I'm tired of thinking of the past
I only want to focus on the future
I want to keep on bonding
Tighter than a suture
I just want to be happy
I want to celebrate
I celebrate with you
You're the sweetness on my plate
We simply must look forward
Unlike Lot's wife, not look back
I don't want to turn into a pillar of salt
Yo, man, that would be whack!
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You've got me thinking
About so many things
Now I'm so ready
To spread my wings
Thank you for giving me
A little heads up
You won't tell me all
Not time to fill my cup
It's just the perfect amount
The things you tell me
You're so wise
Oh, how I do love thee!
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D oing
E verything
V ery
O utstanding
T o
I nduce
O verwhelming
N atural love for you
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I have to give you a hunnid
I gotta do it your way
It's all or nothing
That's what you say
"That's why you were sad
That's why you were depressed
Are you ready to give me a hunnid
Aren't you tired of the same test?"
Yes, I'll give you a hunnid
I'm tired of all the dread
Next time I sink back
Just smack me upside the head
I'm giving you a hunnid
I finally understand
I can't have it both ways
I'm yours on demand
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Watching time go by
Looking at my Movado
Pretending I'm fine
Putting up false bravado
Nobody wants to know
That inside I'm dying
It makes them uncomfortable
So I'll keep up the lying
I've completely surrendered
Given up my own will
Love is my only possession
I carry it within me still
Wherever the wind blows
Is the direction I will go
Being kind to others on the way
And forever loving him so...
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Magnificent
Admirable
Gallant
Intellectual
Chivalrous
Mystical
Authoritative
Noble
That's how I see you...
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Wherever you lay your hat
Is MY home
Wherever you are
I will roam
My imagination's not
Running away with me
Wherever you are
Is where I'll be
I love you and nobody else
There is no ball of confusion
We are of one soul
That's the final conclusion
You know that they say
Beauty's only skin deep
I love you to your depth
It often makes me weep
I have sunshine
On a cloudy day
Because of your love
Clouds can't stand in the way
And what's more, I ain't too proud to beg
I love the way you do the things you do
It's what makes you special
And it's why I love you
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Doing things on my own
S eem fruitless and futile
Without you in the mix
Nothing seems worthwhile
Without your guidance
I'm just a lost sheep
I have no direction
The chasm is deep
I only feel right
When I cleave unto you
I feel I have purpose
When you direct what to do
You won't take advantage
I've known from the start
Because you're committed to your duty
And it comes from the heart
Please voice all things clearly
So I'll know what to do
I willingly submit
Because I love you
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I'm grouchy,boo
Cuz I wanna be with you
I'm crabby, boo
Can you feel it too
All I know
Is if I was with mine
I'd feel so good
I'd feel so fine
This long distance love
Is a wonderful thing
But I'd rather be there
Nestled under your wing
I know what you want
For me to stop whining
But you know what I want
So I'm constantly pining
You want it just as badly
But you're calmer than me
I think you've more insight
On what is to be
I'll stop being grouchy
Cuz you love your girl sweet
I'll just dream of kissing you
From your head to your feet
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Last night I went to dinner
With some of my friends
Was it a good meal?
I guess that depends
They were all laughing
J ust having fun
I disguised my sorrow
They saw none
They all seemed content
With the lives of their own
Little did they know
I felt sad and alone
They all knew what to order
Something delicious and fast
The waiter turned to me
Took my order last
I ordered the steak
I wanted it well done
If it's not fully cooked
I'd rather have none
Then it dawned on me
The steak is like life
If I have enough patience
I'll soon be his wife
God's got my twin flame
He's over on standby
I talk to him constantly
He's such a great guy
If I just wait my turn
Much like this steak dinner
I'll get all my spoils
I'll be a big winner
I'm happy for my friends
They don't hunger for joy
One day I'll be happy
And be with my boy
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My hopes
My dreams
Consists of you
It seems
I haven't much to offer
Except for unconditional love
I was created for that purpose
That's why it fits like a glove
Whenever you want or need some
I'll be here to dole it out
Loving you is my soul's purpose
That's what I'm all about
Please just let me know
Please just give me a clear sign
That I'm satisfying you,I need that
And that forever I'm yours and you're mine
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Don't just wanna spend the day with you
That wouldn't be too long
Don't wanna just spend the night with
That would be so wrong
I wanna spend forever with you
Knowing no matter what we'd do
We'd always have home together
Always back to me and you
Don't wanna waste no time
Don't want to wait any longer
The t ime is here right now
I feel it growing stronger
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How do I get ready
What should I do
Please let me know
How to get ready for you
You say to get ready
Your wish is my command
Because my love is more infinite
Than grains of sand
Tell me how to get ready
I'm eager to please
My love is more plentiful
Than leaves on the trees
I'll do whatever you ask
Anything to get ready
For my devotion's set in stone
But you know that already ;)
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M ore
O K?
R eally
E njoy!
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Let me be your sugar dumpling
Nice and sweet and good
A sugar dumpling made just for you
Always satisfy you like a woman should
Anything that you want
Let me grant your desire
Pleasing you the way you need
Set your world on fire
I'll never fuss or nag
I'll always be so sweet
Let me indulge your needs
From your head to your feet
I'm your sugar dumpling
Tasty and satisfying
I'll fill you up with delight
A love so gratifying
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I know him
And I love him
Always shining
Never dim
Comforts me
When tears fall
When I'm sad
It's him I call
He makes me laugh
Like no one can
I just want for him
To be a happy man
He's in a place
Of love and light
It's what he deserves
It's what is right
To know him is to love him
His happiness is my perfection
I'll love him always and forever
May he always have peace and protection
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He is Jack
I am Jill
Loving him
Is such a thrill
He is Romeo
I am J uliet
He's just as wonderful
As one could get
I'm the yin
He's the yang
He sure is
A sexy thang
I'm the female
He's the male
My love for him
Cannot fail
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Here with you
As you play the guitar
So at peace
Where we are
You bring joy
To my ears
Perfect love
Moves me to tears
By your side
For eternity
There's no place
I'd rather be
Being your lady
Is my happiest state
Complete fulfillment
Just being your mate
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You're the king to my queen
I'm the shine to your sheen
I'm the home to your house
I'm the cheese to your mouse
I'm the light to your moon
I'm the curve to your spoon
I'm the cream to your coffee
I'm the crunch to your toffee
I'm the muse to your art
My king,I love you with all my heart
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W ill be right here waiting
A lways for you to tell me what's next
T rying to be patient, because I know it will be grand
I will wait all day if you need me to
N ot going to lose faith, that's important to you
G oing to be your good girl and wait. I know it will be worth it
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The cord that connects us
Is golden and bright
I can feel it's power
I can see it's light
Exchanging energy
Between us two
Making us one
Me and you
Drink up my essence
Drink up my soul
Drink me in
To make you whole
Take what you need
It belongs to you
I am yours
Consider me fuel
Take our joined cord
Use it as a straw
My love is yours to have
It's the Universal Law
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Do you see our garden growing
Like our Father does
Do you see it's progress
That's even better than it was
I like to watch things grow
It's such a fulfilling feeling
I wonder if God loves it, too
I bet He finds it appealing
He brought two souls together
So we could merge as one
If we both just do the work
We'll flourish under the sun
I hope that you are happy
To watch our garden grow
Let's fertilize it daily
Can't wait to reap what we sow
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I need to do more
Than simply just love you so
I have a need to do a tangible thing
To really let you know
We know it's my hangup
So please just bear with me
I know you do anyway
Because you know I love you madly
I'm going to do something for you today
If it's it's the last thing I do
Nothing can stop me
From showing you I love you!
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In due time
Is what you say
It's gonna happen
Anyway
You want it just as badly
As I want it ,too
Your aching for it like me
But you're calm while you do
Every day it seems
We get a little more to taste
To hold us for a while
Not a moment shall we waste
I've finally been going there
For just a little visit
"But when will I stay?"
I always inquisite
"I keep telling you the answer,
One day you will get it.
Just know you are mine
Don't ever forget it."
I'll try to figure it out
I'll just follow your cue
But don't YOU ever forget
I belong to you
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Putting myself out on a limb
Speaking about my twin flame
Must let things be known
Must step up my game
I am one with my twin flame
I'm in love with our shared essence
Physical separation
Does not diminish the effervescence
Together we have a mission
To send the world a message now
Sending the message of love
Hoping our words show you how
He inspires in me the words to write
I organize them nice and neat
To wrap up things he wants to say
To make his loving thoughts complete
You already know love is the answer
Give it freely, open the door
Let go of your ego and invite it in
Drink in the love, allow it to soar
Few will read this now
But maybe more when I'm gone
We feel we must put it out there
To help, though our souls have moved on
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Chocolate is second best to y ou,baby
I'd choose you any day
And you know I love my chocolate
Could eat it all night and day
Whenever I eat chocolate
I have a smile I cannot hide
But loving you, even more so
Keeps me very satisfied
So as much as I love chocolate
I love you even more
Although it makes me happy
I love YOU to the core
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He killed you
You died
That killed me
I stayed alive
I breath in
And in every sigh
Is part of my soul
That's starting to cry
But all's not lost
Because of all I've found
The road to you
Is all around
I'm glad you're here
Guiding my journey to you
I'm running to you,love
So I can get home,too
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You don't even know how much I love you
Even though I know you think you do
But that's impossible
The odds are im probable
See, my love for you is God's creation
And you can't fathom it with your imagination
He made my love for you so deep
He pulled it out of you while you were asleep
It's so deep within you, I implore
That you realize it's nestled inside your core
So unless you ask God to show you what's true
You'll never really know how much I love you
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An angel came to me last night while I was in a deep sleep. The deepest sleep I'd had in a while.
The angel posed a question to me. I didn't remember the question until hours after I'd awoken. I knew the angel left the question for me to ponder. Whispered it into my ear and let me continue to sleep.
After my coffee,morning prayer, little something to eat and my mind fully awake, I somehow remembered the question while thinking of the one I love.
"My dear Nomy," said the angel, "God knows of all the desires in your heart. He has put them there. If I could offer you 40 more years in the world as you know it but with promised security and health- a beautiful home in the location of your dreams,lovely clothes, a nice car, jewelry, friends,fun and never wanting for anything as long as you live OR to go to a place where you don't know what to expect other than to be with the one you love forever under the loving safety of your heavenly father's watch. You won't know what your new life will be like. You may or may not have what you know in your current existence to be the best. All you know is you will be with the one you love. Do you have faith that it will be enough for you for eternity? Which would you choose?
Tears filled my eyes. I have what I need. I'd always wanted those extra material trappings in the past. Now I truly understand what my spirit needs to thrive. Love. If I had to chose, I'd choose to be with the one I love. Even with no expectations or clues of what my new reality will be like other than being forever loved by the one I love in the way he has shown me already and under the safety of God's love and care.
This, lovely angel, is what I would choose.
I look forward to hearing the angel's response...
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