No Feelings

No feelings
No pain
No sadness
To gain

No feeling 
No tears
No crying
Through the years

Ignored and abandoned
Don't hurt
Being used
Don't feel like dirt

Friends and family
Convenient when needing
Don't see my agony
I'm slowly bleeding

Few see the pain
Maybe it's my fault
Locked away
In my private vault

They ask how I am
Only superficially
So I answer the question
Just as artificially

They just choose not to see
When I wear my heart on my sleeve
They're blind to the fact
That I openly grieve

All is not lost
God really loves me
He gave me one to love
Unconditionally

Storing my treasures in heaven
Because here they rust away
There is where I'll have my love
A love that's there to stay