Numb

Please help me numb away my pain
It's so heavy,I feel I've nothing to gain

I woke up feeling suicidal
Like not feeling I am vital

Please shoot me up so I don't hurt
I feel so low, I feel like dirt

I try to be strong and not let God down
He's the only One who has always been around

Please let me do Your will with a smile on my face
I am very much humbled by Your grace

Please grant for me soon,the main thing for which I pray
I promise to always love him in all the right ways