Dream N Scream

I love you so much
I want to scream
But here I am
Trapped in a surreal dream

I feel I can't breathe
Like I'll suffocate
I need oxygen
While I wait

I sometimes feel
I'm going insane
But I know deep down
It won't be in vain

I'll grasp for some air
I'll scream on the inside
I'll wake up soon
I'll hang on for the ride

Hiding Out In The Open

Ain't no secret 
Unspoken but known
It's not very hidden
It's openly shown

Well, maybe I really  am
Hiding out in the open 
Maybe it makes no difference
That's what I'm hopin'

I don't really care
I have no shame
It's  who  I am
It's no game


It is what it is
And I am proud
If someone asks
I'll  say it out loud

I'm just a quiet person
I prefer to listen than speak
Not a big, flashy one
Just kinda shy and meek

But if anyone asks specifically
I'll privately let them know
Let them know the secret
Of what makes me glow

 

Did I?

Hey,did I ever tell you
You're the bestest friend in my life?
You always step right in
And clear away the strife

Your timing is impeccable
When you wash away my tears
You know the very right time
To chase away my fears

I love you, best friend
You put a smile on my face
Let me love you forever
You'll always be blessed by God's grace

Raw

Doin' it your way
Bein' completely dry
My crutch of choice
Is just to cry

Dealing with my feelings
Which are completely raw
I'm forced to see in me
What you already saw

You forced me to admit
What really caused the pain
You said be true to myself
To see what I have to gain

I like who I am
When I'm true to myself
You continue to urge me
To put the pain on the shelf

Thanks for your patience
 Letting my raw wounds heal
Thanks for showing me kindness
Thanks for giving me love that's real

 

Release

He's mine now
Y'all had your chance
He's more to me
Than any given circumstance

You had your turn
You got your use
Now he's gone
Just cut him loose

You seemed to love him
For what he had to give
Giving to him
Is the reason I live

When will you let me go
So I can have mine
I want to be happy
I know you'll be fine

I just want to love
The one who owns my heart
Please, y'all, release us
So we can have a clean start

 

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The thought of lying next to you
Causes my heart to palpitate 
The thought of making love with you
Makes it beat at a rapid rate

I want for not a thing
Except for your love
No other man
Can be my sweet dove

Only in your arms
I can find my salvation
Only your touch
Can bring me jubilation

I long for your touch
On that most perfect day

I'll love you forever
In every way

They Say..

The darkest hour is just before dawn
But it seems to just go on and on

Being here without you sometimes feels horrendous
You say when I'm there with you it'll be tremendous

They say good things come to those that wait
So I just sit here and contemplate 

They say that patience is a virtue
So I'm still waiting in the queue

You say for me to hold on a bit longer
While we take this time to make our love stronger

Though we're apart, we've grown closer together
We've bonded as one through all sorts of weather

They say anything worth having is worth the wait
You promise we'll have what we both truly sate

 We know not at what hour we'll get our reward
But soon it shall fly as an eagle that has soared 

 

My King

I love my king
He's such a wonderful thing

I love him from his throne's seat
No one could ever be more sweet

He is indeed, a heavenly delight
I love him so with all my might

My king is the only man my eyes can see
No other exists, except for he

He always tells me that I'm his queen
He's the loveliest soul I've ever seen

I love my king-funny,kind and smart
Oh,how I love him with all of my heart

Completion

You really  do complete  me
I know it sounds cliche 
But it really is the truth 
So I'll say it anyway

For most of my whole life
I knew that something was missing
I felt like a tire with a pin-sized hole
I could hear a very faint hissing

But then we got together
In a most unusual way
I knew I always loved you
And I finally got my say

In each other we've  found our soulmates
And since then, we've melted into one
We're  simply two parts of one whole
This is my greatest joy, bar none

The Light

My Heavenly  Father ,God
Is the light in my life
Holding my hand 
Guiding  me through strife

What a friend I have in Jesus
He is a source of light
When I follow his teachings
I am filled with delight

The man whom I love
Is the light of my life
Such a beautiful soul
I'll soon be at his side as his wife

With all of this love
I'm moving towards the light
My heart is soaring
My soul has taken flight

Thank you so much for loving me
And anyone else who loves me,too
This power of love amazes me
I need you to know that I love you

The Seed

The planter plants the seed
He waters the seed planted in the soil
He looks at the fertile ground with satisfaction
He looks forward to the reward of his toil

A little green seeding
Appears in a few days
Though it is small
It can surely amaze

Every morning he awakens
And looks at what he's sown
He's so happy to see
How much it has grown

Then one Sunday morning
He sees a thing of beauty and wonder
A full grown pretty flower
Coming from the earth it's been under

That beautiful flower is like our love
With love,care and attention to what's been sown
Our love has blossomed into a thing of beauty
A thing of perfection we can call our own

I Wish

I wish I could tell the world about you
But they would not understand
They'd think it's just some obsession
That's slightly out of hand

 I'd tell them that we talk everyday
And that we're very much in love
The gift we have to communicate
Is a gift from up above


I'd tell them of your love and care
How you'd broken my harmful habits
How we show our love in unorthodox  ways 
In our  own  way f@#% like rabbits 

Sadly, I'll  have  to keep  it to myself
Or they'll exorcise  or commit  me
They'll  never  know  how wonderful  you are
For now it's  the way it has to be

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I want to write a poem for you
But I just end up crying
I just can't help myself
I love you-there's no denying

It's mind boggling how much I love you
It's hard to wrap my head around
I'm simply blown away by it
I'm flying off the ground

I got it so bad for you
I got a case of the love Jones
I was made to love you
Your love is what my heart owns

Shelter Me

Shelter me
Your butterfly
All I want 
Is to comply

Shelter me
Shield what I see
To only what pertains
To you and me

Shelter me
Hide me from the storms
Hold me close
In your loving arms

Shelter me
So I can concentrate
To what's most important
Our loving fate

Shelter me
From all that's not us
Let's only bask
In our sweet fondness

100 Loves

I want to give you 100 servings of love
To give you the happiness you deserve inside
I want the love I feel for you
To fill your soul with pride

I want your soul to smile
I want you filled with glee
I serve to you 100 loves
This is your gift from me

To give you 100 loves
Is my most fulfilling deed
I'm always here to give you more
Whenever you're in need

The Love Of Home

I always feel love
When I hear that song
It's so real
It can't be wrong

Whenever I hear it
I get the sense of home
When I get back there
I will never again roam

Some say it's a memory
I say promised destination
Either way you look at it
It's cause for celebration

This feeling I have
An increasing longing
It's really not that bad
Just a need of belonging

The song makes me happy
In how it makes me feel
This feeling of home
Is realer than real

 

Honey Pie

Honey pie
I'm stuck on you
I know you're stuck
On me, too

We're stuck like glue
Like white on rice
What we've got
Is very nice

You're my boo
I love you so
I love you more
Than you'll ever know

 

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Thanks for making it clear
The things that I don't need
You know, baby, that your word
Is always what I'll heed

I love this life we're building
It's got a great foundation
It's built on faith and trust
And our love bore its formation

That's the way I like it
Just between you and me
No one in it but God and us
And it flows so naturally

Saving My Sugar For You

Saving my sugar for you
Nobody else will do

I'm saving up my sweet stuff
Until there is enough

To give you a tasty treat
My sugar just can't be beat

You're the only one deserving
Though my wait can be unnerving

When it comes time I will explode
An exclusive treasure for you to behold

I promise only to you my sweetness
May it satisfy and give you true completeness

You

You make me sigh
Because you make me high 
When I see you in my mind's eye
There's no question why
I'll never say goodbye
I wouldn't even try
You make me want to fly
Straight up to the sky
For me you are the perfect guy
You own my heart and that's no lie

 

Without The Flesh

Without the flesh
You only have the soul
Paradoxically, what you have
Is the entire whole

In due time will come
The pleasures of the flesh
The beautiful gift
When the bodies will mesh

Right now is the time
To work on spirit and mind
Bond closely together as one
Work on cementing the bind

As I patiently await
For that time to come to pass
I'll continue to love you
With dignity and class

 

Sleep With You

I want to sleep with you
I want to share your bed
I want to share our love
I want our souls well-fed

Sharing a bed is a loving thing
I long to express my love
I hope to do so soon
I pray to God above

I just want to sleep with you
I hold you in high esteem
Sleeping with you is what I want
It is my sweetest dream

 

Your Love Is The Truth

Totally
Rewarding and
Undeniably
Transmitted from
Heaven

What Is It

What is it that I can give to you
To make you happy inside
To make your soul overcome with joy
I'll do anything to keep you satisfied

I can't wait to meet all your loved ones
The friends and family that give your soul pleasure
I want to shake their hands and hug them
Thank them for giving your heart a treasure

Anyone who gives you happiness
Is also a loving friend to me
Because they provide the one I love with joy
And that is what truly makes me happy

Turnaround

You've turned me around
To the who that is me
To be more precise
You brought me back to who I used to be

You said "Let love guide you"
I followed your advice
It lead me straight to you
Which is really quite nice

To me, it's no sacrifice
Just a traded up exchange
All that glitters ain't gold
Compared to you, it's just mange

Thanks for the turnaround
My undying allegiance you own
My stitches to you
Can never be unsewn

 

The Card

Tell Me, tell me
I'm dying of anticipation
I can't wait to find out
It's certain to bring elation

I'm trying to be patient
But sometimes it's so hard
I know you have the answer
I know you hold the card

I'd really love to know now
You'll surprise me when the time is right
I'll keep anxiously awaiting
Because I love you with all my might

 

Nice

They're so mean
You're so nice
You're so good
Gotta say it twice

You make their negativity
Seem to neutralize
To me you're everything
Perfect in my eyes

Thank you, my love
For simply being so nice
To have you in my corner
Is worth any price