Bucket Of Tears

I have a roomful of buckets
Buckets of tears
Only my being with you
Can make them disappear

Why shouldn't I cry?
I yearn relentlessly for you
The tears are a badge of honor
It's an honor to be in love with you

In between the tears are smiles
So the buckets won't overflow
Just knowing one day I'll be with you
Is enough to make my soul glow

hey..

Time Is Near

Had that sad, lonely feeling from when I awoke
You told me to hold on for your promised kiss
You say to hold out for just a little longer
You'll make up for everything I miss

You plead with me to have faith in you
You show so much patience in me
You understand I long to be with you
You know I love you endlessly


You know I don't quite understand everything
Why your leaving here broke my heart
You said it's a lesson we had to learn
When we're finally together, we'll never part


You promise me the time is near
Your crop is nearly ready to be sown
The day you come to pick me, you say
You'll be happy that I am all your own

100% Faith

I've mulled things over
I've made up my mind
To have 100% faith in your decisions
Because I've decided true faith is blind

I still may ask you why
If you choose not to say,I'll understand
I guess the reasons aren't that important
My devotion to you is what's at hand

I trust you with my life
I trust you with my very soul
Because I'm literally part of you
Together we make a whole

You'll always choose the best for us
You'll never steer us wrong
You and me together,babe
Make a truly great love song

My Cup Of Tea

In the very beginning
They all saw that I was smitten
After all this time they still see
By the true love bug, I've been bitten

The initial exciting feelings are still there
I'm just as giddy about you as before
But the very heart of the matter is
To this very day I love you even more

I realize our thing isn't everyone's cup of tea
Not every woman would appreciate your style
Being submissive,learning from you is cool with me
The reciprocity of our love makes it all worth while

I'm the only one for you
You're the only one for me
You are ever-present in my soul
Babe, you are my cup of tea 

I'm Weak

Everyday
I love you more
Than I did
The day before

For you
I am weak
Sometimes
I can't speak

For you
I weep
I'm in this 
So deep

I'll always
Put you first
Because you're the one
For whom I thirst

I'm going crazy
From this desire
Only you
Can quench the fire


I believe you when
You made that promise
We'll be together soon
And have eternal bliss

Love Songs

I used to listen to love songs
I thought they were pretty and sweet
I'd hoped one day to experience love
That my Mr Right I'd meet

But things didn't turn out that way
I know now that it was all just games
In my haste to know happily ever after
I fucked up-not naming any names

Oh, I thought I knew what love was
I forced a scenario to try to make it true
Since then I've learned the hard way
To be true to myself in all I do

So for the last two and a half years we've bonded
Now I truly know what those love songs are about
Maybe the price of love was pain before pleasure
But the love is so amazing, it makes me want to shout

 

No Noise

Stopped the noise
Ended the rigmarole
Couldn't take no more
God bless my soul

Didn't want to do it
But I had to shut it down
Much less stress
And peace abound

I need my time to be spent
Giving my baby love
Nothing else matters more
I'll put nothing else above

Ode To My Boo

Thank you for loving me
I can't express it enough
I'll love you for eternity
And all that mushy stuff

You came to me in the nick of time
When I was uncomfortable in my own skin
You tore down the walls and took the blinders off
You forced me to look deep within

You got me to finally got me to get rid of the baggage
Of all the distractions that were standing in the way
Of the path to growing closer to God and you
And we did this together, day by day

I don't want to go back to how things were
To grow you have to let some things go
This journey is more important than worldly things
From now til forever, with you I will flow

Complete

I love to be your baby girl
I'll always put you first
Because you're the one for whom I hunger
You're the one for whom I thirst

Every thought that I think
I hope is pleasing to you
Whatever goes in or out of my mouth
I wonder if that's what you would do

On this journey to becoming one
I feel we are SO almost there
If I have to let some things go
We're worth it, so I don't care

You are the air I breathe
You are my heart's only beat
I am the other part of you
Together we are complete

Thanx

Thank you for the kitty
That was very kind
It reiterates the fact
That our true love is blind

I so want to be with you
But I'll take what I can get
You wanted to ease my pain
So you sent me my own pet

She's our little "love child"
Named after  your friend
You are, indeed, my soulmate
Our love can never end

I Got The Itis

I got the itis
You gave it to me
I got the itis
Most definitely

You filled me up
With some good lovin'
But there's still room
All up in my oven

I got the itis
Gimme some more
I ain't never had itis
Like this before

I got the itis
It's somethin' I won't hide
I got the itis,babe
You keep me so satisfied

Sanctified

I love my sweet king
He's loving and kind
I just call out his name
And he's not far behind

He loves my soul
And I love his
That's because they are one
That's what it is

The separation lines
Are starting to get cloudy
As we merge together
I do so proudly

I love being female queen
To his alpha-male
When it's a fusion sanctified by God
You know it'll never fail

Father/Child

Sometimes I don't understand
The things God puts me through
I guess it's not for me to know
He does what He has to do

I know He's my loving Father
And I know I am His child
Some kids need to learn things hard
While others need it mild

I remember when I lost my way for awhile
He lovingly welcomed me back in the fold
Even though I'm still on punishment
He's there for me to hold

I Thank the Lord for His unconditional love
As He lovingly helps me get back on track
This is the love of a Father to His child
I'm so happy He's got my back

Another Year(In Paradise)

Another year
Has come and gone
Without you here
It feels so wrong

But on the other hand
It feels so right
You're where you belong
In peace and in the Light

When you left
Things were never the same
You left a void
It's now just a lonely game

Don't get me wrong
I want you there in Paradise
I just long to be there with you
And see you with my own two eyes

I know you'll be right next to me
When I'm crying alone tonight
But at the same time I'll be happy
Because loving you makes me feel alright

Blind Devotion

There's this thing I have for you
It's called blind devotion
The love I feel for you
Is my deepest emotion

I have faith in you
That what you say is true
I can never doubt your word
I have blind devotion to you

You'll never steer me wrong
Because you're devoted to me
We have blind devotion to one another
That's clearly plain to see

Our Garden Grows

I keep on making it complicated
When it really is quite easy
You say just be your woman
Just keep it light and breezy

I guess I over think things
When you tell me not to worry
I do have 100% faith in you
I won't allow my fears to scurry

I love to simply be your woman
Let's enjoy as our garden grows
I love you simply being the man
Let's go pick our ripe tomatoes!

Together And Separate

Together and separate
That's what we are
You are so near
I feel so far

I want you to go
And I want you to enjoy your fun
I want you to be happy
I want you to shine in the sun

I want you to myself
Yet, I want to share you with the Universe
Go out there and be spectacular
Then come on home to me to nurse

Of course we'll have fun together
I'll laugh and make love with my best friend
We'll explore the Universe together
Our love is forever and will never end

My Heart

You make my heart happy
When I feel it has broken
My feelings towards you
Are words left unspoken

How can I ever express
The depths of my emotions
There's no words that exist
Just inexpressible notions


God sure does love me
He knows all you do
You love me so much
And I love you,too

First Place

You are first,second and third
Win, place and show
In other words, my all
I just wanted you to know

For me there's no other
You're the king of my heart
You're the prince of my passion
You're a fine work of art

Please take me with you
There's nothing left holding me back
I'm ready to take that step
With you, I will never lack

You're Love Is Like "Wow"

I promise I'll never
Put another above you
That's because
I only love you

Make the evil
Go away
So I can have you
Everyday

You know that
I want only you
There is no one else
Only you will do

I'll put you first
This is my vow
How can I not
When your love is like "wow"

Wherever

Hey baby face
I'm ready to follow
Wherever it be
I surely will go

I don't care
If it's left or right
I want to go
And snuggle you tight

I don't care
If it's up or down
To me you are
The jewel in a crown

Yes,I remember
Back in '83
It's our little secret
Just you and me

Yes, baby face
I'm so ready to follow
Your love fills my soul
That once was so hollow

Love Drippings

I really need to get there ASAP
My love for you is overflowing
It's dripping out of me
I do believe it's showing

It's dripping on the sofa
It's dripping on the chair
My bed is soaking wet with it
It permeates the air

It's sweet as honey
It's strong like glue
The love is dripping everywhere
It's all because of you

I want to go with you
I want to go right away
I must give the love directly
Oh,how I long for that day

(and this is the song I'll be singing)

The Haunting

Your past is always haunting me
Why won't it let me be
It's in nearly everything I see
In my face tauntingly
When will I be set free
The you I know is lovingly
Not what turned out messily
The real you is so Heavenly
I'm waiting so patiently
But I cry for you longingly
I want to be with you desperately
Only the Lord knows when the time will be
In the meantime I'll send my love freely
And you know I love you unconditionally
I'll love you always, eternally

Mr. Wonderful

Hello there, Mr Wonderful
You're such a groovy man
Share with me your desires
I'll do anything I can

I was just so very lost
Until the blessed day you found me
God works in such mysterious ways
Making beauty out of tragedy


Forever and a day
I'll treat you like a king
I love that I'm your queen
It's such a beautiful thing


Every night I dream of you
I hunger for your touch
I love you Mr Wonderful
I love you, oh so much

Sweet

I'm so in love with you
I can barely contain myself
Any leftover insecurities
I have  put on the shelf

You make me so happy
I could just scream
Loving you so
Is like a dream

I love you so much
I made you a pie
I love to love you
You make me so high

You're such a sweet guy
You are the shit
You are da man
And I'm lovin it!

Svengali

I never really was that wild
But still I needed to be tamed
You put me back on track sometimes
Because my soul was maimed

We need to be on the same page
I don't mind that today you tamed me
It feels so natural you being in charge
Just like you did when you named me

Many people don't like to be controlled
Some might even say you're a Svengali
They don't understand it all comes from love
Doing it your way is what keeps me jolly

All the decisions you make for us
Are for the best, unselfish and wise
The way I see it, I'm the winner
And you, my sir,the prize

Thoroughly Disconcerting

The fact that we aren't physically together
I find thoroughly disconcerting
I weep when I ponder the current situation
For the truth is I am really hurting

You happen to be the one
The only one that makes me tingle
You breathed life into my soul
Forever with you I shall mingle

I feel it coming closer every single day
I know our time will soon be here
I hope they forgive me for what I shall do
And understand it's with you I must be near

Please let me know
When the time has finally come
For you and me
To be the perfect sum

Pound Of Love

I gained another pound
It happened overnight
I sat and wondered why
But now I see the light

We prayed for us to be closer
For our mind and soul to be one
I guess our prayers were answered
Because God's will has made it done

My love for you is deeper
Than it was when I went to bed
I can feel our minds getting closer
I can feel our souls being fed

So I'm not upset that I gained a pound
For that pound is solid, pure love
My love for you grows steadily stronger
For that, I thank the Lord above

Torture

Sometimes it's pure torture
I want you so bad
So close I can taste it
It's driving me mad

I try to turn to things
That can somehow make me cope
But you'll no longer let me
Because in me, you have hope

Sometimes it's just torture
That I long to hold you tight
But you wipe away my tears
And tell me soon it will be alright

Your "No's" come from love
Your love melts the torture away
Don't worry, I'm still hanging on
Looking forward to that blessed day