These are my poems,from my heart. Some are to God,some are to my Bronze Adonis ,some are just for fun and in general
(Songs to match the mood of the poem...or is it the other way around? hmmm...)
Captivate my mind and soul Love me so much that I forget The pain and sorrow The fears and regret
Love me so much That the pain they inflicted Is finally gone And to only you I'm addicted
Love me so much That you faint the memory Of those who were users Though I've no one to blame but me
Love me so much That those who smile to my face But secretly hate me Be removed from my space
You've already taken me so far And for that you have my eternal gratitude Now I must rebuke those ghosts So I can gift you only a deserved, loving attitude
My love for you Like honey Dripping My only purpose Is to make your life Sweeter Crystallizing as time goes on Much like my love for you getting Stronger
I wonder if he can feel The depths of my love for him inside Does he feel it in the pit of his soul When I get scared and try to hide
Does he know that I go to God To ask him how to love His son He said, "My daughter, just love him. As I've told you, he's the one."
Does he even realize That he's always on my mind Does he know that I love him Because he's smart, sweet and kind
Does he know that at times I feel sad and depressed Because I feel inadequate Since he deserves the best
Does he know my love is not of this world When he sees the tears running down my face Does he know our love and life together Is on reserve for that perfect place
Does he know I'm writing this soliloquy Of course! I tell him everything I do If I could tell him only one thing It would be "Honey, I love you."
Dear Love, When I see old pictures of you, being genuinely happy, it makes my soul swell with delight. This is what I want for you, what I hope for you. Even though I'm not there, I see the pure, innocent joy in you and I want this for you more than anything. Part of me wishes I can place you into that happy moment. Even if it were only for a few hours, I know at that exact moment in time, you were blessed with the peace and happiness God wants for His children in a permanent way. I feel I should step out of that moment in time and leave you with whatever or whomever was causing you joy so that you might go on feeling that way. See, the thing is, I know you want the same for me, but the truth is you are what makes my soul dance with happiness. Even just me looking at you being happy is enough for me. I don't know about you, but you will see some pictures of me in the past where I appear to be happy. Unless, they were from childhood, the feelings weren't genuine. Forced happiness. Do you know what I mean? You might even see one of me crying for joy, but in my heart of hearts, I know I was only crying for what I thought I finally accomplished. It wasn't real and was born out of sin. I know this now. I can only hope when I see you looking so incredibly happy, that these were genuine emotions. I feel I can tell the ones that are real because I see the purity and innocence in your eyes. I can see God's special child glowing through you. This is what I want for you, forever. My love, if I think you could achieve this beautiful feeling without me, I will gladly step aside. I could spend forever just being an angel watching you be happy. But I'm human and always will be. Even when I go on to my eternal home. You love me and want my happiness as much as I do yours. So it's only fair to let you know that my happiness is you. Let me forever fulfill my role of making you happy, so I too, can be happy. I know you are now happy. Let me see that smile,boo!
Do you realize I love you More than I thought was allowed I feel no shame In fact, I feel proud
I wish I could share it With all whom I know I want them to be happy for me But we're on the down low
You're such a beautiful man I see the Christ-like qualities in you I see the love and intelligence In everything you do
The thing that will make me happy Is knowing your sorrow has been released Your eternal happiness is my strongest prayer And all unhappiness has been ceased
So much love I have for you I feel sometimes I'll lose my mind Thank God for putting it in my heart There's no one more perfect I could find
This song reminds me of you For some strange reason It has nothing to do with you But I find it very pleasin'
I guess it reminds me of a time When I was in a particular place I didn't realize it at the time But I was searching for your face
I had always wanted to go to California It had always been on my mind So I packed up and took a leap of faith Not knowing what I'd find
Maybe part of me thought I could be a star Something had always drawn me there But in hindsight years later I see It's because you were so near
If I go over my life's path I can see I've shadowed you in small ways I guess since I love you I always will Til I join you at the end of my earthly days
Anyway, this song somehow reminds me of you Even though it wasn't popular at the time I just saw the video on VH1 And thought it would make a cool rhyme
I'm so excited I sense I'm near the pinnacle Just need to have patience To overcome any final obstacle
Sometimes there are feelings of inadequacy Sometimes there are feelings of doubt But I feel I'm loved in the pit of my soul And that's what it's all about
Keep on drawing me closer Stronger than magnet to steel Let us continue to mold as one Let's finally seal the deal
Don't ever want to look back On all our hardships and pain But if they were the dues for us pay Then all that trouble was worth the gain
I sense changes coming Just like you said I'm so excited Hold my hand as we tread