As Fast As I Can

As I promised you
I'm going as fast as I can
You've seen how I've sprinted
You've seen how I ran

I want nothing more
Than to be with you
It's evident in my actions
And all that I do

I need you to know
That you are my goal
Working together
We can fill that hole

I need you to know 
I'm moving as fast as I can
Because the only thing I want
Is to be with my man

 

Just So You Know

My love, never fear
You'll always be first
When you are not
It's just the worst
When I can't exalt you
My heart wants to burst
For you see, my love
It is for you that I thirst....

My Angel

My happy heart belongs to you
And my happy smile does ,too
Everything that's good in me
Is yours to have completely
All of my happy dreams
All the loving thoughts, it seems
They start within my very soul
But they are yours to make you whole
You are all the love in me
When I feel love, it's you I see
Take all of me, I belong to you
For you there's nothing I wouldn't do

 

How I Feel

Don't care how long it takes
Five, ten,maybe twenty years
I'm holding out for you
Even through the tears

You're the only man I want
I won't settle for less
For me there's no other
My heart, God bless

You see, I don't want to share
That very special part of me
It's a very valuable gift
You're the only one worthy

I don't mean to brag
I don't mean to boast
But I'm the one who is
Compatible with you most

But you already know this
You're the one who keeps pointing it out
You're the one always telling me
What it's all about

So I'm coming home
When I've done my time
And as you've promised me
Forever you will be mine

Sleep

I want to go to sleep
So I can't feel the pain
I feel I've nothing to lose
I feel I've something to gain

If I go to sleep
I may dream of being with you
This is what I need
This is what I should do

There's nothing left to do
It's pretty much out of my hands
So I should sleep to go to you
The only one who truly understands

Poem

You know what they say
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
When I finally get to be with you
You can rest assured I'll never wander

How can I ever thank you
For your thoughtful and loving deeds
You picked me up and made me right
You knew of all my deepest needs

I guess this is just a poem
Where there's no rhyme or reason
Except to express my appreciation
And to promise my love for every season

J'attends Mon Roi

Waiting for my king
Is such a loving thing

But it is a lesson in forbearance
As I cling to my perseverance

Sometimes I do get lonely
But I know he's my one and only

Sometimes its a daunting deed
But  he's the only one I need

So I must put on a brave face
While we move at the given pace

But I'll never give up waiting for my king
Because our love is a righteous thing

 

Where Is Bill?

Where is Bill?
He's got some news
He's got the information
I need to use

Is he on the Internet?
Is he on the street?
Will I get a call or letter?
When exactly will we meet?

Bill, you have the facts
That I really need to know
I'm eagerly a-waiting
For your face to show

Please contact me Bill
Please man, make it snappy
For you're the one who holds the key
Of which will make me truly happy

Go Home

I want to go home with you
I want to live in your world
I want to really be there
Before all the wrath is unfurled

I want us to hold hands
I want to be your queen
I want to walk side by side
Nothing coming in between

I want to be with you
Safe within in your arms
I really hope I get there
Before they sound alarms

We can see where this is headed
And for some it won't be good
But for us everything will be OK
When I get back home as I should

If You Were In Love

If you were in love with you
You'd know what I'm going through

You would know why I often cry
You would know why I'm sometimes shy

You'd be consumed with your thought
You'd hope it was not for naught

You'd understand the occasional insecurity
Because in your eyes you'd see love's purity

You'd understand how my heart flutters
 With every word your soul muttered

You'd understand my impatience
You, too, would act with complaisance

I suppose you are in love with you
I think you know it too

Because together we are one flesh
Forever our souls have meshed

So when you love you, you're really loving me
Because we are really one, in love endlessly

 

"Hush" He Said

"Hush my child
Don't speak
Say nothing
Keep being meek

We keep growing
Quit slipping back
It's very simple
 It's white and black

Please don't question me
I know what I'm doing
Just keep on loving me
Sweet nothings, keep cooing

You need to have patience
You need to have trust
Doing things my way
Is a definite must

You know you are happier
When you listen to me
It's a no-brainer
It's meant to be

I hope you noticed the sign
And can put your weary mind to rest
Remember that all I'm after
Is for us to have the very best

Make You Happy

How can I make you happy
What is it I can do
There isn't anything I wouldn't give
To see the happiness in you

I'd give you gold and mansions
Cars and other men's toys
Anything you desire
All of life's true joys

I give you my heart and true love
And if someone else were to make you more happy
I'd hand her over to you myself
I'd do it quick and snappy

But I know it's me you love
No thing or person could take my place
We make each other happy
Our love's more vast than eternal space

Please God

Please, God
Fix my broken heart
I can literally feel it
Falling apart

When this lesson is over
I'll have learned not to take love for granted
I'll know how to treat like a king
My secret lover, so enchanted

I have to go through hell
To appreciate love so true
I can't wait to go with him
Where he lives a life anew

I ask you, God, to guide me
Through the hardships of these days
Can't wait to be with You and him
In the beautiful heavenly rays

 

Some Words

"You cry because you love me" he said
"Does it make you sad?
I thought it was a good thing
It should make you glad."

"I cry because I'm happy" I said
"Happier than I've ever been
Never thought I'd see the day
Where I'd finally win."

He said "I know you really love me, girl
You really shouldn't cry
My love for you is always
I'll forever be your guy"

I Do Believe You

Hey, I do believe you
I know you think I don't
But I'll believe for us both
Even if you wont

What you say is to happen
May sound crazy and outrageous
But I do believe it will happen
Because your excitement is contagious

It's not exactly what I wanted
But you say for now it must do
But if I keep doing what you say
One day my dream will come true

So I believe in what you say
Given the circumstances I will prove it
Just point the way for me to go there
And my butt, I'll surely move it!

We

You're my breath
You're my emotion
You're my life
You're my devotion

You're my sight
You're my sound
You're my taste 
Of love abound

Without you
There is no me
We are one
We are we

 

Invisible

Today I feel we should be together
We shouldn't be apart
I'm terribly longing for our union
It's tugging at my heart

Today I feel invisible
Neither here nor there
No one can really see me
Am I really here?

Only my body
Is in this dimension
The rest of me
In suspension

For all intents and purposes
I'm on my way to you
Just passing time in limbo
What else is there to do

I see you waiting in our special place
I can feel I'm almost there
Remember my ancient vow to you
I'll follow you anywhere

Derailed

It made me cry
When my plan was changed
But I realize now
It's just rearranged

It's your train
And I'm on board
Won't be derailed
So help me,Lord


I bought your ticket
Because you're First Class
If they try to stop me
They can kiss my ass

I've traveled coach
For so many years
But now I'm ready
To wipe off these tears

There ain't no stoppin
Our destination
Because our love
Is God's perfect creation

Your Way

Thank you for waiting
Much more than I could ask
I know for us two
It's no easy task

You have your mind made up
Perhaps it was planned all along
You're such a perfectionist
And your will is very strong

You refuse to go with out me
So who am I to fight
We'll wait on each other
For our heavenly delight

 

The Crown

You put me back together
When others tear me down
This is why I give you title
And honor you with the crown

I find I get even closer to you
The harder they try to tear us apart
They don't want to lose their pawn
But it's you to whom I've given my heart

I appreciate how you push me to the limit
Because you want to see me grow
Even though it can be hard and painful
I trust it's end result, you know

I bestow upon you this figurative crown
Let there be no doubt you're my king
God gifted me to you
Loving you is a beautiful thing

 

All I Want

All I want to do with my life
Is be your wife
Have no more strife
That cuts like a knife

To be your friend
With no end
No more pretend
My love I do send

Once my view was slanted
I'll never again take you for granted
Any hurt I caused recanted
For you are my lover, enchanted

I'll spend forever treating you as king
Because you are my most important thing
By your side I'll clip my wings
For you're the one who makes my heart sing

I Love You

I love you
I don't care who knows
I'm declaring it here
I hope it shows

You wanted me to prove it
So this is what I'm doing
Don't care of the consequences
For publicly wooing

It's their problem
If they don't understand
That from afar
You can hold my hand

My gift to you is my love
And that can never be wrong
I know you love me too
Despite repeating the following song

 Caca's suggestion cuz she knows how much I loves you!

Bonding

Why, oh why
Must the days go so fast
When we are bonding
I want them to last

It does my soul good
To bond with my man
I try to savor it
The best that I can

One day it'll be forever
And never again will I cry
Because, God knows I'm so happy
When I'm bonding with my guy

 

Lonely For You

I'm so lonely for you
Don't know what I'm gonna do

This feeling won't go away
It grows stronger by the day

We've got a good thing going
Starting to reap what we've been sowing

You are truly my best friend
A blessed love that will never end

If only we were in the same place
If only I could escape this rat race

We have to love from afar for now
But I'll make it up to you I vow

God told me to always turn to you
That is what I intend to do

I just wish my heart didn't have to ache
If you listen hard you can hear it break

He promised me I'll get my reward
Just wish the path didn't have to be so hard

For now daily tears will be my fate
But to be with you will be worth the wait

Revelation

I just had a revelation
About something I heard you'd said
You said those words
And now you are dead

Death isn't the end
Like some do believe
It's just moving home
This is what I conceive

You said you had choices
Because God told you so
So you decided it was best
That you should go

You thought it was best
For all those involved
The way you figured
Problem would be solved

By some crazy fashion
Your solution was true
A cloud on many was lifted
So unselfish of you

There's only one wrinkle
In your cunning plan
I miss you Earthly presence
I cry whenever I can

So though our spirits interact
And I feel the love so true
Doesn't take away from the fact
I long to be in the same place as you

   

Phoenix Rising From The Ashes

My ego completely stripped away
My soul completely open now
Just in tuned to loving you
You know I do, and how!

Reunited with my oneness
What a wonderful surprise
Out of the ashes of this life
The Phoenix of love does arise

I'm the frosting
You're the cake
They can exist alone
But are perfect together, for goodness sake

With my gained knowledge
I feel  brand new
Knowing we are one
In  everything we do

       

Heavenly Delight

All man to me
That's what you are
To feel like a woman
I needn't go far

What I need now
Is for us to be tender
For all of my needs
To you I surrender

I love to be your woman
It makes me feel right
You make me feel perfect
You're my heavenly delight

 

Anticipation

I've been told that absence
Makes the heart grow fonder
Gives you time to think
Makes you stop and ponder

I know you've things to do
You can't be at my beck and call
But being without you, even a short while
Makes me a little sad, that's all

Sure I want you to myself
Yes, that's kind of selfishy
I'd never deny anyone else your awesomeness
It's just that I love you so much, Ishi

I know that you spend
Most of your time with me
So I'll quit my whining
And just be happy

 

Who's On First

"Who's on first?" you ask
"You know you are!
For me there is no other
You are my shining star

I'll never again take you for granted
I'll make sure I cover every base
I will do everything in my power
To keep a permanent smile on your face

I'll thank you every step of the way
As I slide my way into home
In you I've made the grand slam
And never again will I roam"

 

The Dream

Heard some knocking at the door
Went to check but nobody was there
Looked down and saw a big package
But whoever left it disappeared

I brought it in
I was a little excited
That someone thought of me
Made me delighted

It was was very heavy
I had to drag it in
Never could I have guessed
What was held within

I opened up the package
And much to my surprise
There you stood, the man I love
The world could hear my joyous cries

I'd never been so happy
I'd arrive in Paradise,it seemed
But then I was jolted wide awake
Alas it was just a dream

I vow to try to remain patient
For the day that this comes true
Until that day I'll have to be content
With sending telepathic love to you

    

My Cowboy

I need to shake off the dust
Of this one horse town
Get myself out of Dodge
And wipe off this old frown

You and I will be
A modern day Bonnie and Clyde
But instead of being criminals
We'll run the love train ride

You'll always be my cowboy
And I will be your cowgirl
Instead of manure, we'll spread love
All around the world