Wait

Thanks for being here
It's hell waiting to get there
But as always you're supportive and kind

You're always here loving and teaching
I love it all, though not being in your arms
I sometimes feel I'm losing my mind

You assure me everyday the time is near
So what else can I do but wait
One day so soon, I'll leave it all behind




I love you
You and I are fate
I'll stop being a crybaby
And just simply wait

:)

Dear Love,
   I love you! What more can I say? That pretty much sums it up. No matter how tough things get, I still have beauty and that is you!
                                              Love Always,
                                                 Me

Forever Yours

The only thing I want to do
Is be the wind beneath your wings
The only one I want to be
Is the one that makes you sing

I'm over myself for real now
That girl doesn't exist anymore
I simply want to be your woman
And be by your side forevermore

I'm at my best when I'm with you
I'm so happy to play this role
Together we are such a great team
Two separate parts that make a whole

I love you so much
You are my man
Forever there to make you happy
In every single  way I can

Never Again

You must never leave me again
When we are finally reunited
The way you did when you came here
Leaving us with love unrequited

You've finished up your purpose
And you're promising to wait for me
But from where you are, you've taught me much
Molding me into how I should be

I'm missing you so much
And I feel it getting stronger
I feel the force releasing me to you
I think it won't be much longer

My gentle soulmate and sweet twin flame
Let's make the transition and never again part
We'll thank God together and live peace and love
The force of love is unbreakable when it comes from the heart

Slave

I am a slave to you
But I wasn't bought or sold
I'm indentured to you forever
Because you posses a certain hold


I thought I'd try to get away
But my efforts were in vain
I need to remain in bondage
Without it,there's too much pain


I still don't understand everything
But I guess that's just a moot point
I will forever be your willing slave
The one you chose to anoint

Contrary

I thought I would be sad today
But it turned out quite the contrary
My heart today is filled with love
Instead of it feeling weary

Yes, it is just another day
That I didn't make the trip to see you
It just means that I am one day closer
To an eternity of loving you

Evil keeps trying to rear it's head
But I'm not inviting it to stay
I know that with God on our side
There's nothing that can stand in the way

I'm glad that you are where you are
And you've let go all the angst and sorrow
You deserve all this peace and joy
Hoping deeply that I'll join you tomorrow

You Said Yes

You said yes
So did I
I'm so happy
That's no lie

I believe in you
And all that you say
Your promises mean everything
I count on you all the way

Oh how I love you
My beautiful king
Come get your queen

Let's fly on your wing

The time has come
To let our love take flight
The sooner the better
Will make it alright

Admiration

How could I possibly pity
The one whom I deeply admire
How can I not think the best of you
When I am the one you chose to inspire

Some see you as a victim
Some believe you did bad
I don't believe either
Their beliefs make me sad

I see a man who made mistakes
As all us humans do
But you stood up and fought til the end
This is why I admire you

When I look at pictures of you
In your eyes I see the man that you are
And I hope when you look down at me
You see my love for you bright as a star

Love!!!

My heart is so in love with you
My mind and soul feel the same way,too


You make me happy, beautiful boy
You give me love, you give me joy


Straight from God comes my love for you
I know that yours comes from Him, too


I feel so much love, I know my heart's going to burst
Then we'll be together and quench each other's thirst!


I love you!!!

Humble Pie

Last night I had a slice
Of that big ol humble pie
I saw what I was doing
I had to ask myself why

I had no right to snoop around
Who am I to be nosey
Thanks for forgiving me
Now everything is rosey

You know I'm just a broken girl
You're fixed now let's do me
You're my man and I want to be perfect
So together we can live in love endlessly

He Loves Me

He loves me
I can tell because he let me catch a whiff of those fragrant flowers
The ones I like that remind me of someone sweet

He loves me
Because He let me walk outside barefoot
He knows I love the feel of earth beneath my feet

He loves me
Because he allows me to love someone
He knows it makes me complete

He loves me
Because He is love
The only love that can't be beat

Shine

I went to hell and back
Then into your love and passion I was immersed
My soul was arid and parched
Til I drank from your cup and quenched my thirst

How do you thank the one who changed your existence
Fall on my knees and give thanks to the Lord
Know His love and infinite wisdom
Is the truth and stronger than any sword

My soul is filled with gratitude
It's lit up like a plutonium mine
Forever in debt for the love you both show
Because of you I'll forever shine

My Dream

My dream
What it seems
You grab my hand
To the Promised land
You take me home
Promise we'll never roam
You take me in your arms
I feel your magic charms
We have our first dance
So full of romance
You tell me to rock you
And I do
And we do it all night long
Starting with this song...

Serendipity

Is our love
In a way
Serendipitous 

By circumstance
What was bad
Turned out good for us


My love for you
Is a condition that
No man can measure


But because of serendipity
We've gained true love
That we'll forever treasure

All Around

I see love all around
It really makes my heart warm
Most are in the traditional ways
Ours is in an unusual form

Just because our love's out of the norm
Doesn't make it any less beautiful
Though being together is on hold
Doesn't make it any less wonderful

I vow to spend the rest of my life
Getting myself ready for you
In Paradise you'll get the best
Nothing less for you will do

The Answer

The answer was right there
But I was so very blind
I just couldn't see it
Yet still you were so kind

I know I sometimes try too hard
And the simplest things I miss
You keep telling me to get closer
The answer is in the kiss

There's really not much to do
There's nothing for me to buy
You say "Baby, just love me
That's all it takes for me to be your guy"

The closer we get, nothing but you fills the void
I drift further away from the world and into your bliss
I doubt anyone would get how you complete my being
But my answer lies within your soul and magic kiss

Reserved For Him

She longs for a man's touch
To feel his presence upon her
To kiss the nape of his neck
To gently massage his scalp
Breathe in his unique smell
Run her hands over his every pore
Kiss the softness of his skin
Delight in the masculine frame of his body
Devour his manhood
Stimulate absolutely all his nerve endings
Feel the man inside her
While hugging each other's innocence
So much passion she has to give
But not just for any man
She will not settle
She only wants him
She only loves him
Her passion and love is reserved for just him

The Fisherman

The handsome fisherman standing there
Smiling as he holds the fish he caught
The once confused fish who used to swim in 2 different directions

Swam to him purposefully as her feelings she no longer fought....(to be continued)

Sanctuary

Every moment away from you
Seems to drag on forever
I want to always be with you
I want to leave your side,never

But the truth of the matter is
We are never really apart
We're always by each other's side
Since the moment we shared our hearts

I just prefer when we're in our private place
Our own little shelter and sanctuary
The place where there's only you ,me and God
And He smiles upon us being joyful and merry

When I Am With You

I love who I am
When I am with you
You make me a better person
I know this much is true


The way we love,learn and grow together
Is certainly a gift from the Divine
It works because it is His will
This is why it feels so fine




In my eyes you are a masterpiece
Made in His image, but designed especially for me
At the same time, too, I was made just for you
He brought us together and named us "We"


Being with you is the answer
It's exactly what I need to do
Because I love who I am
When I am with you

Beloved

I was looking for another word
To describe exactly what I think of you
I just came back to a word I've used before
The word is BELOVED-the only word that'll do

By definition, beloved means dearly loved
What better way to describe how I feel
I cherish you more than any earthly treasure
No one can say this love isn't for real

I've never felt this way about anyone before
It only happens once in your soul's existence
I'll never stop letting you know how beloved you are
I shall engage you forever in this loving dance 

Can We?

Can we go to the park
Can we go to the playground
Let's go on the swings
Or Merry Go Round

Can we go to the gardens
Can we take a walk
Can we hold hands
Can we just talk

Can we go to the art museum
Or maybe a concert
Can we go to a play
Can I feed you dessert

Can we go to the mountains
Can we go to the beach
Can we go to places
That were once out of reach

Can we take a carefree stroll
Can we make love in the moonlight
Can we make vows to each other
And then kiss goodnight

Can you tell me if these things are possible
Where you are there in Paradise
This is my most passionate desire
This would truly be Heaven in my eyes

I Honor You

I am quite fond of you
Happy to love you
Overwhelmed with these loving feelings
Needing to feel your spirit near
Overjoyed to let you know how I feel
Respect the heck out of you
You make me happy
Optimistic that I'll see you soon
Understand that you mean everything to me

Your Smile Is My Sunshine

Your smile is my sunshine
That makes up for all the pain
Knowing that you are happy
Chases away the rain

It all keeps coming at me
Trying to break me down
Just when I'm about to give up
You let me know you're around

I'll put up with whatever stuff
As long as I know your soul is content
I can see your smile when I close my eyes
And I know you've received the love I sent

Night And Day

Hey, I'm sorry, Boo
I just had to let that one go
It was just too hard to resist
But I'm trying to be a lady, as you know

I want to make you proud of me
And represent you as your lady
Sometimes old habits are hard to break
And occasionally I'll say something shady

I promise to be your woman
And love you night and day
I promise to give you all my love
And make you proud in every way

Let Go

If you can't do anything about it
Just let it go
You've been telling me for a long time
But I'm hard-headed, though

You pointed out to me today
You've had to do the same
"Come on girl,just let it go.
Let's only think of our game."

"I know you're right. I've been wrong.
Why am I wasting time on things I can't control?
When the truth is you are the most amazing thing
That has ever happened to my soul!"

Love you!

The Right Way

I'm so happy
It's because I did things right
Focused on what's important
Working to keep our goal in sight

When I do things the right way
Everything falls into place
I must always keep on track
On a steady, but rapid pace


Please help me on this journey
I want to get there with no distractions
Let me show my love to you
Through all my words and actions

Your Way

Your way
It's the only way
The best way
The right way
God's way

To you, let me cleave
Never leave
Always believe
All I can conceive
Is the Oneness I want to achieve

I don't need material things
Jewels and rings
The stuff and bling
For only you make my heart sing
My faith in God knows this He will bring

Sonnet For My Sweetheart

My love for you is scorching like a hot day in July
I feel it's warmth in the winter deep
It's more than the Universe can ever supply
Lodged in my heart to forever keep
You brought my soul in from out of the cold
You warmed me up placing me near your hearth
You gave me your love both gentle and bold
Because of you this love gave birth
But our love is a bit different than most
You are in Heaven and I am on Earth
But that won't stop me from making this boast
Because of you I am filled with mirth
God's blessed me with you now to practice in this life
To learn how to love you and be your Heavenly wife

I'm Your Puppy

I'm your puppy
And that's not an insult
I love you unconditionally
I will follow you anywhere
I'm fiercely loyal
I'll bite anyone that attacks you
I will be your constant companion
I'll play with you
I'll make you laugh
I will listen to you
I will never judge you
I will never question your motives
I'll just be there for the ride
I'll lick you all over
And be your best friend
I will be your woman
And I'll love you like I'm your puppy

Teardrop

Soft
Smooth
Supple
Sweet-smelling
I imagine your skin
When I close my eyes
And think of you
For a moment
I am in Heaven with you
Paradise
When I open my eyes
I cry
Because you aren't there
I pray to be with you
I promise God
I'll be good to you
For now all I can do
Is love you from afar
Until my last breath
And I can love you face to face

That Was Amazing!

I want to get to it
I want to go to my man
I want to give him pleasure
Any way I can

I wanted go to uncharted territory
To places on him where no one has gone before
I want to discover exciting places
I'm anxious to explore

I surrender my body and soul to you
I want you to do the same
I want to love you so hard
I'll make you scream my name

I love the things we do now
Though some might think it taboo
When we finally are in the same place
There ain't no stoppin what I'll do to you

A-ha Moment

God loves me
Even though I'm slow
He keeps showing me
The things I should know

I just had an "a-ha" moment
I can't believe how blind I am
I just need to listen
To be a gentle lamb

Always in a state of confusion
Not knowing why I was sad
But like a bolt of lightning
I realized what I had

The only time I am really happy
Is in the middle of loving you
When I surrender my problems and Ego to God
He then allows you to do what you do

Your love inspires the poetry
The poetry in return fills you with love
We are two parts of His perfect machinery
He knows what He's doing-the Man up above

I'll shrug off all of the outside negativity
He needs me to surrender and let go finally
When I can fully do it and cleave unto you
Is when I get to join you and be together eternally

Please help me, sugar
To complete God's will
Together we can do this
Our reward will be a thrill

Let Me Feed You

Let me feed you,baby
Let me feed your soul
Let me fill you up
Let me make you whole

Whatever you hunger
Let me satisfy your need
Wanting to feed you
Is my source of greed

Let me fill with love, your spirit
Let me fill with love, your mind
Let me fill with love, your essence
Let me treat you very kind

I'm here for you now, baby
Let's erase all bad memories of past
Come to my arms now, my man
You'll starve for nothing and end your fast

Nick Of Time

You came to me
In the nick of time
When I was down
You filled me with rhyme

When it was lost
My soul you had found
When I needed you
You came around

I hope you don't think
I'm just teasing you
I have every intention
Of intensely pleasing you

I hope you enjoy the pillow talk
Because I will do exactly as I say
To thank you for being there in the nick of time
I'll grant all your fantasies in every way

 And position
 And location
 Your existence will be
 A never-ending vacation

Mi' Amor

Mi amor


Mi vida

Mi alegría

Mi corazón





Usted dejó el mundo hace casi dos años

Mi espíritu murió cuando te fuiste

Pero me di cuenta de que sólo murió para estar con ustedes

Lugar que le corresponde

Ahora mi espíritu vive dentro de ti

Estamos en dos lugares diferentes

Pero somos una

Un día voy a dejar esta tierra

Y vamos a estar juntos todos los días para la eternidad

Mi propósito es amarte

Me encanta mi propósito y Te amo

Yo soy tu alma gemela

Llévame. Yo soy tuyo

My love

My life

My joy

My heart





You left the world almost two years ago

My spirit died when you went away

But I realized that it only died to be with you

Where it belongs

Over time we have bonded

Now my spirit lives inside you

We are in two different places

But we are one

One day I will leave this earth

And we will be together everyday for eternity

My purpose is to love you

I love my purpose and I love you

I am your soulmate

Take me. I am yours

Boy,Man,God

I see the boy in you
Sweet,innocent,playful
Full of fun,like me
Soaking up knowledge like a sponge
Happy and content

I see the man in you
Strong,smart,sexy
In control
The definition of a man
My heart's desire

I see God in you
Unconditionally loving
Kind and forgiving
Knowing what's best
And making me who I am

I see all these things in you
I also see me in you
As I am part of you
The boy in you is an extension
Of the man in you
Who is an extension of God in you
Who extended me to you forever

I love you

Little Poem

Just a little poem
To you from me
Telling you I love you
And that's how it'll always be

I'm so doggone happy
In our different relationship
Counting down the days
Til we kiss on the lips:)

Beautiful Angel

Oh, my sweet beautiful angel
Oh, how I truly love thee
I can't wait to be with you
It will be just you and me

When I go to Heaven
I'll be happy to meet you there
I'll no longer have no worries
I'll no longer have a care

So save my place in Paradise
Right there by your side
I'll shower you with affection
And all this love I cannot hide

Sadly Sentimental

Listening to music from the 80's
Feeling awfully sentimental
Should be happy
But feeling rather mental

When my parents listen to music of the 60's
You see them smiling gladly
But mine is bittersweet
I feel comfort but also feel badly

Thinking of innocent times
When I was all full of hope
Memories flood back in
I find it hard to cope

If I'd known then how things would've turned out
I'd have gone down a different road
I'd have been true to my real self
I don't think I'd have this heavy load

I would've done exactly what I wanted
And would've  been with who I really wanted to
But there's no do-overs and I can't go back
Can't change things no matter what I do

But what can you do?
Despite myself I'm a proud 80's girl
I'll love the 80's til the end
That's just me. That's my world

Only You

I very much long to hug
But I only want to hug you
I very much long to kiss
But I only want to kiss you
I very much long to caress
But I only long to caress you
I very much long to snuggle
But I only want to snuggle with you
I very much want to talk and hold hands
But I only want to talk and hold hands with you
I very much desperately want to make love
But you are the only soul to whom I ever want to make love

I long for you
Only you

With You

You are a spirit of beauty
You are a slice of loveliness
When we are together
I am blessed with happiness

I need to always be with you
My heart feels ripped out of my chest
When I don't strongly feel your presence
I feel low and not my very best

But it doesn't really matter my love
My love for you can never die
Because it is a gift to you from God
He is the Truth and cannot lie

All that being said
I hope we'll spend the day together
Because your very presence
Fills my world with happy weather

I Want To Be The One

I want to be your wife
Your best friend and lover
I want to be the one
To love you like no other

I want to be the one
There at every turn
I want to be the one
For whom you always yearn

So let me be your wife
Your best friend and lover
I want to be the one
For me there is no other

Charming Dialogue

"Will you be my Prince Charming?" I ask
"You are my dream come true."

"There's no such thing as Prince Charming," you say
"I am simply the one meant for you."

"The closer I get to you
I love you that much more"

"I know exactly how you feel
I've also never felt this way before."

"What are we to do
With this love we cannot contain?"

"We accept and we cherish
This love we can't explain."

"Please dear God, allow us to be together
With all my soul, I love your beautiful creation
I'm eternally grateful to you  for blessing me with him
And your love for me,Lord, fills me with elation.

The Horse

You are like a carrot
I am the horse
You feed me constantly
And I follow you, of course

You lead me in the right direction
You're the jockey who puts blinders on me
That I may not go astray
On the way to where I need to be

You harness me in and keep me in line
You care for me with such quality
In return for your genuine love
I'll stand by your side with fervent loyalty

They Can't Take You Away From Me

You know sometimes it feels
Like everything is wrong
But I have your everlasting love
And that's what makes me strong

It sure seems I have to stick it out
Until the very bitter end
But the thing that gets me by
Is knowing you're my friend

They try to destroy my spirit
Coming from all directions
But there's something they can't steal from
And that's our deep, spiritual connection

It's all based on negativity and jealousy
Please, Lord, deliver me Home to our safe walls
Let me be with my sweetie and shower him with love
For he's the most beautiful soul and I promise to give him my all

Over The Moon

I break down in tears
When I have to leave the room
I only feel at peace
Here within our womb

I know it won't be for long
I'll be returning really soon
One day it will be forever
Loving you has me over the moon

We Are

We are love
We are laughter
We are play
We are childlike
We are challenge
We are intimacy
We are understanding
We are learning
We are teaching
We are one
Wee are music
We are dance
We are separate from the rest
We are now
we are the future
We are God's children

This is who we are