You're Here

I had a rough day
But you are here
Held my hand
As I shed tears

Was very frustrated
And being treated bad
But you are here
And I'm so glad

You had an idea
We'll watch a movie
I'm happy you're here
You are so groovy

Though we're apart
We'll watch it together
In spirit you're here
Soon we'll have forever

 

You N Me

Just you n me
Is all there needs to be

 

My Purpose

There's one thing I've found to be true
My love and soul really belong to you

Success doesn't come to the things I try
Except giving love to my sweet guy

Chasing after worldly things has been a futile waste
When loving you is the sweetest taste

When I listen and really hear
The answer is right there

Loving is my own Divine purpose
May my love for you always surface

Lovely Day

I just felt like sharing
That today's been a lovely day
Decided what was and wasn't important
And let go the things standing in the way

I've been back and forth before
On things and people I've given more than a chance
But the truth leads me back to who and what make me happy
It's my own truth in this circumstance

I'm tired of trying to please others
And of those who think they're superior to me
God and my love are my foundation
The bothersome things, I'm setting free

I'll always have kind words
For those who say "Hello"
But I know who my true friends are
And in their hearts, they also know

My friends are my true family
They love me for who I am
I'll spend my given days, loving my sweetie
A gift from God, my sweet, precious lamb

 To M:)

Tuesday's With My Angel

The world's had nothing to offer
To me since you've been gone
I'm just here to fulfill a purpose
I hope this doesn't sound wrong

I remember the day you left
You could clearly hear my heart break
I long for you more with each passing day
The need to be with you is the thing I can't shake

But I really like Tuesdays
Because the hours are ours
No one to disturb
Or to make things sour

Talking, listening, laughing
Loving,meditating and praying
Our souls come together, though in different places
Your spirit is around me, that's what I'm saying

The day is coming, you say it's soon
Where our being together is a permanent condition
Until then, I'll cherish what we have
And long for the day when your promise comes to fruition

My Master

I love that you're my master
Makes me want to get there faster

My meister is what you are
You are the best, by far

My maestro, you are my symphony
Bringing out the best in me

Calling you my master
Isn't putting myself down
It's just to show you that
You're the one who wears the crown

Though I've gifted you all the power
You still treat me like a queen
With you I want for nothing
In ways, sometimes, unseen

I submit to you, my master
With no reservations whatsoever
I trust you with my very soul
I love you now and forever

 

Soon

Just Wanted To Say

I Love you,baby!

 

Quiet Riot

Being good
Being quiet
Though my heart
Wants to riot

All I want
Is to be your wife
It'll come to fact
In the afterlife

I didn't go
Before you went
Had no idea
What heartache meant

God promised me
One day I'll be with you
I'll pine away
Until the day I do

My Guiding Light

My love, I am right here waiting
Don't you know you're my guiding light?
I've waited my whole life and I'll wait some more
For you to lead me there and end my plight

I'm walking towards the light
I'm sprinting to get to you
I won't stop til I get there
And my spirit is born anew

I don't care about our yesterdays
The past is just the past
I only care of being one with you
And healing our souls at last

Please make your voice be louder
So I can hear every word
Say the word and I'll fly to you
Like your own exotic bird

The Way You Make ME Feel

You don't have to buy me a thing
To make me stand by your side
Just to be with you
Is enough to keep me satisfied

There's not a material possession
Better than the way you make me feel
Jewelry and fancy cars
Ain't got nothing on your charm and appeal

You charm the socks right off me
You knock me off my feet
No trips or furs or money
For my love can ever compete

My King

My man
My king
First priority
#1 thing

You're my sun
You're my rain
You bring me joy
Take away my pain

I'll do anything for you
Your wish is my command
Lead me and I'll follow
Just take me by the hand

Make a wish list,baby
I'll make them all come true
There's not a single thing
I wouldn't do for you

I want to make you happy
And give you constant pleasure
To give into all your desires
Is the thing that I most treasure

 

Many Mansions

There are many mansions
In our Father's house
Soon you'll bring me home
To be your loving spouse

I can hardly wait
To see our home sweet homey
Then you'll get to hug and kiss

Your happy,happy Nomy

 

אהובה

My love,
Not only are you the one I love, but you are all that makes my heart, my soul, my spirit come alive.

I know it may sound odd, but I feel my purpose is to love you. It took many roads and wrong paths to lead me here. But here I am-loving you.

My heart bursts with the love I feel for you. Only a divine gift can explain this beauty of love.

Even if the love wasn't reciprocated, it wouldn't matter. My joy is in loving you, doing for you, making you happy. If  I felt another would give you the love I feel for you even more, I would surely sacrifice my feelings so that you could know the intense love my heart feels for you. You deserve to have this beautiful gift, my love.

I know you love me and I don't want you to think I don't know this. It's just my love for you is so intense, I want to scream, cry, fall to my knees in gratitude.
                                                                    Love,
                                                                    Nomy

My Prayer

Lord, Please cleanse me of my sins
Let me always look within
To find your truth and how to win

Too,

Dear God, give me a sign
To let me know he's really mine
And make my soul feel really fine

Also,

Dear Jehovah,thanks for your blessings from above
That fit my life just like a glove
How grateful I am for your love

Amen

 

Holding On

Every now and then
I put up a shield
I feel like my heart
I must suddenly yield

I love you so much
I want to be with you so badly
I know I can't right now
So I try to hide away, sadly

But you won't let me do it
You're constantly present in my mind
You won't let me run away
You refuse to be left behind

You won't let me give up
For that, you have my eternal gratitude
Thank you for cheering me up
And bringing back my happy attitude

:)

I Love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luv

We're so happy
When I'm not trippin'
Taking it easy
Slowly sippin'

I love you so much
Thank you for lovin' me
Lovin' you so
I'm happy as I can be

Your Smile

When I see your smile
I know it's God's most perfect creation
How do I know it's true?
Because it fills my heart with elation

It makes the mountains tall
It makes the rivers flow
It quenches all the deserts
It makes all the flowers grow

It makes the sun shine in the sky
It makes the moon shine at night
It makes the fish and animals happy
It makes my heart and the birds take flight

Maybe these wonders are only in my mind
But the love within my universe is all that counts
Your smile is the most beautiful thing I've seen
Let me fill you with love in massive amounts

Matthew 19:26

Jesus looked at them intently and said, "Humanly speaking, it is impossible. But with God everything is possible."

Believe...just believe in your heart......

He Took The Words Right Out My Mouth

The Craving

I crave you so deeply
I truly crave your manhood
Like baby craves mother's breast
In very early childhood

A spiritual connection
Is what I really need
I crave it now as a physical action
It surely will heal me, indeed

I crave my love's manhood
Only he can touch the woman in me
I need him deep inside me now
His love will set me free

PookieBoo

I'm so sorry
For a moment I was weak
I must always do it your way
I mustn't  question what you speak


It's not that you are bossy
It's just that you know best
It's only about you and me
I rebuke completely all the rest


I don't ever want to disconnect
Not even for a minute
I promise you, forevermore
That I'm forever in it

God Loves Me

God, You're the One who loves me
Unconditionally, so
It's the one thing I can count on
It's the one thing that I know

There's only so much
Friends and family can do
I know that they care
But can't love me like You

You know my desires and needs
I have faith You'll provide
Please tell me that the time is soon
Where I can finally find peace inside

Pretty Boy

Pretty boy
That's who I see
Pretty boy
I love thee

They see an icon
They see a star
That's not what I see
To me, that's not what you are

Sweet, funny, smart
You also love God
They thought you were weird
They thought you were odd

I see a genius and an angel
I see a soul who's got "heart"
I wish you always, eternal peace
My love for you will never part

 

Can You Hear Me?

I come to you
Humbled
My emotions
Jumbled

I want you
Badly
My tears falling
Sadly

I'm begging you on my
Knees
Baby come get me
Please


I'll do whatever you
Say
You're the king in every
Way

Shhhh!

Shhhhhh!
It's a secret
Be quiet
Don't leak it

No one knows
What lies within
If they did
Their head would spin

It's our secret
Yours and mine
They'd just think
We'd cross the line

They'd probably say
We'll go to hell
Only God can judge
So all is well

 

Crying For You

I need you today, can't stop crying
So slowly inside I am dying

Sometimes I just feel so dumb
Don't know how to make the pain numb

I know that you are around
Even without making a sound

Just wanna see your handsome mug
What I wouldn't do for a physical hug

 It's been years since you've been gone
To do anything but wait would be wrong

Guess I'll be woman enough to accept the pain
Hope the days til Paradise,aren't many to remain...

 

Heaven Help Me

So many thoughts
Running through my mind
Trying to catch them
Leaving none behind

Rapidly seeing the connections
Everything quickly becoming clear
Exorcising the demons
Acknowledge them and make them disappear

With all the lessons learned through good and bad
I sweep away all the remaining debris
All that's left is a thing of perfect beauty
It's the love for you inside of me

It's here for you whenever you want it
It's at your beck and call
Heaven help me, I love you
To have your love was worth it all

 

My Senses

Some things I never thought much about
One of those things being my senses
But how things are between us now
You tore down all my fences

I really want to see you
I want to use my sight
Seeing you, my love
Will make me feel alright

I really want to hear you
I want to hear your sound
Your voice is the sweetest sound ever
I want it always around

I really want to touch you
I'm dying to feel your touch
Just the very thought of it
Sometimes makes me cry so much

I really want to taste you
I painfully crave your taste
I need to lick your essence
I'll devour it all,leaving nothing to waste

My dear, sweet love
Promise these to me
In return I'll give you
Everlasting ecstasy

 

Your Good Girl

Love being your good girl
Content doing that for you
Doing what you want
Is all I wanna do

I sure do love to please you
Pleasing you is my game
Making you happy is what I like
Your little good girl is my name:)

How Much Longer?

How much longer?
I'm not scared
I keep reaching out
My soul I've bared

Seems like forever
Seems like a cruel game
Each day grows harder
My sorrow I can't tame

You say you feel the same
You, too, want it so bad
I go from being happy
To being very sad 


There's nothing else we can do
But continue to grow together tenderly
And look forward to me joining you
On the day we become one eternally

Lost Without Each Other

We're lost without each other
That's why we are always around
Some of the times making joyful noise
Other times not making a sound

Don't ever want to be apart
Not even for a little while
Heaven made us for one another
Our love makes one another smile

 

My Sweetie Pie

I can't wait
To see you tonight
You say you've got big plans
Looking forward to your delights

I'm enjoying our days together
I love the rendezvous more
When one door closes, a window will open
I'm happier than I've been before

Letting go of our pasts
Has made our love grow strong
It's all about now and the future
Baby, let me love you all night long

Eyes On The Prize

When it comes to you
There's no such thing as sacrifice
For you, my love, 
I'd give up any vice

I guess because my love for you is more
Important than my individual happiness
Giving you joy is my own source of joy
The love I receive from you is such a sweet caress

When we're in the midst of actively loving
I feel as if I'm already in Paradise
Soon will come the day when it's a permanent state
From now until then, I'll keep my eyes on the prize

The Gift

What can we do
To thank God for our love
It is truly a blessing
A gift from above

To honor his gift
We must do things right
Honor His will
Thank Him each day and night

We should always get closer
In any way way we can
Treasure this gift
Of woman and man

Make this gift a priority
And polish it well
For it is a priceless jewel

In our souls to forever dwell

Ballroom Dance

Our love is like
A ballroom dance
It is the key
To our romance

It's all about balance
I follow, you lead
It makes our dance perfect
It makes us succeed

There are laws in the Universe
To make things just right
I embrace our positions
That leads us to the light

Waltz with me ,my darling
I'm the yin, you're the yang
Lead us into our journey
You sweet, sexy thang