I Wish

I wish I could tell everyone
Everything about you
I wish I could tell them all
Of the wonderful things you do

I'd tell them how you make me happy
Whenever I'm feeling sad
I'd tell them that we like being silly
And you always make me glad

I wish that I could tell them
That you treat me like a queen
Not in a materialistic way
But with what's important and unseen

I'd tell them how you brought me back
Like a shepherd, back to God
You helped to reinforce that bond
It's not in any way odd

For now I'll keep our love a secret
I guess it's just what I must do
As long as we have God's blessing
Nothing matters but me and you

Mask

I'm broken
Fix me
Sometimes life
Kicks me
They hurt me
With lies
I've been deceived
What a surprise
What have I done
To deserve such a fate
To be pummeled with deception
Envy and hate
All I want is love
Is that too much to ask
I'll have to wait til Heaven
To give up this mask

Lady In Waiting

They call me
Lady in waiting
Standing in the shadows
Anticipating

Waiting for my love
To tell me he's done
All is ready
Come home, run

Waiting for our King
To show us the time is now
We'll be so grateful
Fall on our knees and bow

Until that time
I'm your lady in waiting
Crying, yet patiently
Anticipating

 

No Tomorrow

Gonna sow them seeds
Like there ain't no tomorrow
No time to waste
Ain't got time for sorrow

I know it's comin'
Right around the corner
Gotta plant them seeds
Stop bein' a mourner

It's pretty obvious
It's crystal clear
The time to reap
Is comin' near

They don't listen 
To what I share
They don't believe it
Or they don't care

I guess it don't really matter to them
But for me, ain't no more time to borrow
I'm gonna sow them seeds like crazy
Like there really ain't no tomorrow

No Feelings

No feelings
No pain
No sadness
To gain

No feeling 
No tears
No crying
Through the years

Ignored and abandoned
Don't hurt
Being used
Don't feel like dirt

Friends and family
Convenient when needing
Don't see my agony
I'm slowly bleeding

Few see the pain
Maybe it's my fault
Locked away
In my private vault

They ask how I am
Only superficially
So I answer the question
Just as artificially

They just choose not to see
When I wear my heart on my sleeve
They're blind to the fact
That I openly grieve

All is not lost
God really loves me
He gave me one to love
Unconditionally

Storing my treasures in heaven
Because here they rust away
There is where I'll have my love
A love that's there to stay
 

 

Still

Trembling
With desire
Burning
With fire
I need you
So badly
I'll run to you
Gladly
I'm being patient
The best I can
But I long to be
With my man 
I have to learn
To love you right
Before I can have
You in sight
We're one soul
And one mind
The rest of the prize
Not too far behind
Waiting is hard
But I do still
Because I love you
And always will

 
 

I Can Feel It

I can feel it
We're working hard
Sowing the seeds
In our paradise yard

Laboring and toiling
You right there
I'm laboring from love
From right here

I can feel the love
While you water our lot
It sprinkles down to me
In just the right spot

We'll reap love forever together
With constant attention and care
I'm hoping and praying
That our time is near

Never

Won't
Can't
Will never
 Shan't

Destiny
Fate
Much too
Great

Ingrained
Attached
Forever
Matched

Impossible 
Mission
Permanent
Condition

Hanging on
With all my might
The promised land
Is in near sight

What It Is

When we were younger
We wondered
Made many mistakes
We blundered

Spent our whole lives
Trying to fill the hole
Thought it could be filled
By reaching a great goal

Still there was something
In our souls that were missing
Catching false bites
While blindly fishing

When the time was right
Things became suddenly clear
Like a brick on the head
That fell from the air

Now we know what it is
But it's not time for it yet
We have to prepare
And get everything set

Looking in hindsight

Everything fell into place
He knew what he was doing
In His infinite grace

Two souls, one spirit
That's you and me
The best is yet to come
Just wait and see!