These are my poems,from my heart. Some are to God,some are to my Bronze Adonis ,some are just for fun and in general
(Songs to match the mood of the poem...or is it the other way around? hmmm...)
I never see your face in my dreams I think I know the reason why I think it would make me lose my mind Because you're such a beautiful guy
Rarely do I dream of you And when I do it's just your essence I think the very reason for that Is I'd be blinded by your luminescence
I guess I rarely dream of you Simply because the love is true and pure Cannot currently be seen on the Earthly realm A Heavenly blessing from God, for sure
So I fall asleep every night With thoughts of you on my mind But dreams of my past and current situations Are pretty much all I find
It really is O.K, though For this too shall pass Then my dream of you will be reality We'll be together, forever at last
It's not fun being kept in the dark It makes me wonder about lots of things I have no idea of what's going on I don't know why the caged bird sings I'm left with just guessing Whether I'm wrong or right I ain't that bright, let's face it I barely know morning from night I want to do the right thing I really just aim to please But with conflicting and unclear information It can feel sometimes like a tease I feel like throwing my hands in the air It's almost as if I have no choice When the truth is I'm begging, crying and pleading To hear a reasonable, true and authoritative voice If I don't have all the right equipment How can I actively play in the game I'll just flutter around aimlessly And things would remain the same
Maybe I'm slow and stupid But I obviously need things perfectly clear If I know what I am dealing with I will give all I have to share
You've put me through so many changes Over the past few years I've learned about so many things I've shed so many tears
Back and forth confusion Of if it's real or not Time and time again You prove it's right on spot I knew my life wasn't normal Ever since I was a kid I tried very hard to force it Behind the facade I hid It took so many decades For you to come along Through God's grace and glory You showed me right from wrong I'v come to terms with the fact We must wait for when the time is right For us to be together I love you with all my might