These are my poems,from my heart. Some are to God,some are to my Bronze Adonis ,some are just for fun and in general
(Songs to match the mood of the poem...or is it the other way around? hmmm...)
Will be right here waiting Always for you to tell me what's next Trying to be patient, because I know it will be grand I will wait all day if you need me to Not going to lose faith, that's important to you Going to be your good girl and wait. I know it will be worth it
An angel came to me last night while I was in a deep sleep. The deepest sleep I'd had in a while.
The angel posed a question to me. I didn't remember the question until hours after I'd awoken. I knew the angel left the question for me to ponder. Whispered it into my ear and let me continue to sleep.
After my coffee,morning prayer, little something to eat and my mind fully awake, I somehow remembered the question while thinking of the one I love.
"My dear Nomy," said the angel, "God knows of all the desires in your heart. He has put them there. If I could offer you 40 more years in the world as you know it but with promised security and health- a beautiful home in the location of your dreams,lovely clothes, a nice car, jewelry, friends,fun and never wanting for anything as long as you live OR to go to a place where you don't know what to expect other than to be with the one you love forever under the loving safety of your heavenly father's watch. You won't know what your new life will be like. You may or may not have what you know in your current existence to be the best. All you know is you will be with the one you love. Do you have faith that it will be enough for you for eternity? Which would you choose?
Tears filled my eyes. I have what I need. I'd always wanted those extra material trappings in the past. Now I truly understand what my spirit needs to thrive. Love. If I had to chose, I'd choose to be with the one I love. Even with no expectations or clues of what my new reality will be like other than being forever loved by the one I love in the way he has shown me already and under the safety of God's love and care.
Let me... Fortify you Nurture you Satisfy you Sustain you Cherish you Honor you Admire you Adore you Nourish you Cleave to you Embrace you Coddle you Dote on you Comfort you Cultivate you Foster you Harbor you Revere you Venerate you Respect you Spoil you Exalt you Taste you Value you Treasure you Love you So I may be fulfilled.....
I see a heavenly light shining down on you A beautiful aura only I can see You and the aura are invisible to others Yet the presence means the world to me
The light was there my whole life through Sometimes I took it for granted There'd been times I acted like it didn't matter For my foolish ways, I've since recanted
Then one day the light flickered out And then I died inside I called for you, you came and forgave me Since then you've never left my side
You and I are the same spirit The world nor man can tear it asunder The light of God cannot be denied For He can't err or blunder
It's a supernatural thing The thing that is our love There's no doubt in my mind A supernatural thing from God above
We didn't always know it While busily living the illusion of life In hindsight we see things were in motion Though we didn't pay attention through the joys and strife
You didn't know at the time But I was always there I didn't know it either But you were always here
Deep in our souls we knew Of someone we couldn't put on our finger We couldn't explain feeling haunted But within us it would always linger
It's most definitely a supernatural thing Too many signs there to be denied Let's sit back while the rest unfolds Knowing our love is sanctified
Masculine as the virility of all men that came before him. No longer hiding behind the mask of worldly expectations. Free to be the real 'he' without fear of judgements or failure. Confidant to be true to his powerful manhood, knowing he has my love forever and I will happily and willingly submit and succumb to his manly place of honor on the pedestal of which I placed him.
Anointedby God to be the one to show me the path of lightness. All the while teaching and schooling me, yet treating me like a lady. Knowing exactly how to make me feel like a woman and embrace my womanhood. Letting me feel eternally safe and unconditionally loved. Knowing I've let go of my ego and trust him with my very soul with never a thought of taking advantage of the power I willingly gave him. He humbly and in reverence accepts his role of leading the way.
Nice. The only expectation I have as it makes everything else fall into place. Always kind,loving, and thoughtful, yet knowing when to be firm and how to get his point across. All actions, even correcting, come from a place of love and never hurts.
