax
So I suppose the fruition is near
I'm starting to lose patience
I'm grinding my gear
But I'll never give up
I promise you dear
Because I love you
My sweet honey bear!

Ishi's Mother

Dear Ishi's mother,
I wanted to take the opportunity to wish you a happy mother's day. I know you probably never will see this and I know you aren't really into the whole mother's day thing. But it's important to me that I just get it "out there".

Thank you for conceiving him and nourishing him in your womb for nine months. Thank you for giving him all the motherly love he needed as a baby and small child. Thank you for exposing him to good things and teaching him values. Thank you for expanding his mind. Thank you for encouraging his voracious reading habits. Thank you for certain other things which we both ended up having in common because of our mother's influence.

I thank you for these things, because that helped shaped this wonderful ,sweet,kind,generous ,VERY smart,talented and funny guy.  Most of all, thank you for instilling the love and honor of God in him. As one child of God to another, it's so lovely to recognize and be bonded because of it. No one is perfect and we all have made mistakes, but we know we are forgiven. Thank you.

Oh and thank you for his dna. Thank his father ,too since he gets much of his handsome good looks from him as well ,haha.

Just thank you,Ishi's mother.
Love,
Nomy

What I See

When I look at you
I only see perfection
Shining right through
Is God's reflection

I also see
The Jesus within you
When you look at me
I hope you see those, too

I look past your
Every former human shortcoming
Mine are also forgiven
As long as I'm forthcoming

I only see your beauty
And how you treat me right
I belong to you now
For each eternal day and night

Sweet Michael

So Kind

You are so extraordinarily kind to me
Sometime I feel undeserving
I get overwhelmed thinking about it
And it can be unnerving

I know many times
I haven fallen short
Yet you count me as your sheep
Whenever you sort

Thank you for loving me
When I sometimes don't
Thank you for loving me
When others won't

I'm beside myself
With happy tears
When I think of all the love
You gave through the years

This is just a small way
For me to say thank you
I will live for you forever
In all I do 

 

The Juicer

I call him the juicer
Because of what he does to me
He extracts out all of my love
And he does it so thoroughly

When I see him in my mind's eye
The love squeezes out my pores
A brief visit with perfection
As my spirit greatly soars

I love the things he does for me
All the loving he supplies
I call him the juicer
Because he really satisfies