How I Feel

I feel so happy
Because I gave in
Stopped being afraid
Of what was within

I opened to the love
And let you lead the way
And what I discovered
Is a brand new day

To say that I love you
Is the understatement of all ages
Makes everything all worth it
As I look back on life's pages

I'll always love you
With you I am whole
Together you and I
We make up one soul

Working together
Until the mission is done
When it finally is
To you I shall run

I Always Loved You!

I loved you before I was born
Since we were innocent souls with God in Heaven
I had to follow you to Earth because I missed you so much
I did in almost 3 years plus seven

I tried to be near you
But you just moved around
I tried to replace you
But mistakes were only found

I couldn't put my finger on
Why my life was just defeat
Until you had to go on back home
I remembered you were the one to make me complete

So now I'm in a conundrum
For you are there and I'm still here
I've leaned so much since you've been gone
But my longing has reached new heights, my dear


I realize that it's not my call
I'll obey and do as I'm told
I'll never again try to replace you
You're the only one I want to hold


I don't completely understand His wisdom
But my spirit knows it's true
One day I will follow you*back home
To forever be with you