These are my poems,from my heart. Some are to God,some are to my Bronze Adonis ,some are just for fun and in general
(Songs to match the mood of the poem...or is it the other way around? hmmm...)
Here’s a show for you… Today is Tuesday episode of Nomy Jackson's Love
https://open.spotify.com/episode/2nXdttz2f9CQysk06KeDKO?si=EjTcNpvxTLGCnRkapBDoxg
There are some days
I feel frustrated or sad
I begin to yearn for things
That I never had
No matter how I'm feeling
There's one thing on which you can always depend
No matter what is going on
My love for you will never end
You see, you can depend on that love
Because God,Himself gave it to me
He gifted me my purpose of loving you
It's a gift to you from Him,so it will always be
I can't run away from it
It's not for me to stray
As the water and air have their job
My love is here to stay
It existed before the beginning of time
It was always part of His plan
Although I didn't always know it
It was spoken into existence before the dawn of man
You may be there and I am here
But love and energy don't die
My love is always there for you
You needn't ask what,where or why
My love for you is a gift from God
You couldn't ask for a more willing lover
You can depend on my love forever
Together we will explore things yet undiscovered
I'm just a QMOD
Quivering mass of desire
Whenever you touch me
My parts burn like fire
I can't contain myself
It's almost dire
If I said I didn't need you
I'd be a liar
Your loving lifts me up
To places like heaven and higher
My longing for you
Will never expire
You're the one that I want
The one I require
The one that I need
The one I admire
Giving myself to you
Is all I aspire
I'll never leave you
You're my drug and supplier
All these thoughts in my mind
Getting more intense by the minute
Thoughts fighting with each other
Like the damn U.S Senate
I keep forgetting
That you read my mind
If I try to hide
You always find
Ever since yesterday
I've been upset
Something I learned
Made me fret
Why is it like this
Why is it like that
Wherever I go
You're always at
Like a gentle thunder I hear you ask
"Why do you always have to compete with me?"
I'm not competing. This time you're wrong and I'm right
"Yes you are" he said loving but firmly
With a slight cockiness in my voice I said
"I'll prove you wrong. I know I'm right
I'll show you the definition
In plain sight"
I knew in that second
I was kind of wrong
He proved his point
It didn't take long
By proving that I wasn't competing
I was literally doing that deed
I just love you,the voice of reason
You're all I'll ever need
Every minute we're apart
I want you more and more
Each second that goes by
I want you more than before
I know our souls are one
So we're never really apart
But if we're not actively engaging
It's like a dagger in my heart
That's why I don't watch much tv or movies
I get sad when I go out,eat or sleep
When I read or book or surf the net
In a short while,the loneliness starts to creep
I really love our special place
That's when I really feel at home
It gives me peace and comfort
I never want to roam
I try so hard,so patiently
While you're out there getting ready for us
If I stick to my part of the plan
The reward will be a plus
I'm starting to remember things
Like a slow unveiling
Like a ship in unsure waters
Starting to see where she's sailing
I remember the peace with God and angels
A place of unlimited love
A feeling of always belonging
As peaceful as a dove
Then one day, I don't know why
My spirit came down to Earth
I don't remember the details
But that was the day of my birth
Landing in a place of conditional love
All depending on someone's mood
Some days they are accepting
Other days they are quite rude
Still equipped with my gentle spirit
The world made an effort to dim my light
At points I lost my way
Trying to fit into this world right
In constant companion of users and abusers
I suppose dishing out what they, themselves took
Praying to God to help me out
For all that pain, I've been left shook
People don't generally put other's needs above theirs
I suppose that's the nature of man
Then I started to remember
That it's only God who can
The more I come back to my original spirit
I lose people left and right
I suppose they mostly think I'm strange
But I hope I'm displaying God's light
One great thing that happened
I found one who loves me unconditionally
Between he and God's personal promise
I know one day I'll be back home permanently
My love for you is pure
No matter what I have to endure
It's one thing that's for sure
It's one thing without a cure
The days are cold
My longing, bold
My love for you, gold
It never gets old
I hope you take note of my loyalty
When eternal life is reality
I'll show my love flamboyantly
Because in my spirit, you're my royalty
Do you hear that sound
That silent scream
Yes,you do
It's not a dream
It's my soul
Crying out to you
Dying for reunion
When we're no longer two
Waiting for that day
When we are one again
When are souls are joined together
My spirit will be at peace right then
I want to be alone with you
I don't just mean no one else around
I mean really all alone with you
Not even with any sound
I want you all to myself
I know that it sounds selfish
No one but you and me
That would be my wish
No sounds of people or creatures
No TV, Internet, or phone
No low buzzing of appliances
Just you and me alone
No sounds of people or cars passing by
Not a thing upon the wall
Nothing to distract from you
I just want you, that's all
My beautiful, handsome man
When will this come true
My soul cries with longing wails
To be all alone with you
Ingredients
1 soul of yours
1 soul of mine
Directions
Allow God to incorporate until we are one.
Allow God to marinate to perfection
Allow God to bake until His perfect timing is achieved
Trust the end product and enjoy forever!