Today's Podcast Episode

Fiber Of My Being

 Ishi,I need to tell you this

You are the fiber of my being

From this God given ordainment

There will be no fleeing

 

The thought of our future

Has got me really stoked

Since it was gifted by God

I know we're perfectly yoked

 

We share the same spirit

And each molecule

You're more precious to me

Than any beautiful jewel 

I simply love you

Without any fear or shame

You are all that I need

And I know you feel the same

Proud Of You

I need to acknowledge publicly
That I  think you did an amazing job
When I think of all you accomplished
It makes me want to sob

I'm so very  proud of you
You followed God's will and plan
You did it at a sacrifice
You're an extraordinary  man

As is the usual case
They must tear down  a good man
With lies and accusations
They're STILL doing all they can

They're living their best life here
Where evil permeates
One day they will be begging
To enter Heaven's gate

But  that place is not  for them
It's for those as beautiful as you
If they only realized this
They wouldn't do what they still do

All I know is I love  you
I'm proud of you,my shining  star
I hope I make you proud of me
And soon I'll be where you are

Everyone's Life Means Something

Everyone's life means something
That's what you wanted me to know
But I need you to be specific
Where is it that I should go

I feel that I am constantly
Running into a brick wall
Sometimes I feel so clueless
As if I know nothing at all

I guess I'm just so hard headed
You've told me time and time again
Maybe it's just hard to accept
I should just be there like Ben

I guess I thought my purpose was bigger
That I should do something so grand
How is it simply enough
That I just hold your hand

Helping is the answer, you say
The reason I'm on Earth presently
You say just being there for you is helping
Just keep on doing it pleasantly

One day it will be crystal clear
You say I'll no longer be in pain
You say just keep doing what I'm doing
You promise my love won't be in vain

Scream

My soul cries out for you
In  a primordial way
Knowing instinctively
I howl longing for the day

That day it comes full circle
And all the work is done
Forever we can rest
I no longer have to run

In this exhausting rat race
That's required of us all
I'm only going on for you
Your name I always call

I don't quite understand it all
But you say it's part of the bigger plan
You keep me perservaring
For you,I'll give all I can

What Would I Do

Don't know what I'd do
If I couldn't drink from your cup
I wouldn't know which way was down
Or would I know which way is up

You are always there for me
Even if my moods be dippin'
I can always count on you
Even when I be trippin'

You never let me down
If my emotions are strong or faint
How on earth do you put up with me
You have a patience of a saint!

After What You Did

After what you did to me
I'll never be the same
I didn't see it coming
But still there you came

You stole my soul away from me
You also stole my heart
You said that they belonged to you
And we'll never part

There's times I try to turn away
Because the love's so hard to take
I think that you're too good for me
But you say the bond won't break

I come to God in prayer
And ask if this is right
He tells me yes over and over
Every day and night

So what's a girl to do
But surrender herself to you
But there's just one thing I need to know
What now exactly should I do?

I Accept

I accept what which
Was given to me
It's what is mine
It's meant to be

It's supernatural
So it might sound crazy
I need to nurture this
And not be lazy

Please reveal more to me
Is my prayer today
I desire to do it right
Tell me what to do and say

I love this purpose
It's why I exist
It will never end
Because of love it consists

Michael Jackson's Chicken Wrap-ups

Won't Go Back

No, I don't want to go back in time
Because I didn't know you were mine
I wouldn't want to cross that line
Because what we have now is divine
You've made my soul shine
Soon our all will be fine

Although I'm not quite there
I wouldn't go back elsewhere
A place of never belonging and fear
Instead of the love we share
The waiting is so much to bear
I'll never give up,I wouldn't dare

Even though,I'm not there with you yet
I love you so and I'll take what I can get
I'll never stop loving you, you mustn't fret
You can count on me,you can make that bet
I'll never forsake you, you must never sweat
I long for the day of our everlasting duet

Whatever

Whatever I thought I knew
While living on Earth
Whatever I was conditioned to
From the moment of my birth

Before I was born
My soul knew what was true
God placed me here when He did
He knew what'd ensue

I think maybe deep inside
I kind of knew the truth
Though things are getting more clear
As I grow longer in the tooth

I'm pretty sure I knew
But I always tried to hide
But I can't even run away
From the truth that lurks inside

Yes I tried to fulfill myself
With other people and things
I never thought I was good enough
Although I heard it sing

He knew it would be things drastic
To finally get me where I'm at
It was painful,but always with love
I'll always be grateful for that

However He guides my steps
I'll surely follow through
Because I know the path He leads me
Will bring me home to you

Michael-Ain't He Sweet

Like A Child

Our love is simple
Like a child
Pure and true
Though you make my heart run wild

The love we have
To good for this Earth
Only the Divine
Could give it birth

My precious love
Both child and man
I'll come to you happily
As soon as I can

Your Glow

You are a beautiful glow
That lights up my being
Invisible to the world's eyes
But my spirit is clearly seeing

I no longer know the truth
In this world that I am living
All I know is I love you so
You're the gift that keeps on giving

Your glow lights up my heart
Your glow lights up my head
Your glow gives me the will to live
Your glow keeps my soul well-fed

Your glow is somewhere better
In the place of love and forever
One day soon, I'll glow with you
Thank God Almighty, we'll be together

 

I Love You

I love you

Sure as rain

Sure as laughter

Sure as pain

Sure as the sky

Sure as the sea

Sure as everything

That's meant to be

Sure as I breathe

Sure as there's air

Sure as there's far

Sure as there's near

Sure as there's truth

Sure as there's existence

The time has come

I must stop this resistance

These feelings I have

I can no longer fight

What I try to escape

Keeps coming to light

There will be a time

When the "why's" are perfectly clear

Until then and forevermore

I love you, dear

I Fancy You

I'm not a fancy person
But I fancy you
I think of fancy thoughts
All the whole day through

When I know you're happy
And get that fancy smile
I fancy you all over again
A love longer than the Nile

I fancy you all day
I fancy you all night
Fancying you is as natural
It brings my spirit delight

He Said (This Time)

He said

"Don't run away from love
Don't be afraid
What I want to give
Are the stuff which dreams are made

You always run
And try to hide
But I need you here
Right by my side

You think I will hurt you
That I'll break your heart
You need to have faith
That would be smart

You can't ever shake me
Because your love for me is from God
That other thing you do is not
And frankly, to me it seems odd

I know what you are thinking
I've done some messed up stuff myself
But now I know so much better
And I want you to put the bad stuff on the shelf'

I know you get so sad
When confronted with things and people of my past
They've got nothing on you. It's over
What you and I have will last

Girl, don't turn your eyes from me
When I'm talking to you
There's nothing for you to fear
Just do as I say to do

Not because I am better
But because we two are one
You're my responsibility
That job will never be done

Your job is to honor and love me
And help me in anyway you can
For me that's the biggest blessing
It's my honor to be your man

It's OK to sit in silence
It's the best way for us to hear
Let's learn and grow together
For I'm sure our time is near."

The Good From The Bad

You're the good
Born from the bad
I guess it was worth
All the sorrows I've had

What I experienced
It was what it was
Does it kinda make sense now?
Yes, I think that it does

It's not very easy
By others, being misunderstood
But unless they have been there
They never could

All that I know
Is that I was on the brink
Thanks to God's grace
My ship didn't sink

I was lead down that path
With all those troubles I went through
I was lead to the truth
And that truth is you

I'll be devoted to my purpose
Until God calls me home
I will accept my reward
Which shall never roam

Dear God

Dear God,

Let him drink from my well of love
With your blessings from up above

Please confirm what I've heard you say
That I should love him everyday

Please make it clear how to fulfill your will
My tank of love is ready and on fill

Show me how to completely satiate
Keep my teachings up to date

Tell me the words that I need to hear
Anything you say God,I love you, dear.
Amen

Whenever I See Him

Whenever I see him
I smile like I'm psychotic
I feel like I'm foaming at the mouth
And someone will soon slip me an antibiotic

I need to get my teeth fixed
Because I don't have a pretty smile
But the sight of him gives me a grin
That goes on for over a mile

I try so hard to contain myself
But that's a practice in futility
Because I can never hide my true nature
It's beyond my ability

I have to just accept the fact
That I wear my heart on my sleeve
My smile indicates the truth of my soul
So all who see will believe