Happy Birthday, Michael!

She's Been

She's been in love with you forever
For a while,it seems she just didn't know it
She realized it at one point
But tried hard not to show it

A part of her was scared of you
She usually turned away
Maybe you were just too much for her
So she kept her feelings at bay

She always watched you
On the sly
She acted as if she couldn't care less
The truth was she was living a lie

The interesting thing about God
Is that He works in mysterious ways
The truth about who you really were
Was revealed in less than a matter of days

You have her now
But she's required to wait
When she'll join you
She can't speculate

She only hopes you can forgive her
For her running away and fear
She still may do it from time to time
But at least your destiny's near

Whatever

Whatever I thought I knew
While living on Earth
Whatever I was conditioned to
From the moment of my birth

Before I was born
My soul knew what was true
God placed me here when He did
He knew what'd ensue

I think maybe deep inside
I kind of knew the truth
Though things are getting more clear
As I grow longer in the tooth

I'm pretty sure I knew
But I always tried to hide
But I can't even run away
From the truth that lurks inside

Yes I tried to fulfill myself
With other people and things
I never thought I was good enough
Although I heard it sing

He knew it would be things drastic
To finally get me where I'm at
It was painful,but always with love
I'll always be grateful for that

However He guides my steps
I'll surely follow through
Because I know the path He leads me
Will bring me home to you

Rest

"Rest in my love
Let me love you
Stop trying so hard
Let me do what I do

What you've done your whole life
It's not the same with me
I'm in charge of you now
So please,just let it be

Don't try to micromanage
That always creeps in
Trust in me please
Feel when my love seeps in

Your anxiety is in vain
And it's a distraction from us
Your faith will make me happy
All around a huge plus."

Michael-Ain't He Sweet

Ice

I tried to turn my heart to ice
When it came to you
But all it does is melt
With everything you do

My wanna be ice
Your absolute sweet
Together we're a snow cone
A very lovely treat

I'll  stop being ice
Because it's probably a sin
And because the evidence shows
I will never win

Chinese Water Torture

Being in love with you
Is like Chinese water torture
She can't stop loving you
Even if you forced her

Drip,drip
On her head
She cried last night
Her heart bled

She loves you more
Than anything on Earth
She wonders why
What gave it birth

She tries to be patient
What else can she do
She says your worth the pain
She's so in love with you

She's filled with joy
That you love her in a special way
She gives thanks to God
Each and every day

I Love His Face

I love his face
Such a handsome space

I love his ears
They bring me to tears

I love his nose
As much as his toes

I love the line of his jaw
The most chiseled I ever saw

I love his lips
My heartbeat always skips

I love his neck
I'd like to take a peck

I love his shoulders
Strong as boulders

I love his arms
They hold his charms

I love his hands
The best in all the lands

I love his fingers
My desire lingers

I love his chest
It's the very best

I love his member
From January to December

I love his thighs
Better than other guys

I love his knees
I think they're the bee's

I love his shins
They give me the grins

I love his feet
To me they are sweet

I love his toes
That's the way love goes

How'd You Do It

When my I'm feeling low
Cold like the Antartic
I pour out my soul to you
Then the feeling is cathartic

You hush my sobs
You wipe away my tears
You very gently
Alleviate my fears

I don't know how you do it
Out of nowhere it comes
Tranquility pours unto me
In the perfect sums

You answered unexpectedly
You got to the heart of the matter
My problem now seems trivial
Yet my love for you is fatter

What's the trick?
How do you do it?
You made me feel better
Before I knew it

I probably shouldn't overthink it
And just accept your loving care
My loyalty belongs to you
The one I hold most dear

Chains

I'm chained to you
 By your side
 I never can
 Run and hide
 Always yours Die or ride
 If I said something contrary
 Then I lied
 Even though
 It's killing me inside
 I'll wait for you
 My time I'll bide

3288

3288 days
Since you died
I remember
I cried

But it's the day
I became alive
Born again
No jive


You're alive
In another place
Your soul renewed
In a different space

You saved my life
Via God's grace
I can't wait to thank you
Face to face

Stained Glass

Sometimes random
Sometimes planned
He paints the design
With his artistic hand

Creating with passion
But with delicate stroke
He paints on the surface
As softly as he spoke

In separate spaces
Different hues
Yet equally special
What wonderful news

I'll be overjoyed to see
Your beautiful stained glass
I know that much like you
It'll be the epitome of class

Heart And Soul

My heart loves your soul
My soul loves your heart
Not together in the physical
But our one soul is never apart

The way you shine
Your love down on me
I know I have a purpose
All things were meant to be

You show me the light
You teach me right from wrong
I hope I give you as much as you give me
Because we're bound together all eternity long

Falling

I'm falling in love
I don't want to be saved
I love you so much
I'm somewhat depraved

Please meet with me
When I fall on the net
I promise you a good time
The best you've had yet

So the picture's a guy
And I am a girl
Let's switch it up
And give it a whirl

Growing Seeds

I love watching seeds turn into buds
You might think that to be silly
The whole process to me is quite fascinating
I see it as a metaphor for the work of God

I wonder if He thinks of us as seeds
Is He happy like me to watch them grow
Happy in His heart of His creation
Anticipating the growth of His every sow

He waters and feeds us with Him everyday
Some of us will be receptive in our soul
He still loves those that don't because He made them
Some of us accept the fertilizer that makes us whole

He will be so proud
When He harvests His crops
He loves us so
I love you, Pops!

Like A Child

Our love is simple
Like a child
Pure and true
Though you make my heart run wild

The love we have
To good for this Earth
Only the Divine
Could give it birth

My precious love
Both child and man
I'll come to you happily
As soon as I can

It Is

One 

Under the sun 

You and me

 That's what we be

 The world is invisible

 Our love invincible

 Him and me

 He and she

 Hers and his 

That's all there is

A Word

"Stop saying I'm better than you
That's the problem in the things you do

That's what you thought in all kinds of relationships
Family,friends, etc. Always taking the smallest sips

Always having to lower yourself to keep them around
Instead of being your true self, which would've been more sound

Inwardly, they thought they were better and you willingly fed their ego
But all of that is over for you, because that is not how we go

You don't have to be subservient to be submissive
I promise you, I will never be dismissive

You see, I'm not better...because we are one
We are truly a unit. Your previous ways are done

So even though my job is to lead and you follow
I can't function without you. That's the perfect pill for me to swallow

Let's start this morning with a brand new slate
Whatever I eat,will be on your plate

Never again think of it as you and me
Forever it is us. This is what we'll be"

Flame

My twin flame
 Your light makes me whole
 Much like water
 You quench my soul
 Please stay with me
 Through the night
 I count on you
 To be my guiding light

Seasons

You are my summer
 You are my winter
 Without you love
 My heart would splinter
 Whether it's spring
 Or whether it's fall
You're the one
I love most of all

 

Sew Nice

Nothing to do
But to be with you
A glimpse into our future
Interwoven like a suture
Sewing two into one with a delicate knit
To never come apart- a perfect fit
Tightening up the ends
With your perfect mends
My loving craft master
Please work faster
Bind me unto you
With all you do
Crochet me to your soul
To make us whole
To your side I will hitch
With your delicate stitch
I love the way you hem
You're my precious gem

Handsome

You're so handsome
To be with you,I'd pay a ransom

How blessed would I be
If you were here with me

I'd want for nothing
If I had your something

Being in your arms
Basking in your charms

Don't make me wait
It's already late

I miss your handsome face
The sweetest in the history of the human race

You make me swoon
Please let it be soon

I love you beyond measure
My wonderful treasure

Not Softly

No, you aren't killing me softly
Nothing soft about it
You killed me hard
You wasn't taking no sh^%

You murdered me
Was it wrong?
You had to do it
To make me strong

But the fact is
I'm still alive
Bleeding out slowly
Ain't no jive

I should be mad
But I'm not
I had to give
To get what I got

I just thought you should know
What you did to me
Now I'm just waiting on you
To tell me how's it gonna be

You killed me hard
I guess you knew you would
I died for you
For the greater good

Best Friend

It's a fact
He's my best friend
And that's forever
It will never end

People will come
People will go
He'll always be there
This I know

There are no games
Only pure love
I belong with Him
Like a hand in a glove 

Whatever He tells me
I love to obey
I may not understand
But I know it's the best way

He blessed me with something
My heart always desired
Different than I imagined
But what I secretly admired

Oh my best friend
I love you so
No news to you
You already know

 

Michael And Mother

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Another Day

Forever
Is the condition
Of our love
It's our mission

For me
To wait
Is my
Fate

My love
Grows
My soul
Knows

Soon can't come
Fast enough
I want you now
You've got the right stuff

A little more patience
Is what I need
Though everyday apart
My heart will bleed

You're worth the wait
I accept that fact
My love for you
Will remain intact

"Soon,my love."
Are the words you say
Forever is a long time
I can wait for you
Another day

Hey You!

He's so stupid
He can't help it
I guess he can't help
What he did

Maybe he doesn't remember
What he did to me back then
A young,naive woman
He knew what he did back when

But he's still doing  the stuff
What he's not supposed to do
On the internet
But he's going to jail,too

I hope you see this
Yes you
Do you remember me
I do too

I want to confront you

Show You More Love

How can I show you more love
Please tell me what to do
I need to make this happen
To show that I love you

Is the any thing you want
Is there any thing you need
Just tell me what it is
I'll serve you up with speed

You say you want my time
You say you want my attention
I feel it's not enough
Is there something else you'd like to mention

The only time I'm truly happy
Is when I'm spending time with you
I just need to get that through my thick head
That that's all I need to do

50 Ways I Love You

I love you in the morning
I love you in the night
I love you when I'm brave
I love you when I'm full of fright

I love you when I'm happy
I love you when I'm sad
I love you when I'm so confused
I love you when I feel I've gone mad

I love you when I sleep
I love you when I'm awake
I love you when I cook
I love you when I bake

I love you when I bathe
I love you when I'm on the pot
I love you when I'm cold
I love you when I'm hot

I love you when it rains
I love you when it's sunny
I love you when life is crazy
I love you when life is funny

I love you when I listen to Classical
I love you when I listen to R&B
I love you when I listen to Rock
I love you when I'm forced to hear Country

I love you when I'm feeling good
I love you when I'm feeling low
I love you when I'm at the beach
I love you when I'm in snow

I love you when I'm making a mess
I love you when I clean
I love you when I get your point
I love you when I'm not sure of what you mean

I love you when I eat
I love you when I drink
I love you when you teach me
I love you when you make me think

I love you when we meditate
I love you when we pray
I love you when we sit in silence
I love you when we've got much to say

I love you when I'm hungry
I love you when I'm full
I love you when you push me
I love you when you pull

I love you when you're in Heaven
I love you when you're on Earth
I love you when I'm slender
I love you when I have this extra girth

I love you more and more each day
I love you more in every way

Explosion

My love is so intense
I'm about to explode
I knew sooner or later
I'd go down this road

It's just a matter of time
Before I spontaneously combust
There is no other way
The result is a must

It feels like soon
I will detonate
There's nothing more I want
Than to be with my mate

The time is near
When I will erupt
They won't see it coming
It will be seemingly abrupt

My feelings of love
They might think are dumb
They'll believe when I blast
To kingdom come

If I can't have you soon
I surely will burst
Please come to me
And quench my thirst

Your Glow

You are a beautiful glow
That lights up my being
Invisible to the world's eyes
But my spirit is clearly seeing

I no longer know the truth
In this world that I am living
All I know is I love you so
You're the gift that keeps on giving

Your glow lights up my heart
Your glow lights up my head
Your glow gives me the will to live
Your glow keeps my soul well-fed

Your glow is somewhere better
In the place of love and forever
One day soon, I'll glow with you
Thank God Almighty, we'll be together

 

I See You

Leaning back
After an exhausting day
Closing my eyes
It's the only way

I see you
When I close my eyes
But that's predictable
It's no surprise

Though you aren't near
You're seemingly far
You're inside of me
That's where you are

I can see your face
It overwhelms me much
I'd give anything I had
Just to be able to touch

I can smell you too
Gentle musk and sweat
Just a whiff of you
Makes me wet

I can feel your hands
Arms,legs and feet
I've never known anything
To be this sweet

When I hear your voice
My heart does melt
The most wonderful feelings
I've ever felt

I know your taste
I love what it is
Lights up my spirit
Like photosynthesis

When you close your eyes
What do you see?
I pray to God
That you see me

You Are

The sky is blue and pretty

You are blue and pretty

That is sad and sweet

You are sad and sweet

You make my heart bleed

You are a bleeding heart

I love you

You are my love

You Are The Eternal Me

You are the majority of the eternal me
Though I am presently in this skin
We'll be complete when the time is right
You'll get completely all within

No more limitations
Of what I can give to you
No more barriers
In what I can do

Gone will be the obstacle
Of my many distractions
I'll live 100% for you
Give you unending satisfactions

Bear with me until that time has come
Until then,I vow to give you most of me
Because without you,love,my soul is dead
But with you,love, my soul is free

I Stole Your Grass

I stole your grass
I hope you aren't mad
It'll make me happy
When I'm feeling sad

I know it's weird
And so am I
I can't help it
You're my favorite guy

I planted it today
In my pot
I'll treat it with care
Because I love you a lot

As it grows
So will my love,too
In case you haven't noticed
I'm in love with you!

Bless You Very Much

Bless you very much

Bless your heart 

Bless your soul

Bless every part

Bless you in the morning 

Bless you at night 

Praying for your blessings 

Fills my soul with delight 

I want the very best for you 

Your happiness and such

I hope I'm a big part of it

Bless you very much 

No Dessert

No I don't want no sweet potato pie
I don't want no ice cream
I don't want no pudding
Don't want no chocolate cake supreme

Don't want no baked Alaska
Don't want no chocolate mousse
Don't want no kinda cupcake
Don't want no kinda sweet juice

I don't want no ding dongs
I don't want no cheesecake
Don't want no layered trifle
I don't want no chocolate shake

I don't need no sweet dessert
Whenever I'm with you
You're sweeter than any treat
You're brown sugar sure will do

Beautiful Butterfly

Beautiful butterfly. Black with blue bits.
Carefully colliding with my chest
Having a healing of my heart
Depositing delicate dust deposits
Exiting extra early
Leaving me lamenting
Promise me paradise
Retrieve me rapidly
Whisk me away when you will
I'll faithfully follow you for ever
Beautiful butterfly

The Knowledge

Apparently, I have the knowledge
It's engraved in my psyche
Because of my moods or insecurities
It can be, at times,rather spiky

Within my soul
The truth is etched
To others it may seem
A bit far fetched

That's because they only believe
What's on parchment in pen
Or the words and beliefs
Of fallible men

I know the truth
And you can know, too
Be not afraid to look within
There is where you'll find you

All of my knowledge
Chiseled in my heart
The truth is I love you
I have from the start

I Love You

I love you

Sure as rain

Sure as laughter

Sure as pain

Sure as the sky

Sure as the sea

Sure as everything

That's meant to be

Sure as I breathe

Sure as there's air

Sure as there's far

Sure as there's near

Sure as there's truth

Sure as there's existence

The time has come

I must stop this resistance

These feelings I have

I can no longer fight

What I try to escape

Keeps coming to light

There will be a time

When the "why's" are perfectly clear

Until then and forevermore

I love you, dear

You Did This To Me

You Did This

You did this to me

You made me crazy

You did it with zeal

You were not lazy


I was living my life

In the midst of hell

You barreled right in

You rang my bell


I was merely existing

But spiritually dead

Like a thief in the night

You got into my head


I sorta knew of you before

But then you instantly changed

We were immediately acquainted

It was Divinely arranged


You came right in

Awoke me from the illusion

You showed me the truth

Through all my confusion


You made me crazy

You turned my world upside down

I've never been the same

I don't know blue from brown


You questioned all I thought I knew

You forced me into reality

You dismissed the false dream I lived

And showered me with actuality


Yes, because of you, I'm crazy now

Being real in an illusionary world, what else can you be

But I wouldn't change it for anything

My gratitude and love is your possession for eternity

Pleasure

Allow me to pleasure you

The pleasure will be mine

I've never wanted a man so badly before

I've never knew one so fine

 

It would be my honor

It would be my privilege

I want to take you there

I need to cross that bridge

 

The real pleasure would be for me

As I give it all to you

You'd be doing me the favor

Please know that this is true

 

Please let me give this gift to you

Tell me how to go about it

My only desire is to pleasure you

I'm not ashamed to shout it

 

His

I'm your girl
Through thick or thin
My love for you
Ingrained within

I may be sick
I may be blue
But feeling your love
Makes me feel brand new

I live for you
Nothing else matters
I'll follow you to paradise
When my life here scatters

Do you truly understand
The depths of my feelings
It's utterly infinite
It has no ceilings

I'm not embarrassed
Nor am I ashamed
If anyone asks
You'll be clearly named

There are no boundaries for my love
Though you are theoretically "far away"
Communication within
It gets stronger everyday

Sniffling Along

Sniffling along
Brain is confused
This cold virus
Into my body is  infused

I have that feeling
Of fog in my brain
I feel so yucky
How long will it remain?

Don't no what to do
I can't think straight
I'm in a daze
I don't feel great

Go away cold
Don't come around here no more
You were uninvited
There's the front door!

Embroidery Of Love

I have to say,I love the way

God embroidered me into your heart

A thing of pure Omniscience

A masterpiece of art

He started off with you

On a canvas clean and blank

He started on a creation

For which I have Him to thank

He saw you weren't complete

He knew just what to do

From out of you he created me

To perfectly compliment you

Though it took a while to see it

It had been going on behind the scenes

He will see it come together

By using any means

Little by little, everyday

Me into you He stitches

Tighter until His work is done

And we're a component of His riches

Weave me unto him

Until he and I are one

When His task is finished

We'll finally have won

Deny The Truth

Have you ever tried to deny the truth
That God has put into your heart
You try to break away
But it can't be set apart

You can't deny your soul's purpose
Though you might try to run away
But you can't run from God's will
At the end of the day

Well, maybe you can
If you're not His child
You can do what you please
Be free and run wild

For the hundredth time I prayed
To have His will and desire in my heart
Don't know why I thought it would change today
He put me right back where I was from the start

I'll have to keep on keeping on
And pray for clear direction
Following His plan
Will lead to perfection

I Fancy You

I'm not a fancy person
But I fancy you
I think of fancy thoughts
All the whole day through

When I know you're happy
And get that fancy smile
I fancy you all over again
A love longer than the Nile

I fancy you all day
I fancy you all night
Fancying you is as natural
It brings my spirit delight

Sugar Is Sweet

His sugar is so sweet
Given so lovingly
So sweet it is
I want it in my coffee

Sweet like brown sugar
Sweet like molasses
When I can't get it
The thought haunts and harasses

So tenderly it sweetens
I just can't get enough
I'd do anything for him
Just gimme that sweet stuff 

Keep On Doing It

No matter how hard it seems
Keep on doing it
No matter if it seems unlikely
Keep on doing it
No matter if others would say you are crazy
Keep on doing it
No matter if you have fleeting moments of doubt
Keep on doing it
No matter if there are times you don't quite understand
Keep on doing it
No matter if it seems as if it will take forever
Keep on doing it
No matter how emotional you get
Keep on doing it
No matter if you sometimes feel you're wasting time
Keep on doing it
No matter how the tears flow
Keep on doing it

Never give up, Nomy
Have faith
Let your tears water the growth
Know you will get what's promised if you persevere
Don't let anything or anyone get in the way
Do what you are supposed to do
Keep on praying
Never give up
Love is sacrifice
KEEP ON DOING IT!

Hey, Mr Sam Cooke

Hey, Mr Sam Cooke
Where ever you are, take a look

This is a thank you poem
I think you know 'em

The one's where I say you touched my heart
How your lyrics to me are truly art

Though you left before my arrival
You've been a little part of my survival

No negative attachments to your songs
I've listened to you my whole life long

I listen to you when I'm down
Then the blues don't wanna stick around

Your music puts a smile on my face
My heart for you holds a special place

Mr. Sam Cooke, where ever you are
Forever to me, you'll be a star

Music Gets Me By

Music gets me by
When I want to cry

When I sigh
When away I want to fly

Or feeling shy
Or don't know why

When I feel lonely
Because I want him only

When I need love
And pray to God above

When I'm obsessed with a thought
When my emotions are caught

When I'm happy,too
When I think of you

When I know I have to wait
On my promised fate

When I know on that date
I'll finally celebrate

Music gets me by...

More Than Special

What can I say Ishi
Except you're the best guy I know
You're more than special
And I love you so
You aren't near
You are kind of far
But you live in my heart
That's where you are
Man,
I
Certainly
Have
An
Eternal
Love
Just
Always
Craving
Keep
Seeing
Oneness
Near

Lita Like Vanilla

My friend, Lita
She like the vanilla
A craving so strong
It's almost a killa

She like that ivory
That sweet, smooth taste
If her dream comes true
It won't go to waste

When she see that vanilla
Her composure always slips
But she knows what she wants
To taste that vanilla on her lips