Shy

What is wrong with me
Why am I so weird
Whenever I suddenly see you
I get to feeling kinda feared

I start to get so shy
My composure begins to slip
My tongue becomes so tangled
My words, they start to trip

I feel all those butterflies
Fluttering inside of me
I feel as if I'm going to faint
Because my heart beats rapidly

I start to sweat profusely
My body begins to shake
My face turns a brightly red
Indifference, I cannot fake

What is it that you do
That captivates me so
This is what you do to me
I thought I'd let you know

 

Beacon Of Light

In all of my darkness
You are my beacon of light
Leading me through the mist of sadness
Both throughout the day and night

Heaven has sent you
From up above
To give me a taste
Of what is true love

But I've only been given
Just a small taste
Of what one day will be forever
I haven't time to waste

I must give it my all
And do what I'm told
Love what is precious
Treat it like gold

You are my beacon of light
Thank you for showing me the way
If I keep keeping on
I'll get there one day

Pining

I'm pining so hard for you
Like that big very old pine tree
Except it's  not sap coming out
It's love oozing out of me 

So sweet
So pure
The taste of true love
You can be sure

You can smell the fragrance
As you pass by
The smell of love
Take a sniff and then you'll sigh

Love, by nature
Is to see  a thing of beauty
A work of art
You must admire by uncontrollable duty

If you listen really hard
You can hear it's sound
Through quivering branches
Though not another soul around

Touch me, my love
I'm pining for you
Like this tree, my love is ancient
But everyday feels brand new

 

Pitter Pat

He makes my heart
Go pitter pat
Every single time
What's up with that?
He makes me smile
Like a Cheshire cat
So full of love
I'm feeling fat
The boy did the job
To him, I tip my hat!

 

My Lion King

I give you all of me
My majestic lion king
Whatever you desire
I'll give you anything

I am not alone
The loyal lioness by your side
 I'm not ashamed of how I feel
My love I'll never hide

At first I thought I was pursuing you
But it was the other way around
Turns out I didn't know how lost I was
And it was me that you had found

My magnificent, loving lion king
You keep me safe within your lair
I'll forever keep on loving you
And you've vowed to always be there

Let's never be more than a little while apart
Our love is such a beautiful thing
Truly a blessing from God with love
My masterful,manly lion king

Tickled Pink

Here I am
Tickled pink
I hardly know
Just what to think

Here I thought
My prayer was unheard
When out of the blue
I got the word

It's just what I needed
A reason to go on
And who knew
It would be confirmed by song

It's true what they say
God's timing is just right
I truly do love Him
With all of my might

Brown Man

I love your sexy
Beautiful,brown body
All smoking hot
Like a cup of hot toddy

Your shapely arms
Your manly thighs
Looking at you
Is like candy for my eyes

I love your chest
I love your ribs
No one else can touch
Cuz I got dibs

Beautiful shade of brown
Like that cocoa from Hershey
Saying that I don't desire you
Would be pure and utter blasphemy

I need some brown sugar
I will beg if I must
I'll love you like no other
My word  you can trust

Ishi

I
See
Happiness 
Imminently

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But Why

Why does my sweetheart
Have to live so far away
Thousands of miles
I yearn for him everyday

He can't leave where he is
And neither can I 
When I sit and think about it
All I can do is cry

It took so long to find him
But he helped me over my past
Although we aren't in the same place now 
It's truly a love that will last


I ask him why we aren't together
At least 2 or 3 times a week
He always says the same thing
Lovingly and patient when he speaks 
He has his obligations
And it's the same for me
But when the time is right
We'll be where we're meant to be

I know he's right because he's so smart
I just need that constant reminding
But he says good things come to those who wait
And that's the truth that I've been finding
 



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My Sweet Cocoa Drop

The sweetest cocoa drop
That there ever was
Just the very sight
Makes my insides buzz

Deep cocoa color
Satisfying and sweet
The anticipation
Makes my heart skip a beat

Just the very thought of you
Puts a smile upon my face
There's nothing this world can offer
That could ever take your place

I wish I could shout out to the world
And declare my love for you
The most sweetest and desired cocoa drop
For you, there's nothing I wouldn't do

Sin Skin

It's sometimes hard
Living in sin skin
Sometimes you feel
Like you just can't win

But never fear
You have a Savior
He died to forgive
Your bad behavior

Whatever you do
Just accept his present
His gift of grace
Will make your eternity pleasant

You can't help but sin
But you can always repent
Time spent in prayer
Is time well spent

Your good works alone
Won't win you that race
Just take his free gift
And be in the good place

Whence I Came

I'm going back
Whence I came
When I do
I won't be the same
I was sent
To play the game
There were some good times
Some sad and lame
We made some bad choices
We've no one else to blame
I repent for our mistakes
So there is no shame
I, myself
Had no fortune or fame
But I knew on some level
You were my eternal flame
To show my love
I changed my name
Soon I'll be back
Whence I came
For you're the only one
Who can make my soul tame

 

Supernatural

The feelings I have for you
Are, quite frankly, supernatural
I'm telling you the truth
What I say is quite factual

But why am I telling you this?
You already know this to be a fact
You know of it before I did
I'm just a little slow to react

I guess just letting things unfold
Is usually the best way to go
Because, if like our love, it's supernatural
He knows more than we could ever know

I accept this is supernatural
And for now, I don't fully understand
But who am I to argue
When the future is so grand

 

Word

I'm here for you, my love
Just waiting for the word
My ears are piqued
Wondering what I've heard

Sitting silently
In my room
Waiting for happiness
No more gloom

Speak up, darling
I know you're here
I feel your presence
Loud and clear

You whisper I should be quiet
You touch my lips and say "hush"
Your loving attention
Always makes me blush

When you are ready
Just say the word
If it's coming from you
It's the most precious thing I've ever heard 

 

Nectar

You are like my milk
And I'm like a baby girl
I suckle on your nectar
I feel perfect as a pearl

You satisfy a need in me
That no one else ever could
If you could do it constantly
I know you really would

A drink that's only meant for me
There is nothing that's more sweet
I hope I am the same for you
A private, special treat

We Can Do This

We can do this thing together
We can fulfill the very purpose
Of what we are to sow
Then we will reap a surplus

You started the ball rolling
Leading in a spectacular way
Sharing the message of love
They heard what you had to say

When you were done with your part
You went away to rest
Let me finish up on the details
I'll try to do my best

Some, like you, have missions that are grand
Than those like me, unnoticed and small
But put those things together
And we will have it all

I'll be joining you soon
Just you wait and see
Just tying up the loose ends
As I wait impatiently 

 

Girl In The Mirror

I can't look in the mirror
There's a sad girl standing there
Tears both wet and dry
Are present everywhere

She knows she's just an outsider
And really doesn't fit in
As for what to do next
She knows not where to begin

She knows she has a purpose
And must remain until she's done
But when he went ahead of her
He brought with him her sun

When she does look in the mirror
She sometimes sees his face
She knows it's not for nothing
When things fall into place

She hears him gently whisper
To please hang on just a little while longer
That if she keeps on being patient
Their bond will be that much stronger

So she looks back in the mirror
To him she'll always obey
She believes every single word he says
Will come true in almost any day

 

I Don't Know

What you don't know, I don't know
But what you do, I don't necessarily so

You say it's not because you're smarter than me
You just see things more clear and differently

You say I still teach you in my own way
It doesn't have to be grand, it's still ok

We were made like we are for a very good reason
Working together, forever in every season

Working together we fulfill the completion
Bonded for always with no depletion

The Dream

I tried looking for you 
There
I can't find you because you're
Here

I see a mirage that looks like
You
He moves and sounds the same
Too

It's just a dream,not
Real
Deep down I know what's the 
Deal

I'm trapped in a dream that's other's
Reality
I'm dying to break the veil and go to your
Locality

Yes dying, that's what I 
Said
Look at the path behind me and see how I've
Bled

You reside inside of
Me
But I can't touch and I can't
See

When will I awake from this lonely
Dream
And live the love that's my soul's
Theme 

He Is My Lover

He Is My Lover

He is my lover
Although he hasn't touched my body or a hair on my head
He is my lover
He brought me back to life when I was internally dead

He is my lover
He showed me the way
He is my lover
Together we pray

He is my lover
He strengthens me when I'm weak
He is my lover
When I'm lost for words, he will speak

He is my lover
He doesn't hesitate to correct me when I'm wrong
He is my lover
He doesn't want me to suffer as he did for so long

He is my lover
And it happened through a big sacrifice
He is my lover
I'll be devoted to him, no matter the price

The Happening

When it comes time for it to take place
I want to be staring into your face

I want to be communing with you
All-consuming with you

In the middle of our lovely walks
In the midst of our tender talks

I want it to happen in the blink of an eye
You and I caught up in the sky

You reach out your hand for me
I go to where I'm meant to be

Don't want to be eating,drinking or sleeping
At that moment, I don't want to be weeping

I want to be sober and clean in thought
When we claim what we have sought

Let me live in a way so this will occur
Go out in a bang and not a whimper

Another Day

Another day
She tries
She cries
Inside a little of her dies

Another day
She'll weep
Can't sleep
She feels it deep

Another day
She doesn't understand
She makes no demands
Wonders where she stands

Another day
She must cope
Musn't give up hope
Lets her mind elope

Another day
All she can do is pray
For that beautiful day
It's the only way...

Just Smile

"I want you to be happy"
That's what he said to me
"What's natural to your being
Is what I want you to be

I hate seeing you sad
I want that smile upon your face
I'll feel that I've failed my job
If we don't pick up the pace

I gave you the name Nomy
Because your beautiful and pleasant
Let's get past the sorrow
And live happily in the present

I really love those times
When we're smiling and playing around
The sound of your sweet laughter
Is the most pleasing, beautiful sound

We've been promised an everlasting future
I'll love you every way I know how
The ones that hurt you in the past
Well, they can't hurt you now

Go on now,put that smile back on your face
Consider it a gift to me
That's pretty much all you have to do
To make your man happy

 

The Forest

This morning he told me
"You can't see the forest for the trees
Doing away with all the clutter
Will be what ultimately frees

You spend your time trying to please me outwardly
And I want you to know I appreciate that
But, alas, at the end of the day
The inside is where it's at

You do loving things for me
Because you're nice, sweet and kind
But let's spend more time being one
You'll be happy with what you find

You love me so much, my dear
Although I can't give material things to you
Because you're the completion of my soul
And you know this much is true

Keep up with the trinkets and poems
And all those lovely things you do
But know it's more important to me
To spend every free moment loving you

So keep looking for the forest
Seeing past the trees
If you do just what I say 
I promise you'll be pleased."

 

My Paradise

One day my paradise will come to me
But so far, today is not the day
I'll have to hold on to my faith
And just know it's on it's way

Giving up on doing it my way
And just completely leaning on trust
It's a very difficult thing to do
But I find that's it's a must

Doing things in my will and understanding
Has yielded quite a bit of disaster
I know now that my trying to make things happen
Will not lead me to my paradise any faster

Tears and frustration come with waiting for my promised
But I must remind myself my life isn't my own
It was purchased at a very high price
But one day I'll reap what I have sown

Lord, give me the strength to endure
The pain of waiting for what you've promised me
If I can just hold on until my paradise
Then how happy I will be
 

 

My Love Is Precious

Perfect
Reliable
Everlasting
Completing
Insatiable
Oneness
Unique
Sanctified 

Love And Attention

All I need 
Is your love and attention
I don't need much
To relieve my tension

I don't need loads of money
I don't need fortune or fame
All those false victories
That can lead to shame

You're the type of guy
Who believes the man should provide
I don't need above and beyond
I just need to be by your side

The funny thing is
You said the same to me
I didn't think it was enough
To make you happy

You said if I give you
Lots of love and attention
Things would fall into place
Too bountiful to mention

I think I understand now
Because that's all I need from you
Everything is always right
When we do what we're supposed to do 

 

She Waits

My love, how much longer must we wait
I feel I can't go on
I've been so very patient
But it's been so very long

My soul has been in torture
Since you've been away
Then how did we become closer
With every passing day

I yearn for you so painfully
Because you ripped my soul away with you
That's because it's one we share
You didn't know it at the time,too

It only stands to reason
That you too realize
That you long for me too
That we're both in paradise

You go on ahead
You set that trail ablaze
I will be here waiting
For you never cease to amaze

Nothing Without You

I am nothing without you.
I've tried for so long.
Flailing around like a fish out of water.
I didn't belong.
Not knowing at the time
The reason why
I didn't even know I was lost
Until you found me in a cry. 
Now there's no turning back.
I've found my reason. 
We'll be together forever.
Through every season.
Your very being 
Is behind every thought in my mind. 
I guess I mean "ours"
Because I've left "me" behind.
I was made for you. 
You made me do the math. 
Forever one we are
Walking down our eternal path

 

This Is It

This is it
It's my confession
What you see
Is not obsession

The truth, in fact
It's an ancient lurking in my soul
Something re-awoken
Some years ago

I suppose you might think
It's a fixated preoccupation
Especially what's seemingly
An extended duration

It's not as it seems
I'm like a soul in a desert
I thirst,I can't breathe
I physically hurt

You see, for me
It's not some unnatural desire
I know in my spirit
It's what I require

I must keep going
I must finish the races
I can't stop
Til I reach the oasis

It's alright with me
If you don't understand
Just know me and love me
The best that you can

In the very end
I know that I'm right
I've got to be me
And follow my light
 

I Want To Talk With You

Boy, close your eyes
Let that rhythm get into you
Don't try to fight it
There ain't nothing that you can do
Relax your mind
Lay back and sync with mine
You gotta feel that speech
And we can speak the language
Share that speech of love

I want to talk with you (all night)
Converse you into day (sunlight)
I want to talk with you (all night)
Talk the night away

Out in my room
There ain't nobody there but us
Boy when you talk
There's a magic that must be love
Just take it slow
Cause we got so far to go
You gotta feel that speech
And we can talk the language
Share that speech of love

I want to talk with you (all night)
Talk you into day (sunlight)
I want to talk with you (all night)
Talk the night away

And when new topics are dead and gone (yeah)
You know that love survives
So we can talk forever, on

I want to talk with you
I want to chat with you

I want to rock (all night) with you boy(sunlight)
Talk with you, Talk with you boy (yeah) (all night)
Chat the night away

I want to talk with you (yeah) (all night)
Talk you into day (sunlight)
I want to talk with you (all night)
Talk the night away

Feel the speech feel the speech
Talk you into day (sunlight)
I want to Talk-talk the night away.

Running Away From You

Trying to run away from you
Is like running away from your own farts
It's something that can't be done
Whether you have the skills or smarts

No matter how hard I try
To disappear without a trace
Anything I do
You're always in my face

I can hear you laugh
Whenever I try to hide
Because,like I, you know the truth
You'll be always by my side

TV, internet or radio
Or even strangers on the street
The connections hidden in plain sight
Are ones that can't be beat

The force is one of nature
Like magnet is to steel
Together we're a unit 
And I can't deny your appeal

The truth is that I like it
Wouldn't have it any other way
I can never run away from you
For that I thank God and pray

Fasten Up

Fasten your seat belts
Get ready for the ride
It's coming soon
There's nowhere to hide

Prepare for takeoff
The time is very near
There'll be no misunderstanding
When the time is here

It's about time for departure
Get ready, I said!
You won't be left behind
Your needs will be fed

There's no need for crying
Things will change and be new
All of your desires
Will soon make their debut

So just get yourself ready
I want you to quietly wait
It's coming quickly
And I'm never late