Monday, April 30, 2012

אהובה

My love,
Not only are you the one I love, but you are all that makes my heart, my soul, my spirit come alive.

I know it may sound odd, but I feel my purpose is to love you. It took many roads and wrong paths to lead me here. But here I am-loving you.

My heart bursts with the love I feel for you. Only a divine gift can explain this beauty of love.

Even if the love wasn't reciprocated, it wouldn't matter. My joy is in loving you, doing for you, making you happy. If  I felt another would give you the love I feel for you even more, I would surely sacrifice my feelings so that you could know the intense love my heart feels for you. You deserve to have this beautiful gift, my love.

I know you love me and I don't want you to think I don't know this. It's just my love for you is so intense, I want to scream, cry, fall to my knees in gratitude.
                                                                    Love,
                                                                    Nomy

My Prayer

Lord, Please cleanse me of my sins
Let me always look within
To find your truth and how to win

Too,

Dear God, give me a sign
To let me know he's really mine
And make my soul feel really fine

Also,

Dear Jehovah,thanks for your blessings from above
That fit my life just like a glove
How grateful I am for your love

Amen
 

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Holding On

Every now and then
I put up a shield
I feel like my heart
I must suddenly yield

I love you so much
I want to be with you so badly
I know I can't right now
So I try to hide away, sadly

But you won't let me do it
You're constantly present in my mind
You won't let me run away
You refuse to be left behind

You won't let me give up
For that, you have my eternal gratitude
Thank you for cheering me up
And bringing back my happy attitude

Monday, April 23, 2012

Luv

We're so happy
When I'm not trippin'
Taking it easy
Slowly sippin'

I love you so much
Thank you for lovin' me
Lovin' you so
I'm happy as I can be

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Your Smile

When I see your smile
I know it's God's most perfect creation
How do I know it's true?
Because it fills my heart with elation

It makes the mountains tall
It makes the rivers flow
It quenches all the deserts
It makes all the flowers grow

It makes the sun shine in the sky
It makes the moon shine at night
It makes the fish and animals happy
It makes my heart and the birds take flight

Maybe these wonders are only in my mind
But the love within my universe is all that counts
Your smile is the most beautiful thing I've seen
Let me fill you with love in massive amounts

Matthew 19:26

Jesus looked at them intently and said, "Humanly speaking, it is impossible. But with God everything is possible."
Believe...just believe in your heart......


Wednesday, April 18, 2012

The Craving

I crave you so deeply
I truly crave your manhood
Like baby craves mother's breast
In very early childhood

A spiritual connection
Is what I really need
I crave it now as a physical action
It surely will heal me, indeed

I crave my love's manhood
Only he can touch the woman in me
I need him deep inside me now
His love will set me free

Monday, April 16, 2012

PookieBoo

I'm so sorry
For a moment I was weak
I must always do it your way
I mustn't  question what you speak


It's not that you are bossy
It's just that you know best
It's only about you and me
I rebuke completely all the rest


I don't ever want to disconnect
Not even for a minute
I promise you, forevermore
That I'm forever in it


God Loves Me

God, You're the One who loves me
Unconditionally, so
It's the one thing I can count on
It's the one thing that I know

There's only so much
Friends and family can do
I know that they care
But can't love me like You

You know my desires and needs
I have faith You'll provide
Please tell me that the time is soon
Where I can finally find peace inside


Pretty Boy

Pretty boy
That's who I see
Pretty boy
I love thee

They see an icon
They see a star
That's not what I see
To me, that's not what you are

Sweet, funny, smart
You also love God
They thought you were weird
They thought you were odd

I see a genius and an angel
I see a soul who's got "heart"
I wish you always, eternal peace
My love for you will never part
 

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Can You Hear Me?

I come to you
Humbled
My emotions
Jumbled

I want you
Badly
My tears falling
Sadly

I'm begging you on my
Knees
Baby come get me
Please


I'll do whatever you
Say
You're the king in every
Way

Shhhh!

Shhhhhh!
It's a secret
Be quiet
Don't leak it

No one knows
What lies within
If they did
Their head would spin

It's our secret
Yours and mine
They'd just think
We'd cross the line

They'd probably say
We'll go to hell
Only God can judge
So all is well
 

Crying For You

I need you today, can't stop crying
So slowly inside I am dying

Sometimes I just feel so dumb
Don't know how to make the pain numb

I know that you are around
Even without making a sound

Just wanna see your handsome mug
What I wouldn't do for a physical hug

 It's been years since you've been gone
To do anything but wait would be wrong

Guess I'll be woman enough to accept the pain
Hope the days til Paradise,aren't many to remain...
 

Friday, April 13, 2012

Heaven Help Me

So many thoughts
Running through my mind
Trying to catch them
Leaving none behind

Rapidly seeing the connections
Everything quickly becoming clear
Exorcising the demons
Acknowledge them and make them disappear

With all the lessons learned through good and bad
I sweep away all the remaining debris
All that's left is a thing of perfect beauty
It's the love for you inside of me

It's here for you whenever you want it
It's at your beck and call
Heaven help me, I love you
To have your love was worth it all
 

Thursday, April 12, 2012

My Senses

Some things I never thought much about
One of those things being my senses
But how things are between us now
You tore down all my fences

I really want to see you
I want to use my sight
Seeing you, my love
Will make me feel alright

I really want to hear you
I want to hear your sound
Your voice is the sweetest sound ever
I want it always around

I really want to touch you
I'm dying to feel your touch
Just the very thought of it
Sometimes makes me cry so much

I really want to taste you
I painfully crave your taste
I need to lick your essence
I'll devour it all,leaving nothing to waste

My dear, sweet love
Promise these to me
In return I'll give you
Everlasting ecstasy
 

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Your Good Girl

Love being your good girl
Content doing that for you
Doing what you want
Is all I wanna do

I sure do love to please you
Pleasing you is my game
Making you happy is what I like
Your little good girl is my name:)

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

How Much Longer?

How much longer?
I'm not scared
I keep reaching out
My soul I've bared

Seems like forever
Seems like a cruel game
Each day grows harder
My sorrow I can't tame

You say you feel the same
You, too, want it so bad
I go from being happy
To being very sad 


There's nothing else we can do
But continue to grow together tenderly
And look forward to me joining you
On the day we become one eternally



Monday, April 09, 2012

Lost Without Each Other

We're lost without each other
That's why we are always around
Some of the times making joyful noise
Other times not making a sound

Don't ever want to be apart
Not even for a little while
Heaven made us for one another
Our love makes one another smile

 

Friday, April 06, 2012

My Sweetie Pie

I can't wait
To see you tonight
You say you've got big plans
Looking forward to your delights

I'm enjoying our days together
I love the rendezvous more
When one door closes, a window will open
I'm happier than I've been before

Letting go of our pasts
Has made our love grow strong
It's all about now and the future
Baby, let me love you all night long

Tuesday, April 03, 2012

Eyes On The Prize

When it comes to you
There's no such thing as sacrifice
For you, my love, 
I'd give up any vice

I guess because my love for you is more
Important than my individual happiness
Giving you joy is my own source of joy
The love I receive from you is such a sweet caress

When we're in the midst of actively loving
I feel as if I'm already in Paradise
Soon will come the day when it's a permanent state
From now until then, I'll keep my eyes on the prize

The Gift

What can we do
To thank God for our love
It is truly a blessing
A gift from above

To honor his gift
We must do things right
Honor His will
Thank Him each day and night

We should always get closer
In any way way we can
Treasure this gift
Of woman and man

Make this gift a priority
And polish it well
For it is a priceless jewel
In our souls to forever dwell