Bucket Of Tears

I have a roomful of buckets
Buckets of tears
Only my being with you
Can make them disappear

Why shouldn't I cry?
I yearn relentlessly for you
The tears are a badge of honor
It's an honor to be in love with you

In between the tears are smiles
So the buckets won't overflow
Just knowing one day I'll be with you
Is enough to make my soul glow

hey..

Time Is Near

Had that sad, lonely feeling from when I awoke
You told me to hold on for your promised kiss
You say to hold out for just a little longer
You'll make up for everything I miss

You plead with me to have faith in you
You show so much patience in me
You understand I long to be with you
You know I love you endlessly


You know I don't quite understand everything
Why your leaving here broke my heart
You said it's a lesson we had to learn
When we're finally together, we'll never part


You promise me the time is near
Your crop is nearly ready to be sown
The day you come to pick me, you say
You'll be happy that I am all your own

100% Faith

I've mulled things over
I've made up my mind
To have 100% faith in your decisions
Because I've decided true faith is blind

I still may ask you why
If you choose not to say,I'll understand
I guess the reasons aren't that important
My devotion to you is what's at hand

I trust you with my life
I trust you with my very soul
Because I'm literally part of you
Together we make a whole

You'll always choose the best for us
You'll never steer us wrong
You and me together,babe
Make a truly great love song

My Cup Of Tea

In the very beginning
They all saw that I was smitten
After all this time they still see
By the true love bug, I've been bitten

The initial exciting feelings are still there
I'm just as giddy about you as before
But the very heart of the matter is
To this very day I love you even more

I realize our thing isn't everyone's cup of tea
Not every woman would appreciate your style
Being submissive,learning from you is cool with me
The reciprocity of our love makes it all worth while

I'm the only one for you
You're the only one for me
You are ever-present in my soul
Babe, you are my cup of tea 

I'm Weak

Everyday
I love you more
Than I did
The day before

For you
I am weak
Sometimes
I can't speak

For you
I weep
I'm in this 
So deep

I'll always
Put you first
Because you're the one
For whom I thirst

I'm going crazy
From this desire
Only you
Can quench the fire


I believe you when
You made that promise
We'll be together soon
And have eternal bliss

Love Songs

I used to listen to love songs
I thought they were pretty and sweet
I'd hoped one day to experience love
That my Mr Right I'd meet

But things didn't turn out that way
I know now that it was all just games
In my haste to know happily ever after
I fucked up-not naming any names

Oh, I thought I knew what love was
I forced a scenario to try to make it true
Since then I've learned the hard way
To be true to myself in all I do

So for the last two and a half years we've bonded
Now I truly know what those love songs are about
Maybe the price of love was pain before pleasure
But the love is so amazing, it makes me want to shout

 

No Noise

Stopped the noise
Ended the rigmarole
Couldn't take no more
God bless my soul

Didn't want to do it
But I had to shut it down
Much less stress
And peace abound

I need my time to be spent
Giving my baby love
Nothing else matters more
I'll put nothing else above

Ode To My Boo

Thank you for loving me
I can't express it enough
I'll love you for eternity
And all that mushy stuff

You came to me in the nick of time
When I was uncomfortable in my own skin
You tore down the walls and took the blinders off
You forced me to look deep within

You got me to finally got me to get rid of the baggage
Of all the distractions that were standing in the way
Of the path to growing closer to God and you
And we did this together, day by day

I don't want to go back to how things were
To grow you have to let some things go
This journey is more important than worldly things
From now til forever, with you I will flow

Complete

I love to be your baby girl
I'll always put you first
Because you're the one for whom I hunger
You're the one for whom I thirst

Every thought that I think
I hope is pleasing to you
Whatever goes in or out of my mouth
I wonder if that's what you would do

On this journey to becoming one
I feel we are SO almost there
If I have to let some things go
We're worth it, so I don't care

You are the air I breathe
You are my heart's only beat
I am the other part of you
Together we are complete

Thanx

Thank you for the kitty
That was very kind
It reiterates the fact
That our true love is blind

I so want to be with you
But I'll take what I can get
You wanted to ease my pain
So you sent me my own pet

She's our little "love child"
Named after  your friend
You are, indeed, my soulmate
Our love can never end

I Got The Itis

I got the itis
You gave it to me
I got the itis
Most definitely

You filled me up
With some good lovin'
But there's still room
All up in my oven

I got the itis
Gimme some more
I ain't never had itis
Like this before

I got the itis
It's somethin' I won't hide
I got the itis,babe
You keep me so satisfied

Sanctified

I love my sweet king
He's loving and kind
I just call out his name
And he's not far behind

He loves my soul
And I love his
That's because they are one
That's what it is

The separation lines
Are starting to get cloudy
As we merge together
I do so proudly

I love being female queen
To his alpha-male
When it's a fusion sanctified by God
You know it'll never fail

Father/Child

Sometimes I don't understand
The things God puts me through
I guess it's not for me to know
He does what He has to do

I know He's my loving Father
And I know I am His child
Some kids need to learn things hard
While others need it mild

I remember when I lost my way for awhile
He lovingly welcomed me back in the fold
Even though I'm still on punishment
He's there for me to hold

I Thank the Lord for His unconditional love
As He lovingly helps me get back on track
This is the love of a Father to His child
I'm so happy He's got my back