Friday, August 25, 2017

Thursday, August 24, 2017

Hand In Hand

All I remember
Hand in hand
No faces
You understand?

To me it meant the world
Do you know what I mean?
Hands and skin
Nothing in between

You wouldn't let go
Because it was yours
You let me know
It's just his and hers

That was right on time
I truly appreciate
I ain't going nowhere
Count on that, soulmmate

Saturday, August 19, 2017

Which Way To Go

I woke up this morning
With a burning desire
To go to you
It's like a blazing fire

I don't have a map
I don't know which way to go
Where should I start
I don't know

I feel my soul and body
Want to start walking down the street
I guess just walking aimlessly
Until we two shall meet

I want to jump out of my skin
And go directly just to you
It's killing me inside
Oh, what am I to do?

Please give me an answer
Please give it right away
I'll be listening for your response
What do you have to say?

Friday, August 18, 2017

Take Me With You

Take me with you
Don't  make me stay
That's what I want
That's what I pray

You say "I want that too
But  you must wait.
It'll happen when it should
And not before that date

You know that it's true
I want to take you with me
I will when I can
Just think how sweet it'll be!"

Sigh! OK, I'll wait 
If that's what I have to do.
I'll never give up waiting
For you to take me with you. 


Thursday, August 17, 2017

What I Need

What use would fortune and riches be
If I couldn't share it with you
Fancy cars and mansions
What would they do

Sure, I'd have satin sheets and pillows
On which to lay my head and cry
Nicer conditions, yes
But my pillow would never be dry

Lots of nice clothes and jewelry
Everyone would be impressed
But without you there with me
I'd be truly depressed

I have no worldly ambitions
Except to give my love
Nothing else could be better
My sweet turtle dove







Lord Have Mercy

Lord, have mercy
On my soul
Please, oh please
Make me whole

Don't know what I'm doing
Don't know what to say
I'm depending on you
To show me the way

I no longer try to pretend
Like I really am in charge
My way is fruitless
Your way is large

Treat me like clay
In your potter's hands
Let me mold to your desire
As your will demands

Let me rest in your care
As I follow your goal
You give my heart peace
I give you my soul

 

Sunday, August 13, 2017

The Good From The Bad

You're the good
Born from the bad
I guess it was worth
All the sorrows I've had

What I experienced
It was what it was
Does it kinda make sense now?
Yes, I think that it does

It's not very easy
By others, being misunderstood
But unless they have been there
They never could

All that I know
Is that I was on the brink
Thanks to God's grace
My ship didn't sink

I was lead down that path
With all those troubles I went through
I was lead to the truth
And that truth is you

I'll be devoted to my purpose
Until God calls me home
I will accept my reward
Which shall never roam


Tuesday, August 08, 2017

Sweet Tea

A nice cool drink
Of sweet tea
Would really hit the spot
And pacify me

A beautiful color
Kind of medium brown
Oh how I desire
To swallow some down

Just how I like it
Tasty and sweet
My mouth longing for the moment
When you and I meet


You're like my oasis 
I'm a desert so dry
You're all I need
To completely satisfy

Monday, July 31, 2017

Endless Supply

I can never run out of tears
I have an endless supply
Until I am with you
They will never dry

I was brought here for a purpose
No one said it would be fun
I guess if I keep perservering
One day I'll see the sun

I was born a lonely soul
I missed Heaven from the start
I know one day I'll come back to you
Because in Heaven lies my heart


Monday, July 24, 2017

Dear God

Dear God,

Let him drink from my well of love
With your blessings from up above

Please confirm what I've heard you say
That I should love him everyday

Please make it clear how to fulfill your will
My tank of love is ready and on fill

Show me how to completely satiate
Keep my teachings up to date

Tell me the words that I need to hear
Anything you say God,I love you, dear.
Amen




Gimme Sugar

Your sugar is so sweet
The taste can't be beat
Makes me complete
From my head to my feet

Your sugar knocks me out
You make me wanna shout
Your lovin' is what it's all about
I know I can't live without

I need a little sugar in my tea
I need your sugar inside me
I need some sugar daily, you see
And only your sugar is top quality

Gimme your sugar, so sweet
Make my life complete
From my head down to my feet
Your sugar can't be beat
:-)

Saturday, July 22, 2017

Day By Day

A house is not a home
Without you there
Without you in my world
I belong nowhere

Just hanging in there
Fulfilling my mission
Wondering how long
I'll stay in this position

Just doing God's will
As long as He wants
I gotta be truthful
The loneliness  haunts

All I know to do
Is to keep my eyes on the prize
You're the ultimate reward
At least in my eyes


Tuesday, July 18, 2017

MASH

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Must
Always
See
Heaven
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Sunday, July 16, 2017

Let Me Love You

Let me love you
Let me be the one
In the still of the night
In the wake of the sun

Let me love you
Let me help with your work
Lending you a hand
Is always a perk

Let me love you
Let me play with you, too
No one I want to pleasure
Other than you

Let me love you
Let me show care forever more
Let my love be worth all the pain we've had
Let my love in
Just open the door


Monday, July 10, 2017

Incandescent Delight

Our love is incandescent
Shining so incredibly bright
Not aware of boundaries of space and time
In exact sync with the speed of light

The love itself exists
Almost as a separate entity
It sealed and anointed us as one
We now share the same identity

We are separate, yet conjoined together
A temporary state of being only to last a bit longer
A lesson in patience and faith
Will only make our love stronger

Shine down on me
My incredible beacon of light
For the sheer pleasure of your presence
Raptures me in ecstasy and delight




 

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

Fill Me

Fill me
Fill me with you
You're stronger than my 80 proof
And that 100 ,too

Just like it
You kill the pain
Of all I've lost
With you I gain

You numb my inhibitions
Without so much of a hangover
You know just how to free my soul
I'll thank you when I crossover

Just like that smooth brown liquor
Either with Coke© or just some ice
For a while it puts me at ease
But with you, you're always nice 

Fill me now
Like only you can do
Fill me with your love
Make me feel brand new

(Disclaimer-I actually prefer Pepsi© to Coke©in case you wondered)

Tuesday, June 20, 2017

Facts Of Life

The sky is blue
I love you
There are 7 days a week
I love you
The sea is salty
I love you
Fire is hot
I love you
Ice is cold
I love you
Most humans have 10 fingers
I love you
Hitting your funny bone rarely amuses you
I love you
Water is wet
I love you
A rainbow is a meteorological phenomenon that is caused by reflection, refraction and dispersion of light in water droplets resulting in a spectrum of light appearing in the sky.
I love you
Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get.
I love you
Love is the answer
I love you
God loves you
I love you
I love you
I love you
 


Sunday, June 18, 2017

Dear Lord

Dear Lord,
I want to hear Your word
It's something that I need
It'll be the best I've ever heard

I feel the desire
To hear Your voice
Because every time I do 
I rejoice

I need to have your constant presence
I'm craving your direction
I choose to honor and obey you
I need your love and affection

Please dear Lord
I need You to speak
I'm just waiting to hear Your word
While staying humble and meek.

In Jesus' name
Amen


Wednesday, June 14, 2017

3/4 + 1/4

3/4, when you are near
I, 1/4, light up
No longer almost empty
You lovingly fill my cup

3/4, I need you
You make me, 1/4, smile
Whatever makes you happy
I'll go that extra mile

3/4 when it is cloudy
You are my soul's sunshine
You make me, 1/4, so happy
I'm glad that you are mine

3/4, I just can't wait
Until that special day
When 3/4+1/4=1
And will forever stay that way 


Wednesday, May 31, 2017

High Yella Puddle

Oh my goodness!
What is that dripping I felt?
Oh,wait it's me
My heart-it melt!

It's not just my heart
It's my whole body
When I see you I steam up
Like a cup of hot toddy

With your handsome face
This outcome is a must
I have no choice
But to spontaneously combust

Just what is that
High yella puddle on the ground?
Why, it's just me, brown sugar
Whenever you're around

Monday, May 29, 2017

More Than Pie

Hey, guess what?
I love you more than pie
I guess that means
You're a really special guy

I love blueberry pie
That's my favorite
Then there's cherry
I cannot omit

I love chocolate cream pie
It's so yummy and delish
If I only now had some lemon meringue
Boy, do I wish!

Of course there are pot pies
I love to eat them,too
I really like to eat quiche
That's just what I do

You've got your pies of pumpkin and berries
And don't forget sweet potato
Then you have those savory pies 
With cheese and tomato

Yes, pies are the best invention
They bring me joys and elations
But they'll always be second best to you
One of God's most wonderful creations


 

Saturday, May 27, 2017

The Car And The Engine

The car was finely assembled
Later the engine was too
Both were made
To do what they do

The car was a beauty on it's own
The engine made it enhance
Without the engine, the car was still admired
The engine was made for it and not by chance

Then one day the car was totaled
By years of wear and tear
The engine was removed
It was more than it could bear

The engine was left in the salvage
To rust away as it said goodbye
Waiting one day to be reunited with car
In the big repair shop in the sky

Was What It Was

It was what it was
It is what it is
Whatever you did
Is none of my biz

Why it always
Shoved in my face
It keeps coming to me
I wish I had mace

I need to focus
On what lies ahead
They keep bringing it up
But the past now is dead

I know what you say
Remove yourself if you can
If it's causing you stress
The source you must ban

The here and now is different
Than what was in the past
Focus only on the love
Because that's what will last

Friday, May 26, 2017

Whatever You Need

U put the fire in my belly
2 follow my destiny
There ain't no stoppin'
U and me

I woke up this mornin'
With u on my mind
I know that my soul
Ain't gon leave u behind

Whatever it may be
I'm ready for the next step
"Are u sure?" u ask
I just say "yep"

I'm at your beck and call
Don't u ever 4get that
Being there 4 u
Is where it's at

I'll never hold back
Of doing ur deeds
U must never hold back
Of telling me ur needs

If I don't hear u
Tap me on my shoulder
If I still can't hear
Drop a big boulder

Don't ever 4get
I work 4 u
Whatever u need
That's what I'll do

Salt On Watermelon

You like salt on watermelon?
My first thought was "Ew"
I never had that before
To me that would be new

But I guess if you like it
It's got to be OK
Maybe I'll try it
.....Someday

Do they have watermelon in Heaven?
I'll bet that they do
Anything that brings you joy
Is what I want for you

Go on and have some watermelon
Have a big slice
Sprinkle on some salt
That would be so nice.🍉🍉



Thursday, May 25, 2017

I Cried, He Sighed











"It's gonna take forever!" I cried

"When have you known anything to last forever?", he sighed

"But that's what it feels like. I just want this so badly."

"If you persevere to the end, you'll be rewarded gladly"

"It's just that sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind."

"I know you better than that. You're not that kind."

"But I feel so weak because I cry everyday."

"Your tears say you love me in all the right ways."

"So what am I supposed to do? I need you, my best friend!"

"The separation shall pass, we'll we be together in the end."

"So it's true what they say? Nothing lasts forever?"

"Except for my love. That will leave you never!"
                                                                                                  

Tuesday, May 23, 2017

Honey Bear

It's irrational for me to be mad at you
For not being here, because you are
Always shining upon my soul
Like an invisible star

It's just that some days,most days now
I want us to be physically near
I want  to be  where you are
In a safe lair
With all the good folks
That hold you dear
All I want is the best for you
That doesn't mean I won't shed a tear
Even though we talk every day
I just want to be there
Holding your hand
Not living in fear
If I think too hard
I slip into despair
I need you so badly
And you give such good care
I need you, my stallion
For I am your mare
I pine to be with you
Sometimes more than I can bear
To say the longing is stronger by the day
I guess would be fair
It's building to a climax
So I suppose the fruition is near
I'm starting to lose patience
I'm grinding my gear
But I'll never give up
I promise you dear
Because I love you
My sweet honey bear!

Sunday, May 14, 2017

Ishi's Mother

Dear Ishi's mother,
I wanted to take the opportunity to wish you a happy mother's day. I know you probably never will see this and I know you aren't really into the whole mother's day thing. But it's important to me that I just get it "out there".

Thank you for conceiving him and nourishing him in your womb for nine months. Thank you for giving him all the motherly love he needed as a baby and small child. Thank you for exposing him to good things and teaching him values. Thank you for expanding his mind. Thank you for encouraging his voracious reading habits. Thank you for certain other things which we both ended up having in common because of our mother's influence.

I thank you for these things, because that helped shaped this wonderful ,sweet,kind,generous ,VERY smart,talented and funny guy.  Most of all, thank you for instilling the love and honor of God in him. As one child of God to another, it's so lovely to recognize and be bonded because of it. No one is perfect and we all have made mistakes, but we know we are forgiven. Thank you.

Oh and thank you for his dna. Thank his father ,too since he gets much of his handsome good looks from him as well ,haha.

Just thank you,Ishi's mother.
Love,
Nomy

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

What I See

When I look at you
I only see perfection
Shining right through
Is God's reflection

I also see
The Jesus within you
When you look at me
I hope you see those, too

I look past your
Every former human shortcoming
Mine are also forgiven
As long as I'm forthcoming

I only see your beauty
And how you treat me right
I belong to you now
For each eternal day and night

Saturday, April 15, 2017

So Kind

You are so extraordinarily kind to me
Sometime I feel undeserving
I get overwhelmed thinking about it
And it can be unnerving

I know many times
I haven fallen short
Yet you count me as your sheep
Whenever you sort

Thank you for loving me
When I sometimes don't
Thank you for loving me
When others won't

I'm beside myself
With happy tears
When I think of all the love
You gave through the years

This is just a small way
For me to say thank you
I will live for you forever
In all I do 
 

Thursday, April 13, 2017

The Juicer

I call him the juicer
Because of what he does to me
He extracts out all of my love
And he does it so thoroughly

When I see him in my mind's eye
The love squeezes out my pores
A brief visit with perfection
As my spirit greatly soars

I love the things he does for me
All the loving he supplies
I call him the juicer
Because he really satisfies
 

To Belong

I'm so glad
To finally belong
No longer singing
That old, sad song

You told me that
We are family
Even if it's just
You and me

But it's not just us
You have plenty of love
Some here on Earth
Some in Heaven above

Since our souls found each other
They're finally whole
Togetherness
Is our only goal



Tuesday, April 11, 2017

F

What I would like is for us to converse
It doesn't have to be deep
It doesn't have to be frivolous
I just want the words to flow
With fluidity
Fundamentally
Feverishly
Fantastically
Fascinatingly
Fervently
Fiercely
Ferociously
Fanatically
Fiery
Faithfully
Fabulously
Favorably
Fearlessly
Fetchingly
Festively
Firmly
Finely
Flamboyantly
Flatteringly
Flawlessly
Forcefully
Forthcomingly
Freshly
Freely
Friendly
Fruitfully
Fulfillingly
Futuristically
Funnily
Fully
Familiarly
Flavorfully
Florescently
Freakily
Flowery
Forever,fella
I just want to talk to you forever.....





Sunday, April 02, 2017

Gimme A Verb

Gimme a verb
Tell me what to do
Speak of an action
Cuz I don't have a clue

I want to help
Please let me know
You gotta tell me
Which way to go

You know that I really
Just want to participate
Tell me now
Don't be late

You know that I live
Doing for you
It's important to me
To know what I can do

I love you so much
I'm begging on my knees
Gimme a verb
Please baby, please! 

Saturday, April 01, 2017

Beautiful Morning

Wish we here together
So we could go for walk
It's such a beautiful morning
We could hold hands and talk

It's so very nice out
Yet it brings a tear to my eye
What good is something lovely
If I can't share it with my guy

I see many a young lovers
Walking hand in hand
They can't comprehend my longing for you
Is nearly more than I can stand

Tell me that the time is near
That we no longer are apart
At least I have great comfort, though
That you dwell inside my heart

Friday, March 31, 2017

Tickle My Fancy

Ishi, I'm talking to you
Boy, you tickle my fancy
You make me oh so crazy
Crazy like necromancy

I don't know what to do
You got me feeling like a nutcase
You really make my head spin
I feel like I'm in outer space

I think I'll have to check myself
Into the local funny farm
Because I can't seem to get enough of you
With your super wit and charm

There's nothing left to do
You've made me quite insane
Every moment with you
The mushier is my brain

I don't mind me going crazy
I'd do anything for you
I'll gladly even lose my mind
Like any good lunatic would do

Can't Compete

I can't compete with the world
I shouldn't even bother
There's no room with all those people
Including siblings,mother and father

Everybody wants you
To suck off the figurative tit
You wanted it all to be over
You said that this is it

But even on that note
They all have you still
To them your just an object
Even against your will

Our love affair is secret
For now it has to be
One day I won't have to compete with the world
That day we'll truly be free

Since Then

It had been a very long time
Since I had been me
It took you coming along
To get back where I needed to be

For so many years
I was hiding behind a mask
I followed the crowd
Doing anything they'd ask

I was afraid to be myself
For fear of not fitting in
Not being true to myself
Even dropping in sin

Then you came into my life
Slowly, but surely
You reminded me of my innocence
Being childlike and girly

You brought me to the place
To be the real woman I am
A true lady to give you glory
No fear of being a meek lamb

It's somewhat of a lonely road
Being true to yourself can be
You're worth more than any worldly thing
Our oneness is a blessing to me

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

Occupy Me

I want you to occupy me
In more ways than one
Let's occupy together 
Underneath the sun

The first thing to occupy 
Will have to be my mind 
A man smarter than you 
Would be impossible for me to find

The next thing you should occupy
Should be my very soul
You say you already do
We make each other whole 

The third thing you should occupy
Would have to be my spirit 
You say it would make my head spin
If I realized how close you were near it

I also want you to occupy
Every minute of my time 
There's no one I'd rather be with
And you make me want to rhyme 

The last thing you should occupy
Should be my body and fast
You say good things come to those who wait
And forever it will last


Saturday, March 11, 2017

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry
You were right
I was wrong
In hindsight

How  is it you get me
To your point of view
It comes to me quickly
Just right on cue

You do it without negativity
But a place from true love
It's all so beautiful
Like from Heaven above

You change my wrong thinking
Like a good leader should
I fall deeper in love with you
Just like I knew I would

Always Loved You

I always loved you
I now know it
I will forever
I hope I don't blow it

Maybe I knew it
Before I was born
That my life here
Would be tattered and torn

But at least now I have hope
No make that assurance
That your unconditional love
Is a natural occurrence

I truly do anticipate
The promise you've made
That day I'll be happy
All my sorrow will fade

What choice do I have
But to hold on
I'll be with you in paradise
My longing will be gone




Monday, February 27, 2017

Whenever I See Him

Whenever I see him
I smile like I'm psychotic
I feel like I'm foaming at the mouth
And someone will soon slip me an antibiotic

I need to get my teeth fixed
Because I don't have a pretty smile
But the sight of him gives me a grin
That goes on for over a mile

I try so hard to contain myself
But that's a practice in futility
Because I can never hide my true nature
It's beyond my ability

I have to just accept the fact
That I wear my heart on my sleeve
My smile indicates the truth of my soul
So all who see will believe


Saturday, February 25, 2017

Wait For It

I feel like things are happening
Things I'm not privy to
It kind of makes me wonder
What I'm supposed to do 

Do I just quietly wait here
Until further instruction
And will there come a time
Of quick and sudden destruction

My instinct kind of tells me
My time I'll have to bide
Until that time is here
I'll wait for you and hide

You don't have to worry
I'm devoted to your plan
I don't know how I'll do it
Except anyway I can

I want you to know I won't hesitate
I won't even take a pause
Because I truly believe in you
And I surely believe in this cause


Wednesday, February 15, 2017

You're A Beautiful Decoration

You're a beautiful decoration💟
A reason for celebration

One look at your face
My heart starts to race

When the day starts off wrong
You fill my heart with a song

You're like a happy pill
To give my soul a thrill

If I'm feeling kind of sad
I look at you and I'm suddenly glad

There's just something about you
No one else will do

You're like a beautiful flower
With a supernatural power

I can't put into words my attraction
But it solicits a love reaction

You're a beautiful decoration, boy
So exquisite, you fill me with joy 

Thursday, January 26, 2017

Drawn To You

I'm drawn to you
Like a moth to a flame
When I drift to sleep
I whisper your name

From my lips sometimes
Flows spontaneous speech
Confessing my love for you
It seems out of reach

I can see a portrait
Within my mind
Of the love we knew
We'd someday find

Encased behind a glass
Because it's priceless and such
For now I can look
But I cannot touch

But I can never see your face
At night when I dream
I guess because your beauty's so bright
I'd be blinded by the beam

For now I'm just drawn to you
I guess soul to soul
Drowning in my tears
And longing to be whole


That

At first when you told me, I thought you had lied
When you said I couldn't stop thinking of you if I tried

At first this truth, I utterly denied
I realized from you, I cannot hide

You haunt my soul deep from inside
You left no room for my stubborn pride

My separateness from you has long ago died
Forever and ever our souls are tied

You say forget our pasts, just let them slide
"You belong to me now."you gently sighed

I submit to your way and I'll let you guide
What God has brought together, no one can divide

I'll patiently wait here for the big ride
It's worth the pain of waiting, a love bona fide 


Tuesday, January 24, 2017

Pictures Of A Rose

“Why do you have
So many pictures of him?”
“He lightens my thoughts
When my outlook is dim”

“But he’s not God
Has he become an idol to you?”
“If you really knew me
You'd know that's something I wouldn't do.

You see, for many years
I was in a very dark place
No one could rescue me
But then I saw his face

I'd seen his face before
Pretty much for my whole life
Then one day via tragic circumstance
There was a lift upon my strife

I felt a large part of my soul
Slowly descended up to Paradise
God knew only this situation
Would be the one to open my eyes

He knows the secrets of my soul
For He's the one to place it there
This thing is no coincidence
Or pulled straight out of thin air

It was used to draw me back
To the place I should have been
It made me see I was living wrong
It identified my sin

I'm not sinless, I mess up
Each and every day
But when I see that handsome face
It leads me to the right way

You surround yourself with flowers
For their fragrance and their alluring beauty
I surround myself with pictures of him
Because he's a God given exquisite rose to me.”