She Wonders Why

Maybe you can tell me why its been hurting more the past few days
It's like I'm suffocating or something
Can you feel my energy drowning?
How come I can't stop crying?
Almost constantly, the tears flow
Especially when I think of you, which is nearly every minute
Literally. What's changed the past few days?
Just think it's interesting
And there must be a reason
Can't figure out why I'm getting it from all sides
Know it means something-wish I knew exactly what
See,I understand it's a test, but I don't know what to do with it
Of course all I can do is surrender and I do
Not going to try and fight it

I love you.