I'm sorry,I have to do it to survive
It's the only way I know to stay alive
Even though going in I know it's idiotic
How else can I numb the pain,not yet hypnotic
I try to play the patience game,you know it's true
But the pain cuts so deep,I don't know what else to do
I know you'll be here when I eventually fall
Because at the end of the day,we're in it for the long haul
Forgive me in advance for what I might do
You know I'm not capable of loving anyone but you
