Friday, March 13, 2015

Lovely Day

I wish I could spend
This lovely day with you
We'd just do
Whatever you wanted to

You're here in spirit
And that's O.K
But how I yearn
For that joyous day

The day when this seperation
Is just a thing of the past
The day when our togethrness
Is something that will last

Sun is shining
Birds are singing
And hark! Do I hear
The ice cream truck bell ringing?

It's such a lovely day
But it's empty without you
I pray for the day to get caught up
Then never again will I be blue
 

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Thank you

Thank you for
Making that sacrifice for me
Giving that advice to me
Just being nice to me

Thank you for 
Hearing
Sharing
And caring

Thank you for 
Giving
Living
And forgiving

Thank you for 
Knowing
Showing
And growing

You'll receive my love 100 fold
As I'm forever in your debt
Since the very first time we met
Good loving forever is what you'll get

Sunday, March 08, 2015

Never Gonna Give You Up

Never gonna give you up
Not for all the tea in China
Because lovin' you, sir
Nothin' could be finer

Never gonna give you up
Not for gold, pure and fine
Nothing can compare to you
And I'm proud to say you're mine

Never gonna give you up
Your love makes my world go round
I believe I'll just love you forever
Do you like the way that sounds?

For Real

Some say I'm obsessed
But really I'm possessed
By your love. I am blessed
It's better than the rest
I have to get it of my chest
You just fill me with zest
Because you are the best

Here comes the time, I guess
To publicly confess
No matter the mess
Serious like chess
You deserve no less
My love for you,I hereby profess
 

Love Vomit

Just one look at you
Words flow out like love vomit
Vomit in a good way
As fast as a comet

What you doin' to me, boy
You got me wrapped around your finger
 You make the rhymes come out
Like I'm a rap singer

I'm stupid for you
I act kinda crazy
When the love vomit comes
It ain't lazy

When the love vomit flows
I just can't seem to stop
If I don't express it
My heart will just pop

Bring it on baby
This love vomit is O.K
With this kind of lovin'
I can vomit all  day

I Wish

I sometimes do wish
I had more than your picture to kiss
The touch of the physical
Is something I miss

To look in your eyes
I lovingly long
To hear you whisper
To me your song

If I could taste
Your sweet cocoa flesh
If I could see 
Our bodies mesh

To smell your smell
When holding you tight
I know that I'd feel
Oh, so right

Instead we're taking the time
To work on mind, spirit and soul
So when we come together
Our love will be whole

Still a girl can dream
About being with her man
But she must hold on a bit longer
It will happen when it can
 

It Was You

You are all
That they are not
In all your actions
Deeds and thoughts

They all hurt me
With love that was selfish
Then you came along
Better than I could wish

They all hurt me
With conditional love
But yours was different
Sent from up above

I hold no grudges
And I wish them no ill
Because the truth of it all
Is they weren't part of God's will

When I did what was right
The difference was clear
You showed me real love
It was like a breath of fresh air

I wish I could articulate
The depths of how I love you so
But the way we are with one another
I think you already know
 

Saturday, March 07, 2015

Your Smile

Your smile is
God's most wonderful creation
It's so beautiful
A reason for celebration

Your smile is as fantastic
As the majestic ice-capped mountains
As perfect as the blue skies and seas
As radiant as the natural fountains

It's as loving as
Mothers giving birth
It's as special as
All the animals on Earth

It's as bright as
The moon or any star
The most incredible thing
That's ever existed, by far

It proves your happiness
Which is the most precious thing to me
I hope to see it in person  soon
To fill my spirit with everlasting glee


Hey There

Hey there you
Handsome fellow
Just standin' there
Lookin' all mellow

That sparkle in your eye
That makes me blush
Speeds up my heartbeat
Makes my blood pressure rush

I know you know
What you do to me
I know you like it
It makes you happy

You know inside
You make me squeal
It turns you on 
The way you make me feel

Don't stop being
My handsome man
Because no one can please me
The way that you can
 

Wednesday, March 04, 2015

Tick Tock

Counting down the minutes
Til I get to be with you
I'm so darn excited
That's what I'm gonna do

Don't know for sure how long
Minutes, hours, days or years
When the time comes to pass 
I'll be crying joyous tears

The thought puts a smile on my face
You really make me grin
When that time comes to be
We'll be the happiest we've ever been

Watching the clock go tick-tock
Is what I like to do
It really gives me such a thrill
To know soon I'll be with you

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

_And_

There is a girl named_
There is a boy named _
They like to have a lot of fun
Doing things they like

They like to go on nature hikes
They like to play hide and seek
They love to spend their time together
Listening to each other speak

She really likes him a lot
He is her best friend
He made a promise to her
That his love would never end

She began to cry
As she thought how happy she was
He said "I will wipe the tears
Because that's what a best friend does."

She felt a sense of joy
Deeply from within
As long as she has his love
She will always win
 

Monday, February 16, 2015

Time Is Near

You make my soul soar to new heights
You rapture me with your delights

When I look into your face
The only one in the human race
To whose heart I can back trace
To your love and God's grace

Anything outside is peripheral
Because our oneness is literal

It's only a matter of time I've been told
Before you are mine to behold

The veil is nearly down, as are the walls
Soon to be joined in those heavenly halls

It's so close I can taste it
The love, I'll never waste it

The force can't be stopped
My desire can't be topped

I'm almost there, I can feel it
Waiting for the word to seal it

My love, I'm on my way
It could happen any day....

Sunday, February 15, 2015

Masterpiece

A vision of beauty
A work of art
I love you
With all my heart

Soulful eyes
Chiseled jaw
You've got me
Filled with awe

I love your skin
Cocoa brown
I love your voice
A soothing sound

You're so smart
A beautiful mind
Anything better
I can't find

How I love you
My sweet sunshine
I am yours 
And you are mine

Saturday, February 07, 2015

Intoxicate Me

Intoxicate me
The way that liquor do
Make me tipsy
And feel brand new

Satisfy my soul
Like only you know how
Bring me to my knees
Make me take a bow

Make tonight the night
I scream your name
Nourish our souls
More than any fame

I'll allow you to make me happy
I'll give up all control
I'll stop being selfish
And let you love me whole

From now until forever
Surrender is my name
That's my gift to you
To let you lead the game
 

Friday, February 06, 2015

Without You

Without you
I'm like

A fin without a fish
An expectation without a wish
A day without night
A butterfly without flight
A sea without a shore
On opportunity without a door
A sandwich without bread
A body without a head
A key without a lock
A shoe without a sock
A walk without feet
A heart without beat
A win without a goal
A spirit without a soul
A life without breath
A love without depth

I need you
I love you
I just can't exist
Without you

 M

Saturday, January 31, 2015

I Wish

I wish I could tell everyone
Everything about you
I wish I could tell them all
Of the wonderful things you do

I'd tell them how you make me happy
Whenever I'm feeling sad
I'd tell them that we like being silly
And you always make me glad

I wish that I could tell them
That you treat me like a queen
Not in a materialistic way
But with what's important and unseen

I'd tell them how you brought me back
Like a shepherd, back to God
You helped to reinforce that bond
It's not in any way odd

For now I'll keep our love a secret
I guess it's just what I must do
As long as we have God's blessing
Nothing matters but me and you

Thursday, January 29, 2015

Mask



I'm broken
Fix me
Sometimes life
Kicks me
They hurt me
With lies
I've been deceived
What a surprise
What have I done
To deserve such a fate
To be pummeled with deception
Envy and hate
All I want is love
Is that too much to ask
I'll have to wait til Heaven
To give up this mask

Friday, January 23, 2015

Lady In Waiting

They call me
Lady in waiting
Standing in the shadows
Anticipating

Waiting for my love
To tell me he's done
All is ready
Come home, run

Waiting for our King
To show us the time is now
We'll be so grateful
Fall on our knees and bow

Until that time
I'm your lady in waiting
Crying, yet patiently
Anticipating
 

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

No Tomorrow

Gonna sow them seeds
Like there ain't no tomorrow
No time to waste
Ain't got time for sorrow

I know it's comin'
Right around the corner
Gotta plant them seeds
Stop bein' a mourner

It's pretty obvious
It's crystal clear
The time to reap
Is comin' near

They don't listen 
To what I share
They don't believe it
Or they don't care

I guess it don't really matter to them
But for me, ain't no more time to borrow
I'm gonna sow them seeds like crazy
Like there really ain't no tomorrow

Friday, January 16, 2015

No Feelings

No feelings
No pain
No sadness
To gain

No feeling 
No tears
No crying
Through the years

Ignored and abandoned
Don't hurt
Being used
Don't feel like dirt

Friends and family
Convenient when needing
Don't see my agony
I'm slowly bleeding

Few see the pain
Maybe it's my fault
Locked away
In my private vault

They ask how I am
Only superficially
So I answer the question
Just as artificially

They just choose not to see
When I wear my heart on my sleeve
They're blind to the fact
That I openly grieve

All is not lost
God really loves me
He gave me one to love
Unconditionally

Storing my treasures in heaven
Because here they rust away
There is where I'll have my love
A love that's there to stay
 
 

Thursday, January 15, 2015

Still

Trembling
With desire
Burning
With fire
I need you
So badly
I'll run to you
Gladly
I'm being patient
The best I can
But I long to be
With my man 
I have to learn
To love you right
Before I can have
You in sight
We're one soul
And one mind
The rest of the prize
Not too far behind
Waiting is hard
But I do still
Because I love you
And always will
 
 

Sunday, January 04, 2015

I Can Feel It

I can feel it
We're working hard
Sowing the seeds
In our paradise yard

Laboring and toiling
You right there
I'm laboring from love
From right here

I can feel the love
While you water our lot
It sprinkles down to me
In just the right spot

We'll reap love forever together
With constant attention and care
I'm hoping and praying
That our time is near

Saturday, January 03, 2015

Never

Won't
Can't
Will never
 Shan't

Destiny
Fate
Much too
Great

Ingrained
Attached
Forever
Matched

Impossible 
Mission
Permanent
Condition

Hanging on
With all my might
The promised land
Is in near sight


Thursday, January 01, 2015

What It Is

When we were younger
We wondered
Made many mistakes
We blundered

Spent our whole lives
Trying to fill the hole
Thought it could be filled
By reaching a great goal

Still there was something
In our souls that were missing
Catching false bites
While blindly fishing

When the time was right
Things became suddenly clear
Like a brick on the head
That fell from the air

Now we know what it is
But it's not time for it yet
We have to prepare
And get everything set

Looking in hindsight

Everything fell into place
He knew what he was doing
In His infinite grace

Two souls, one spirit
That's you and me
The best is yet to come
Just wait and see!

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Not Afraid

You think I am
But I'm not afraid
I'll have to show you
Of what I'm made

You think I step forward
Then take two steps back
When it's just the knowledge
That I lack

Show and tell me
What I need to know
Whenever it's time
I'm ready to go

Maybe I'm a little scared
Of not being good enough
But I've been told to have faith
And all that good stuff

I'm ready to prove to you
And the world I'm not afraid
To give myself to you
As I have prayed 





Friday, December 19, 2014

The Plead

I love you
Come get me
I need you
So badly

I'm begging
I'm pleading
We both know that
It's you I'm needing

Where you are
Is much better than here
I want to enjoy you
Over there

I promise to be good
I vow to love you right
I promise to honor you
Each  day and night

Send for me soon
I'm so lonely
I was made for you
To love you only

Sunday, November 30, 2014

More Than Just A Memory

When they think of you
It's different than what I see
They see you as a particular image
But you're more than just a memory

You are my here and now
A thing that lasts through time and space
A blessed gift  for eternity
A product of God's true grace

These are the things you taught me
You showed me what to do
This is my way of acknowledging that
And another way to say "I love you"

Thursday, November 27, 2014

He Is

Ishi is is so good to me
This is what I know
I love the way he is to me
The way he lets it show

When others put me down
He is always there
To put a smile upon my face
To bring me much good cheer

Though he lives so far away
We're standing side by side
He catches me when I fall
He never lets me slide

Sometimes I feel unworthy
Of his lovingness towards me
He scoffs and says "Hey, you
Were made for me, silly.

The only thing I ask of you
Is to take your place next to me
If you keep what you're supposed to
Things will turn out beautifully."

I don't know what I did
To deserve such a wonderful man
But I vow to pray for and love him
Every minute of the day I can.

Saturday, November 22, 2014

Without

A queen
Without her king
Such a very
Very sad thing

She tries to be strong
Be the tears still drop
She feels she can't breathe
Her heart wants to stop

She's been given her orders
That she must wait
She's surrendered to His will
Because He's never late

Still she is sad, though
This queen without her king
She knows it's worth waiting for
And will be a beautiful thing

May she use this time wisely
To learn his habits and ways
Allow herself to molded
For future beautiful days...
 

Friday, November 07, 2014

What Love Is

I've always had a soft spot in my heart
For sad, troubled men
For as long as I can remember
From way back when

But now that I've gotten older
I've come to realize
Well, actually it was pointed out to me
By a soul I consider wise

What I thought of as love
Was in fact just human care
My need to rescue someone
Is what really took me there

When I finally found real love
That took over forty years
I took a good look back on things
And learned from all my tears

Real love is a mutual thing
Not just focused upon one
The days of me settling for crumbs
Are finally over and done

A real love doesn't take advantage
And take what they can get
Out of another's caring nature
So that their needs are met

A real love admires that quality
And wants her on his team
So they can work together
With love bursting at the seam

1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Got the definition of love right
The difference is amazing
I finally see the light

Forever thankful I'll be
I love someone who fits that mold
Forever I will treasure him
He is more precious than gold