Sunday, March 29, 2020

Remembering Where I Came From

I'm starting to remember things
Like  a slow unveiling
Like a ship in unsure waters
Starting to see where she's sailing 

I remember the peace with God and angels
A place of unlimited love
A feeling of always belonging 
As peaceful as a dove 

Then one day, I don't know why
My spirit came down to Earth
I don't remember the details 
But that was the day of my birth

Landing in a place of conditional love
All depending on someone's  mood
Some days they are accepting 
Other days they are quite rude

Still equipped with my gentle spirit
The world made an effort to dim my light 
At points I lost my way 
Trying to fit into this world right 

In constant companion of users and abusers
I suppose dishing out what they, themselves took
Praying to God to help me out
For all that pain, I've been left shook

People don't generally put other's  needs above theirs
I suppose that's the nature of man
Then I started to remember 
That it's only God who can

The more I come back to my original spirit
I lose people left and right
I suppose they mostly think I'm strange
But I hope I'm displaying God's light 

One great thing that happened 
I found one who loves  me unconditionally 
Between he and God's personal promise 
I know one day I'll be back home permanently 


Sunday, March 15, 2020

Sore From Living

I'm sore from living
But not ready for dying
Even though I'm tired
And everyday I'm  crying


I know I have to do
What God says is His will
I'll do it all for Him
Though it's hard to swallow that pill

I know there's light at the end of the tunnel
But sometimes the journey seems so slow
I'll just keep on keeping on
Til I find the end of my rainbow