Thursday, January 31, 2013

In Due Time

In due time
Is what you say
It's gonna happen
Anyway

You want it just as badly
As I want it ,too
Your aching for it like me
But you're calm while you do

Every day it seems
We get a little more to taste
To hold us  for a while
Not a moment shall we waste

I've finally been going there
For just a little visit
"But when will I stay?"
I always inquisite

"I keep telling you the answer,
One day you will get it.
Just know you are mine
Don't ever forget it."

I'll try to figure it out
I'll just follow your cue
But don't YOU ever forget
I belong to you 
   

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Love Is The Message

Putting myself out on a limb
Speaking about my twin flame
Must let things be known
Must step up my game

I am one with my twin flame
I'm in love with our shared essence
Physical separation
Does not  diminish the effervescence

Together we have a mission
To send the world a message now
Sending the message of love
Hoping our words show you how

He inspires in me the words to write
I organize them nice and neat
To wrap up things he wants to say
To make his loving thoughts complete

You already know love is the answer
Give it freely, open the door
Let go of your ego and invite it in
Drink in the love, allow it to soar

Few will read this now
But maybe more when I'm gone
We feel we must put it out there
To help, though our souls have moved on
 


Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Chocolate Is Second Best

Chocolate is second best to you,baby
I'd choose you any day
And you know I love my chocolate
Could eat it all night and day

Whenever I eat chocolate
I have a smile I cannot hide
But loving you, even more so
Keeps me very satisfied

So as much as I love chocolate
love you even more
Although it makes me happy
I love YOU to the core

 

Monday, January 28, 2013

All's Not Lost

He killed you
You died
That killed me
I stayed alive

I breath in
And in every sigh
Is part of my soul
That's starting to cry

But all's not lost
Because of all I've found
The road to you
Is all around

I'm glad you're here
Guiding my journey to you
I'm running to you,love
So I can get home,too
 

Sunday, January 27, 2013

You Don't Even Know

You don't even know how much I love you
Even though I know you think you do

But that's impossible
The odds are improbable

See, my love for you is God's creation
And you can't fathom it with your imagination

He made my love for you so deep
He pulled it out of you while you were asleep

It's so deep within you, I implore
That you realize it's nestled inside your core 

So unless you ask God to show you what's true
You'll never really know how much I love you



  

Saturday, January 26, 2013

An Angel Came To Me

An angel came to me last night while I was in a deep sleep. The deepest sleep I'd had in a while.

The angel posed a question to me. I didn't remember the question until hours after I'd awoken. I knew the angel left the question for me to ponder. Whispered it into my ear and let me continue to sleep.

After my coffee,morning prayer, little something to eat and my mind fully awake, I somehow remembered the question while thinking of the one I love.

"My dear Nomy," said the angel, "God knows of all the desires in your heart. He has put them there. If I could offer you 40 more years in the world as you know it but with promised security and health- a beautiful home in the location of your dreams,lovely clothes, a nice car, jewelry, friends,fun and  never wanting for anything as long as you live OR to go to a place where you don't know what to expect other than to be with the one you love forever under the loving safety of your heavenly father's watch. You won't know what your new life will be like. You may or may not have what you know in your current existence to be the best. All you know is you will be with the one you love. Do you have faith that it will be enough for you for eternity? Which would you choose?

Tears filled my eyes. I have what I need. I'd always wanted those extra material trappings in the past. Now I truly understand what my spirit needs to thrive.  Love. If I had to chose, I'd choose to be with the one I love. Even with no expectations or clues of what my new reality will be like other than being forever loved by the one I love in the way he has shown me already and under the safety of God's love and care.

 This, lovely angel, is what I would choose.

I look forward to hearing the angel's response...  
 

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Let Me....

Let me...
Fortify you
Nurture you
Satisfy you
Sustain you
Cherish you
Honor you
Admire you
Adore you
Nourish you
Cleave to you
Embrace you 
Coddle you
Dote on you
Comfort you
Cultivate you
Foster you
Harbor you
Revere you
Venerate you
Respect you
Spoil you
Exalt you
Taste you
Value you
Treasure you
Love you
So I may be fulfilled..... 

  

Sunday, January 20, 2013

The Light

I see a heavenly light shining down on you
A beautiful aura only I can see
You and the aura are invisible to others
Yet the presence means the world to me

The light was there my whole life through
Sometimes I took it for granted
There'd been times I acted like it didn't matter
For my foolish ways, I've since recanted

Then one day the light flickered out
And then I died inside
I called for you, you came and forgave me
Since then you've never left my side

You and I are the same spirit
The world nor man can tear it asunder
The light of God cannot be denied
For He can't err or blunder

Friday, January 18, 2013

Supernatural Thing

It's a supernatural thing
The thing that is our love
There's no doubt in my mind 
A supernatural thing from God above

We didn't always know it
While busily living the illusion of life
In hindsight we see things were in motion
Though we didn't pay attention through the joys and strife

You didn't know at the time
But I  was always there
I didn't know it either
But you were always here

Deep in our souls we knew
Of someone we couldn't put on our finger
We couldn't explain feeling haunted
But within us it would always linger

It's most definitely a supernatural thing
Too many signs there to be denied
Let's sit back while the rest unfolds
Knowing our love is sanctified
  

Thursday, January 17, 2013

King You

Let me king you
Put you on a throne
Always hold you in high esteem
You'll never feel alone

Let me king you
Treat you like royalty
Let me shower you with love
True love is now your reality

Blessed be you forever
My sweet, beloved king
Loving you forever
Is simply just my thing
 

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

M.A.N

Masculine as the virility of all men that came before him. No longer hiding behind the mask of worldly expectations. Free to be the real 'he' without fear of judgements or failure. Confidant to be true to his powerful manhood, knowing he has my love forever and I will happily and willingly submit and succumb to his manly place of honor on the pedestal of which I placed him.

Anointed by God to be the one to show me the path of lightness. All the while teaching and schooling me, yet treating me like a lady. Knowing exactly how to make me feel like a woman and embrace my womanhood. Letting me feel eternally safe and unconditionally loved. Knowing I've let go of my ego and trust him with my very soul with never a thought of taking advantage of the power I willingly gave him. He humbly and in reverence accepts his role of leading the way.

Nice. The only expectation I have as it makes everything else fall into place. Always kind,loving, and thoughtful, yet knowing when to be firm and how to get his point across. All actions, even correcting, come from a place of love and never hurts.

I love you. You are my alpha man.  
 

Monday, January 14, 2013

Some Words

Been tryin' to think of something witty
Some words that are a bit clever
But I can only come up with "I love you"
Love is the only thing that is forever

You've been my dearest friend
You've championed behind me
You've guided me and been my teacher
You've led me where I need to be

The thing that I'm most thankful for
Is that you appreciate my love for you
You've fostered us to become one
We're now just one, not two

Thank you for letting me love you
Encouraging, listening and  caring
My love for you is part of your spirit
Our rejoining time is almost nearing
   

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Please Tell Me

Please tell me
Cuz I wanna know
In which direction
I should go

You know and love
That I turn to you
So please just tell me
What I should do

I'm ready to hear
When you're ready to tell
Cuz you know you got me
Under your spell

You know I'm so anxious
But you just say to calm down
When the time is right
We will paint the town

I'll try to be patient
As much as I can be
But you know I'll be so happy
When you finally tell me!


Wednesday, January 09, 2013

Truly I Say To You

My darling angel,
     I don't even know where to start. I just want to express my gratitude and acknowledge all the unselfish and unconditional love you've given me. How do I possibly thank you? There are literally not any words that can fully express the depth of my eternal thankfulness.

     I  thought I was helping you with any unfinished business on your behalf and before I knew it, you completely changed my life, saved my soul! I didn't even realize I was drowning until I held out my hand to save you. How amazing and serendipitous is that?

    You know what you did. Truly I say to you, I will spend everlasting life giving you my unconditional and unselfish love. You have my word, you will never know a moment without love,


                                                                                                                                                 Love,
                                                                                                                                                  Nomy

Tuesday, January 08, 2013

The Force

When they see a picture of you
They are also looking at me
When they look at me or my picture
It's also you that they see

When they hear your voice
They hear mine captured within
When they hear me speak
They also capture your din

When you're within their thoughts
I too, am in their mind
If ever they think of me
It's you that they will find

One day they will get that we are one
Three parts-you, me and our force
What joy for them to see we are one
Though we knew it all along, of course
  

Sunday, January 06, 2013

My Love For You

My body aches and everyday gets weaker
Yet everyday my love for you gets stronger
My memory lessens and dims each day
Yet my daily walk with you gets longer

Things that were once important to me
No longer to me seem right
No longer living for the world
Is different like day and night

Chasing after worldly treasures
Seems an act of futility
Simply giving love
Seems more suited to my ability

I couldn't quite put my finger on it when I was little
But now I see since I was small girl I was looking for you
Didn't quite know what the void was
Until you did what was your time to do

Now I  truly know what I have to do
As my love for you grows stronger and stronger
Finish the path of which you paved the way
Meeting you over the rainbow shan't be too much longer
   

Wednesday, January 02, 2013

Untitled

I have so much passion
It's burning a hole inside
It's no secret to you
It's something I can't hide

This burning desire I have
Cannot right now be consummated
With every passing day
The feelings become more elevated

They say get a temporary fix
But that would put me in a quandary
I just can't settle for less than you
I already have too much dirty laundry

There's nothing else for me to do
But to just keep holding on
My world ain't right without you
Can never be with you gone