Sorry

I'm so sorry
I really tried
I hope you don't think
I purposely lied

I had to do something
To numb my pain
I know I said
I'd never do it again

It hurts so much
I long to be with you
I have so much loneliness
I don't know what to do

I know I let God down
And to you I did the same
It's just so painful for me
To be left in the game

I'm sure you don't judge me
You were in no position to throw a stone
I'm still so sorry,babe
But you know what it's like to be cold and alone

I know God forgives me
And I know you do ,too
I'll try harder next time
My darling,I love you