Can't Compete

I can't compete with the world
I shouldn't even bother
There's no room with all those people
Including siblings,mother and father

Everybody wants you
To suck off the figurative tit
You wanted it all to be over
You said that this is it

But even on that note
They all have you still
To them your just an object
Even against your will

Our love affair is secret
For now it has to be
One day I won't have to compete with the world
That day we'll truly be free