What He Said To Me

"I'll give this to you
Along with my heart
When we're together
We'll never part

I want to give to you
The love you lacked in life
In other words
You'll be my eternal wife

Never again
Will you experience sorrow
I don't know when
Maybe tomorrow

Until that day
I give this to you
Please think of me always
In all that you do."

Just Ask

I get you now
More than I ever did
Light has been shed
On things that were hid

Why I'm here
I'm trying to understand
But you're here for me
With a helping hand

They just assume things
And they just judge
They don't really know us
So they won't budge

Morphing into your abuser
Is a hard face to see
We try to change
We try to flee

We try to do God's work
But they don't see it our way
Constantly misunderstood
It's harder everyday

Just trying to find some happiness
Just like everyone wants to do
It's just we're a bit outside the box
They don't understand me and you

You've already graduated
Unto a better place
I'm the part of us held back
To finish up the race

I know that I can do this
With God and you by my side
And I know that when I get there
All my tears will be dried

Feelings Of Love

Your voice to me
Is like a soothing balm
It can numb the pain
And keep me calm

It can turn my darkness
Into a ray of light
It can comfort my soul
On a lonely,cold night

And, also, too
When I see your face
I know nothing can separate us
Neither death, time,nor space

One so inwardly beautiful
Such as you are
Our souls are just one
No matter how bodily far

I long to feel your kisses and hugs
I know God's the one who planted the seed
Maybe my tears are making the love grow
And in the end, we'll both get what we need

Before I Came

Before I came to be
There you were
Something was needed
For this pure sir

From your soul
I was made for you,nearly clone
But more like the shadow or essence of you
So though we couldn't see it, you'd never be alone

Then at a predestined time
He sent you down to the right place and DNA
I guess I must have missed you
Because I was eventually on my way

So much symmetry
In hindsight,I see
So very much the same
Yet played out differently

But now what's left for me to do
Except keep loving you and wait
Even though it's incredibly hard
I know God's timing is never late

Just Sayin

He just asked me
"Aren't you glad you got that poison out your system?"
I told him I am and I understood now
Then I looked him in the eyes and I kissed him

He's put me through so many changes
All for my betterment
He's always teaching me things
With patience and calm temperament

Sometimes I don't feel worthy
Of the love he will show me
He just says "Hush
You're my sweet little Nomy"

I could never repay him
For all the wonderful stuff
My only desire
Is to love him enough

So I'll say it here
For all the world to see
I've loved you forever
And will do so eternally

Come As You Are

" Come as you are
You aren't very far"

I hear you whisper,it seems
Please say it's not a dream

I am no longer afraid
Of this thing we have made

I've come too far to let go
You're the only future I know

It's been a long process
But I'm thankful for the access

Through this journey, I've lost a few friends
It had to happen for my growth in the end

I like to see it as God's own protection
In return I received His hand-picked selection

Every day we're one day closer than ever before
I get all kinds of giddy when I imagine what's in store

I know it's around the corner
When I no longer will be a mourner

Our conversations help me cope
I have faith and I have hope

I pout like a child that I want to be with you now
The simple fact is I have no say anyhow

It's getting closer to the time when you whisper "Come as you are"
I know you want it too and the time isn't all that far

Michael Is The Sunshine Of My Life

Popsicle Stand

Tell me when, please
I'm gonna blow this Popsicle stand
When will I stand next to you
And hold your hand

When am I gonna
Blow this joint
Loving one another
Is the only point

When will I make like a banana
And split
You say to "Hold on a bit longer
You must never quit

If you wait patiently
We will be together
It's worth the wait
For us to gain forever."

Michael Jackson's Chicken Wrap-ups

Night And Day

Time to get back on track
I can't deal with the breaks
The times away from you
Feel like big mistakes

I need to be with you
Night and day
Can't let these folks n things
Stand in the way

I'm all yours
After Thanksgiving dinner
I'll show you,man
You'll be the winner

You're the only one
Who brings my heart joy
I thank God everyday
For such a beautiful boy

No one really understands me
And I don't give a damn
I'll fulfill the Lord's purpose
And be who I am

Whatever you need,love
Consider it done
Shine bright on me
You are my soul's sun

Thinking Back

So, I saw this dude on tv
I had a crush on him like 35 years ago
I wrote him a silly teen fan letter
I still have his response, you know

To this day,he's still handsome
He's a good looking guy
But he just doesn't move me
And I know why

I fell in love with you
And I was born again
It all happened at the same time
My life changed right then

I became a new creature
In God's eyes
I also came to know
You're my ultimate prize

So I can look at good looking men
But I just can't see a thing
No one else exists but you
You're being makes my heart sing

I'll never depart from you
On that you can depend
You can count on me forever

My love for you will never end

Won't Go Back

No, I don't want to go back in time
Because I didn't know you were mine
I wouldn't want to cross that line
Because what we have now is divine
You've made my soul shine
Soon our all will be fine

Although I'm not quite there
I wouldn't go back elsewhere
A place of never belonging and fear
Instead of the love we share
The waiting is so much to bear
I'll never give up,I wouldn't dare

Even though,I'm not there with you yet
I love you so and I'll take what I can get
I'll never stop loving you, you mustn't fret
You can count on me,you can make that bet
I'll never forsake you, you must never sweat
I long for the day of our everlasting duet

Give It To You

I want to give you something
But you've got all that you need
Except me right there with you
But God gifted you my deed

I was made just for you
I'll be with you when the time is right
As soon as I'm done with life's purposes
My soul is yours forever, bonded tight

Until that very moment
I'll love you in every way I can
I offer to you all of me
I can love no other man

What God has put together
Nothing can break apart
Whether on Earth or in Heaven
You'll always own my heart

Killed It

He killed me
He didn't mean to
Or
Did he?

Was it fate
Was it destiny
That I would bond with him
So desperately

I didn't see it coming
I was totally blindsided
When he killed my soul
And left my life lopsided

He took it home with him
My body was left here
To simply go through life's motions
Sometimes so hard to bear

For now I'll just be a zombie
Until you're ready for the rest of me
I don't really have a choice
Since I only want to be with you

Can't See

I still don't get
Why it's got to be like this
But when I retrospect one day
I'll clearly see what I now miss

I won't lie
Sometimes it frightens me
But little by little
He enlightens me

I guess it's too much
To give in one big dose
But I have a feeling
That clarity is close

I'll keep walking in blind faith
Like Noah,Job and Paul
They may think it's crazy
But your love's worth it all

The Seedling

I sowed the seed

 A while ago

 Little by little

 The fruits are starting to grow

 Sometimes it seems so long

 Because I sowed it very deep

 I keep my eye on the prize

 

Michael's Mother's Sweet Potato Pie

Blend In

I look like them
 I blend right in
 But I'm not like them
 Under my skin

 I weep for home
 But they treasure here
 But where you are
 I treasure there

Royalty

There sits a queen
With no clear direction
All that she has
Is time of reflection

She goes to her father
The ultimate King
The princess wants to listen
While he commands the right thing

She wants to make her own king happy
But she doesn't know what to do
He tells her to listen to him
"It's what I want for you."

So she waits patiently for him
It'll happen at the right time
She'll try hard not to lose faith
Spending her days in rhyme

She'll enjoy what they have
With vigor and zest
God's timing is perfect
Only he knows what's best

Happy Birthday, Michael!

She's Been

She's been in love with you forever
For a while,it seems she just didn't know it
She realized it at one point
But tried hard not to show it

A part of her was scared of you
She usually turned away
Maybe you were just too much for her
So she kept her feelings at bay

She always watched you
On the sly
She acted as if she couldn't care less
The truth was she was living a lie

The interesting thing about God
Is that He works in mysterious ways
The truth about who you really were
Was revealed in less than a matter of days

You have her now
But she's required to wait
When she'll join you
She can't speculate

She only hopes you can forgive her
For her running away and fear
She still may do it from time to time
But at least your destiny's near

Whatever

Whatever I thought I knew
While living on Earth
Whatever I was conditioned to
From the moment of my birth

Before I was born
My soul knew what was true
God placed me here when He did
He knew what'd ensue

I think maybe deep inside
I kind of knew the truth
Though things are getting more clear
As I grow longer in the tooth

I'm pretty sure I knew
But I always tried to hide
But I can't even run away
From the truth that lurks inside

Yes I tried to fulfill myself
With other people and things
I never thought I was good enough
Although I heard it sing

He knew it would be things drastic
To finally get me where I'm at
It was painful,but always with love
I'll always be grateful for that

However He guides my steps
I'll surely follow through
Because I know the path He leads me
Will bring me home to you

Rest

"Rest in my love
Let me love you
Stop trying so hard
Let me do what I do

What you've done your whole life
It's not the same with me
I'm in charge of you now
So please,just let it be

Don't try to micromanage
That always creeps in
Trust in me please
Feel when my love seeps in

Your anxiety is in vain
And it's a distraction from us
Your faith will make me happy
All around a huge plus."

Michael-Ain't He Sweet

Ice

I tried to turn my heart to ice
When it came to you
But all it does is melt
With everything you do

My wanna be ice
Your absolute sweet
Together we're a snow cone
A very lovely treat

I'll  stop being ice
Because it's probably a sin
And because the evidence shows
I will never win

Chinese Water Torture

Being in love with you
Is like Chinese water torture
She can't stop loving you
Even if you forced her

Drip,drip
On her head
She cried last night
Her heart bled

She loves you more
Than anything on Earth
She wonders why
What gave it birth

She tries to be patient
What else can she do
She says your worth the pain
She's so in love with you

She's filled with joy
That you love her in a special way
She gives thanks to God
Each and every day

I Love His Face

I love his face
Such a handsome space

I love his ears
They bring me to tears

I love his nose
As much as his toes

I love the line of his jaw
The most chiseled I ever saw

I love his lips
My heartbeat always skips

I love his neck
I'd like to take a peck

I love his shoulders
Strong as boulders

I love his arms
They hold his charms

I love his hands
The best in all the lands

I love his fingers
My desire lingers

I love his chest
It's the very best

I love his member
From January to December

I love his thighs
Better than other guys

I love his knees
I think they're the bee's

I love his shins
They give me the grins

I love his feet
To me they are sweet

I love his toes
That's the way love goes

How'd You Do It

When my I'm feeling low
Cold like the Antartic
I pour out my soul to you
Then the feeling is cathartic

You hush my sobs
You wipe away my tears
You very gently
Alleviate my fears

I don't know how you do it
Out of nowhere it comes
Tranquility pours unto me
In the perfect sums

You answered unexpectedly
You got to the heart of the matter
My problem now seems trivial
Yet my love for you is fatter

What's the trick?
How do you do it?
You made me feel better
Before I knew it

I probably shouldn't overthink it
And just accept your loving care
My loyalty belongs to you
The one I hold most dear

Chains

I'm chained to you
 By your side
 I never can
 Run and hide
 Always yours Die or ride
 If I said something contrary
 Then I lied
 Even though
 It's killing me inside
 I'll wait for you
 My time I'll bide

3288

3288 days
Since you died
I remember
I cried

But it's the day
I became alive
Born again
No jive


You're alive
In another place
Your soul renewed
In a different space

You saved my life
Via God's grace
I can't wait to thank you
Face to face

Stained Glass

Sometimes random
Sometimes planned
He paints the design
With his artistic hand

Creating with passion
But with delicate stroke
He paints on the surface
As softly as he spoke

In separate spaces
Different hues
Yet equally special
What wonderful news

I'll be overjoyed to see
Your beautiful stained glass
I know that much like you
It'll be the epitome of class

Heart And Soul

My heart loves your soul
My soul loves your heart
Not together in the physical
But our one soul is never apart

The way you shine
Your love down on me
I know I have a purpose
All things were meant to be

You show me the light
You teach me right from wrong
I hope I give you as much as you give me
Because we're bound together all eternity long

Falling

I'm falling in love
I don't want to be saved
I love you so much
I'm somewhat depraved

Please meet with me
When I fall on the net
I promise you a good time
The best you've had yet

So the picture's a guy
And I am a girl
Let's switch it up
And give it a whirl

Growing Seeds

I love watching seeds turn into buds
You might think that to be silly
The whole process to me is quite fascinating
I see it as a metaphor for the work of God

I wonder if He thinks of us as seeds
Is He happy like me to watch them grow
Happy in His heart of His creation
Anticipating the growth of His every sow

He waters and feeds us with Him everyday
Some of us will be receptive in our soul
He still loves those that don't because He made them
Some of us accept the fertilizer that makes us whole

He will be so proud
When He harvests His crops
He loves us so
I love you, Pops!

Like A Child

Our love is simple
Like a child
Pure and true
Though you make my heart run wild

The love we have
To good for this Earth
Only the Divine
Could give it birth

My precious love
Both child and man
I'll come to you happily
As soon as I can

It Is

One 

Under the sun 

You and me

 That's what we be

 The world is invisible

 Our love invincible

 Him and me

 He and she

 Hers and his 

That's all there is

A Word

"Stop saying I'm better than you
That's the problem in the things you do

That's what you thought in all kinds of relationships
Family,friends, etc. Always taking the smallest sips

Always having to lower yourself to keep them around
Instead of being your true self, which would've been more sound

Inwardly, they thought they were better and you willingly fed their ego
But all of that is over for you, because that is not how we go

You don't have to be subservient to be submissive
I promise you, I will never be dismissive

You see, I'm not better...because we are one
We are truly a unit. Your previous ways are done

So even though my job is to lead and you follow
I can't function without you. That's the perfect pill for me to swallow

Let's start this morning with a brand new slate
Whatever I eat,will be on your plate

Never again think of it as you and me
Forever it is us. This is what we'll be"

Flame

My twin flame
 Your light makes me whole
 Much like water
 You quench my soul
 Please stay with me
 Through the night
 I count on you
 To be my guiding light

Seasons

You are my summer
 You are my winter
 Without you love
 My heart would splinter
 Whether it's spring
 Or whether it's fall
You're the one
I love most of all

 

Sew Nice

Nothing to do
But to be with you
A glimpse into our future
Interwoven like a suture
Sewing two into one with a delicate knit
To never come apart- a perfect fit
Tightening up the ends
With your perfect mends
My loving craft master
Please work faster
Bind me unto you
With all you do
Crochet me to your soul
To make us whole
To your side I will hitch
With your delicate stitch
I love the way you hem
You're my precious gem

Handsome

You're so handsome
To be with you,I'd pay a ransom

How blessed would I be
If you were here with me

I'd want for nothing
If I had your something

Being in your arms
Basking in your charms

Don't make me wait
It's already late

I miss your handsome face
The sweetest in the history of the human race

You make me swoon
Please let it be soon

I love you beyond measure
My wonderful treasure

Not Softly

No, you aren't killing me softly
Nothing soft about it
You killed me hard
You wasn't taking no sh^%

You murdered me
Was it wrong?
You had to do it
To make me strong

But the fact is
I'm still alive
Bleeding out slowly
Ain't no jive

I should be mad
But I'm not
I had to give
To get what I got

I just thought you should know
What you did to me
Now I'm just waiting on you
To tell me how's it gonna be

You killed me hard
I guess you knew you would
I died for you
For the greater good

Best Friend

It's a fact
He's my best friend
And that's forever
It will never end

People will come
People will go
He'll always be there
This I know

There are no games
Only pure love
I belong with Him
Like a hand in a glove 

Whatever He tells me
I love to obey
I may not understand
But I know it's the best way

He blessed me with something
My heart always desired
Different than I imagined
But what I secretly admired

Oh my best friend
I love you so
No news to you
You already know

 

Michael And Mother

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Another Day

Forever
Is the condition
Of our love
It's our mission

For me
To wait
Is my
Fate

My love
Grows
My soul
Knows

Soon can't come
Fast enough
I want you now
You've got the right stuff

A little more patience
Is what I need
Though everyday apart
My heart will bleed

You're worth the wait
I accept that fact
My love for you
Will remain intact

"Soon,my love."
Are the words you say
Forever is a long time
I can wait for you
Another day

Hey You!

He's so stupid
He can't help it
I guess he can't help
What he did

Maybe he doesn't remember
What he did to me back then
A young,naive woman
He knew what he did back when

But he's still doing  the stuff
What he's not supposed to do
On the internet
But he's going to jail,too

I hope you see this
Yes you
Do you remember me
I do too

I want to confront you

Show You More Love

How can I show you more love
Please tell me what to do
I need to make this happen
To show that I love you

Is the any thing you want
Is there any thing you need
Just tell me what it is
I'll serve you up with speed

You say you want my time
You say you want my attention
I feel it's not enough
Is there something else you'd like to mention

The only time I'm truly happy
Is when I'm spending time with you
I just need to get that through my thick head
That that's all I need to do

50 Ways I Love You

I love you in the morning
I love you in the night
I love you when I'm brave
I love you when I'm full of fright

I love you when I'm happy
I love you when I'm sad
I love you when I'm so confused
I love you when I feel I've gone mad

I love you when I sleep
I love you when I'm awake
I love you when I cook
I love you when I bake

I love you when I bathe
I love you when I'm on the pot
I love you when I'm cold
I love you when I'm hot

I love you when it rains
I love you when it's sunny
I love you when life is crazy
I love you when life is funny

I love you when I listen to Classical
I love you when I listen to R&B
I love you when I listen to Rock
I love you when I'm forced to hear Country

I love you when I'm feeling good
I love you when I'm feeling low
I love you when I'm at the beach
I love you when I'm in snow

I love you when I'm making a mess
I love you when I clean
I love you when I get your point
I love you when I'm not sure of what you mean

I love you when I eat
I love you when I drink
I love you when you teach me
I love you when you make me think

I love you when we meditate
I love you when we pray
I love you when we sit in silence
I love you when we've got much to say

I love you when I'm hungry
I love you when I'm full
I love you when you push me
I love you when you pull

I love you when you're in Heaven
I love you when you're on Earth
I love you when I'm slender
I love you when I have this extra girth

I love you more and more each day
I love you more in every way

Explosion

My love is so intense
I'm about to explode
I knew sooner or later
I'd go down this road

It's just a matter of time
Before I spontaneously combust
There is no other way
The result is a must

It feels like soon
I will detonate
There's nothing more I want
Than to be with my mate

The time is near
When I will erupt
They won't see it coming
It will be seemingly abrupt

My feelings of love
They might think are dumb
They'll believe when I blast
To kingdom come

If I can't have you soon
I surely will burst
Please come to me
And quench my thirst

Your Glow

You are a beautiful glow
That lights up my being
Invisible to the world's eyes
But my spirit is clearly seeing

I no longer know the truth
In this world that I am living
All I know is I love you so
You're the gift that keeps on giving

Your glow lights up my heart
Your glow lights up my head
Your glow gives me the will to live
Your glow keeps my soul well-fed

Your glow is somewhere better
In the place of love and forever
One day soon, I'll glow with you
Thank God Almighty, we'll be together

 

I See You

Leaning back
After an exhausting day
Closing my eyes
It's the only way

I see you
When I close my eyes
But that's predictable
It's no surprise

Though you aren't near
You're seemingly far
You're inside of me
That's where you are

I can see your face
It overwhelms me much
I'd give anything I had
Just to be able to touch

I can smell you too
Gentle musk and sweat
Just a whiff of you
Makes me wet

I can feel your hands
Arms,legs and feet
I've never known anything
To be this sweet

When I hear your voice
My heart does melt
The most wonderful feelings
I've ever felt

I know your taste
I love what it is
Lights up my spirit
Like photosynthesis

When you close your eyes
What do you see?
I pray to God
That you see me

You Are

The sky is blue and pretty

You are blue and pretty

That is sad and sweet

You are sad and sweet

You make my heart bleed

You are a bleeding heart

I love you

You are my love

You Are The Eternal Me

You are the majority of the eternal me
Though I am presently in this skin
We'll be complete when the time is right
You'll get completely all within

No more limitations
Of what I can give to you
No more barriers
In what I can do

Gone will be the obstacle
Of my many distractions
I'll live 100% for you
Give you unending satisfactions

Bear with me until that time has come
Until then,I vow to give you most of me
Because without you,love,my soul is dead
But with you,love, my soul is free

I Stole Your Grass

I stole your grass
I hope you aren't mad
It'll make me happy
When I'm feeling sad

I know it's weird
And so am I
I can't help it
You're my favorite guy

I planted it today
In my pot
I'll treat it with care
Because I love you a lot

As it grows
So will my love,too
In case you haven't noticed
I'm in love with you!

Bless You Very Much

Bless you very much

Bless your heart 

Bless your soul

Bless every part

Bless you in the morning 

Bless you at night 

Praying for your blessings 

Fills my soul with delight 

I want the very best for you 

Your happiness and such

I hope I'm a big part of it

Bless you very much 

No Dessert

No I don't want no sweet potato pie
I don't want no ice cream
I don't want no pudding
Don't want no chocolate cake supreme

Don't want no baked Alaska
Don't want no chocolate mousse
Don't want no kinda cupcake
Don't want no kinda sweet juice

I don't want no ding dongs
I don't want no cheesecake
Don't want no layered trifle
I don't want no chocolate shake

I don't need no sweet dessert
Whenever I'm with you
You're sweeter than any treat
You're brown sugar sure will do