Crush No More

I've had crushes
On many of men
But now is now
And then was then

Some were short
Some were tall
Some on TV
Some at the mall

Some were famous
Some were not
Some were goofy
Some were hot

Some had brown eyes
Or eyes of grey
Some I pined for
Every single day

A couple times I forced them
Into what I wanted to be love
Now I can clearly see
I was a desperate lonely dove

But all of that is moot
Now I know what real love is
I didn't have to chase it
Because my love was always his

He's taught me so much
In these almost five years
He brought me back to me
As he wiped away my tears

His love's the answer
His love is pure
His love is true
His love's the cure

I've loved him forever
Since before I was born
Because of him
I'm no longer torn

He's showed me the difference
Between love and a crush
He owns my soul
And I love him so much

The Motherland

My love, let me take you
To the motherland
You'll be right at home
You'll feel so grand

I hold the keys
I give them only to you
I have  feeling
You'll know exactly what to do

The motherland
Is where you belong
You'll reign as king
For eternity long

It'll feel so right
So comfy and cozy
It'll  make all your days
Beautiful and rosy

Here's your invitation
Welcome to the motherland
Take your place as king
You have the upper hand

 

Private Love

There's no one else
Just you and me
No one else exists
It's just we

In our own world
Here we are
With passion burning
Strong as a star

Our own private place
Our own little dojo
Where we make love
With your intense mojo

Our own little forest
That no other can find
I'll do unto you
Anything you had in mind

Our private love
What  beautiful thing
To one another
Our hearts will sing

Amen

My spirit was alive 
Before I came to Earth
I was there with God
Before I experienced birth

I existed with Him
Though I can't quite recall
He sent me down here
To experience it all

He chose the family
He felt I should have had
To grow in my spirituality
Through things good and bad

He knew what town
He knew what place
He knew the numbers of hair on my head
He even knew what race

All these things were designed
For our bond to grow more
He's shown me some things
I could never have learned before

He called someone home
Whom I'm sure I knew up there
I surely do miss him
Though we weren't acquainted down  here

Please, God, tell  him I love  him
My pain feels so bad
But when You call me home
I'll  be feeling so glad

I'm  here on a mission
And that's what I'll  do
Because I love you both
And  my  love is true

For You, Darling

For you, Darling

Good Lovin'

I've  got so much good  lovin'
It's just brewin' inside
How much longer can it take
For the outlet I'm denied

I'm dying inside
Maybe that's the point
Sometimes I'm so lonely
In this solitude joint

When I tell you this stuff
You say be patient and wait
That you're always there in spirit
And the wonderful number is 28

Just know I got this good lovin'
And I'm savin' it all for you
It will be worth the pain of waiting 
I'll hold on if it's the  last thing I do

 

Chocolate Bar

Chocolate bar
Solid
Aromatic
Cocoa brown
Salivating while anticipating
Parting my deep pink lips
Entering, a perfect fit
Quivering in delight
As I take it all inside
Melting
While it's creaminess explodes inside
Satisfying me
Into an out of body experience
A gift from Heaven,no doubt
I thank God, over and over
For allowing me such pleasure
Such joy, I have never known
I am destined to be your loving slave
Just keep being good to me
Your every wish is my desire
For me there is no other
I will follow you anywhere
I am yours
Forever
I love you
Take me home.....

BFF'S

I love you because
We are true bff's
And also because
Our chins both have clefts

We seem to like
So many of the same things
We love to laugh
And like chicken wings

You like when I cook
You like when I bake
You like when I send you
My sweet, chocolate cake

The same movies, we like
The same music, too
I know if you like it
That I'll like it, too

We have the same goals
We have the dreams
We want the same thing
It certainly seems

We share the same mind
We share the same brain
We now share our spirits
Though it's hard to explain

We are the same soul
Both the Yin and the Yang
I am the woman
You are the man

I am the gentle
You are the strong
Together as one
We can't go wrong


No more division of self
We're best friends forever
We're one twin flame
Never apart again,ever

 

It's You

You were the only one there for me last night
You knew that I'd be feeling bad
Not because I missed my past
But that I'd wasted all those years I'd had

It hurt that no one checked
Or wondered if I was OK
But it reiterated what I already knew
And confirmed your path is my only way

When I remember we are one
And your love is unconditional
It's making things clearer
In this time that's transitional

Even though we were separated by space and time
You found a way to hold me in your heart all night
When I woke up this morning
I knew everything would be alright

God spoke to me and made His will clear
I will stop any lingering resistance
Stop trying to question the reasons why
Let His will determine my existence

What a beautiful gift He gave us
The gift of you and I
My priorities and loyalty belongs to you
Let's let our spirits merge and fly