If ...

Look, I know I need you now
But I just realized I needed you then
How different my life could have been
If I'd have known you way back when

Yes, I agree, in an eternal way
We've always known each other
But if only you could have rescued me then
I wouldn't have  been drowned or smothered

I suppose I would have just gotten in the way
Of the purpose that was ordained for you
It would have been selfish of me
From distracting you from what you had to do

I know,that speaking for myself
Nothing turned out like I thought it would
But something that I've come to learn
Is that all works out as it should

I'm glad we're back together
Although we are far apart
One day it won't be an issue
We'll soon be one, flesh and heart

Knowledge

It's just that there's those people
Who live for the status quo
It's just not who I am
I want to learn and grow

I want to gain some knowledge
Birth it from its womb
I want to uncover hidden secrets
Buried within its tomb

I just so hunger and thirst
For every new little fact
The more knowledge I receive
The more useful I can act

The things that I have learned
Have been invaluable to me
Some prefer their comfort zone
They'd rather be blind than see

I'm not here to judge them
They're where they're predestined to be
All I ask is the same from them
To not judge and just love me

Just Sayin

He just asked me
"Aren't you glad you got that poison out your system?"
I told him I am and I understood now
Then I looked him in the eyes and I kissed him

He's put me through so many changes
All for my betterment
He's always teaching me things
With patience and calm temperament

Sometimes I don't feel worthy
Of the love he will show me
He just says "Hush
You're my sweet little Nomy"

I could never repay him
For all the wonderful stuff
My only desire
Is to love him enough

So I'll say it here
For all the world to see
I've loved you forever
And will do so eternally

I See You

Leaning back
After an exhausting day
Closing my eyes
It's the only way

I see you
When I close my eyes
But that's predictable
It's no surprise

Though you aren't near
You're seemingly far
You're inside of me
That's where you are

I can see your face
It overwhelms me much
I'd give anything I had
Just to be able to touch

I can smell you too
Gentle musk and sweat
Just a whiff of you
Makes me wet

I can feel your hands
Arms,legs and feet
I've never known anything
To be this sweet

When I hear your voice
My heart does melt
The most wonderful feelings
I've ever felt

I know your taste
I love what it is
Lights up my spirit
Like photosynthesis

When you close your eyes
What do you see?
I pray to God
That you see me