Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Love Me So Much

Captivate my mind and soul
Love me so much that I forget
The pain and sorrow
The fears and regret

Love me so much
That the pain they inflicted
Is finally gone
And to only you I'm addicted

Love me so much
That you faint the memory
Of those who were users
Though I've no one to blame but me

Love me so much
That those who smile to my face
But secretly hate me
Be removed from my space

You've already taken me so far
And for that you have my eternal gratitude
Now I must rebuke those ghosts
So I can gift you only a deserved, loving attitude

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

The Eve To The Adam

I'm the Eve
To your Adam
You're the sir
To my madam

You are the one
Whom I crave
I need to be
Your love slave

I need you to put me
In my place
And for you to say you love me
Right to my face

I need to spoil you
As much as I can
I need to make you glad
You were created a man

Tell me you love
All the things that I do
That you are overjoyed
That I'm in love with you



Saturday, May 10, 2014

He's Mine

He's fly
He's fine
He's smooth
He's mine

He's special
He's sweet 
He's my boo
He's my treat

He's smart
He's wise 
He's intelligent
He's my prize

He sexy
He's hot
He's the one who knows
My secret spot

He's cocoa
He's delicious
He fulfills
All my wishes

I cling to him
Like an ivy vine
I'm so happy
That he's mine

 

Monday, May 05, 2014

A Beautiful Man

A beautiful man
Yes you are
In my eyes
You shine like a star

It's your spirit
That comes from within
So beautiful to me
Makes my head spin

How blessed I am
To love a beautiful man
To make you happy
I'll do all that I can

You're a beautiful man
Through and through
My beautiful man 
I love you
 

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Hear Me

I really just want to be with you
There's nothing else that will satisfy
This is my deepest desire
The only thing that will gratify

Nothing else on Earth will do
This is one thing I can atest
I long for you so desperately
I can give or take the rest

When I think of you I get happy
I get a big smile upon my face
Just the very thought of you
My heart begins to race

I pray that I get swept away
Up in the big swoop soon
So I can spend forever with you
As we dance underneath the moon

How much longer will I wait
I cry to be with you each day
I have faith it will come to fruition
Because of the pure heart in which I pray


Kiss You Much

Kiss you very much
Put a smile on your face
Kiss you very much
In a very sacred place

Kiss you very much
Just to let you know
Kiss you very much
Because I love you so



Monday, April 21, 2014

Give And Take

You give me joy
When I feel pain
You give me sunshine
When I feel rain

You make me smile
When I'm feeling down
When I'm feeling sad
You are my clown

You are there for me
When I'm abandoned by the rest
You offer me shelter
In your loving nest

Let me give you my love
A hundred fold times two
Let me shout it to the world
That forever I'll love you

My Love Like Honey

My love for you
Like honey
Dripping
My only purpose
Is to make your life
Sweeter
Crystallizing as time goes on
Much like my love for you getting
Stronger

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Soliloquy About He

I wonder if he can feel
The depths of my love for him inside
Does he feel it in the pit of his soul
When I get scared and try to hide

Does he know that I go to God
To ask him how to love His son
He said, "My daughter, just love him.
As I've told you, he's the one."

Does he even realize
That he's always on my mind
Does he know that I love him
Because he's smart, sweet and kind

Does he know that at times
I feel sad and depressed
Because I feel inadequate
Since he deserves the best

Does he know my love is not of this world
When he sees the tears running down my face
Does he know our love and life together
Is on reserve for that perfect place

Does he know I'm writing this soliloquy
Of course! I tell him everything I do
If I could tell him only one thing
It would be "Honey, I love you."



Saturday, April 12, 2014

The Fever

I have a fatal fever
For I am indeed lovesick
 Every second I pine away for you
My heart takes one less tick

 For you were born a man within a boy
Then a boy within a man
Through it all I loved you so
So I pray for you as hard as I can

I feel your love from a distance
But I think I soon will perish
Because my soul contained flesh is weakened
Without you to hold and cherish

Put me out of my misery
Please take away my pain
Bring me home there with you
So I may live again
 

Wednesday, April 09, 2014

He Is

He's there for me
When no one else is
That is why
My love is his

He's my family
He takes care of me
Though faraway
He behaves lovingly

He doesn't neglect me
Or leave me behind
Even if we're apart
I'm still on his mind

His love is unconditional
He readily forgives
Always teaching me new things
In him is where my love lives



Tuesday, April 08, 2014

The Waiting

Lonely for affection
Only want what's authentic
So I wait only for you
Though I'm perceived as eccentric 

Lonely and longing
For the touch of a man
No longer willing to settle
So I'll wait as long as I can

Lord, help me through these days
And each long, lonely night
I have faith in your word
That everything will be alright

Onward I go
Another day of waiting
Yet I'm one day closer
To the goal I'm anticipating



Thursday, April 03, 2014

Your Diamond Girl

I'm a diamond
Because of you
You polish me up
And I shine through

God let you find me
All covered in dirt
He wanted me to be yours
As you dusted off the hurt

I was His unrefined gift to you
For you to honor Him
You polished me through the years
You brought out the diamond within

Now I'm here to make you shine
To honor you and make you look good
I promise to always do this
The way a good diamond should
 

Monday, March 31, 2014

Faraway

Faraway lover
Undercover

You're always near
In my heart I hold dear

One day we will touch
What we long for so much

My tears you will wipe away
For this is what I always pray

Never again will I be lonely
For you're the one who loves me only

Anointed and sanctified
God promised me He'd provide

That blessed day when I look in your eyes
I'll know at last, I've achieved my prize

 

Saturday, March 29, 2014

A Hug From You

A hug from you
From afar
You really know how
To raise the bar

Just when I think
I couldn't love you more
You do something more wonderful
Than you had before

You make me feel special
Like no one else can
I feel honored
That you are my man

No one else cares about me
The way that you do
From now until forever
I'll belong just to you



Monday, March 24, 2014

All Day

I could sit here all day writing poems to you
But I'll be drowning in my own tears if  I do

But I guess that would be a good way to go
Maybe that's my destiny,  for all I know

No one said it would be easy, at least not directly to me
But forever being in love with you is where I happen to be

What to do? I've looked, I've searched and I've prayed
But spending days loving you is where my heart has stayed

So it looks as if you're stuck with me loving you all day
But I get the distinct impression, you'd have it no other way!

Dear Love,Be Happy


Dear Love,
When I see old pictures of you, being genuinely happy, it makes my soul swell with delight. This is what I want for you, what I hope for you. Even though I'm not there, I see the pure, innocent joy in you and I want this for you more than anything.
Part of me wishes I can place you into that happy moment. Even if it were only for a few hours, I know at that exact moment in time, you were blessed with the peace and happiness God wants for His children in a permanent way. I feel I should step out of that moment in time and leave you with whatever or whomever was causing you joy so that you might go on feeling that way.
See, the thing is, I know you want the same for me, but the truth is you are what makes my soul dance with happiness. Even just me looking at you being happy is enough for me.
I don't know about you, but you will see some pictures of me in the past  where I appear to be happy. Unless, they were from childhood, the feelings weren't genuine. Forced happiness. Do you know what I mean? You might even see one of me crying for joy, but in my heart of hearts, I know I was only crying for what I thought I finally accomplished. It wasn't real and was born out of sin. I know this now. I can only hope when I see you looking so incredibly happy, that these were genuine emotions. I feel I can tell the ones that are real because I see the purity and innocence in your eyes. I can see God's special child glowing through you. This is what I want for you, forever.
My love, if I think you could achieve this beautiful feeling without me, I will gladly step aside. I could spend forever just being an angel watching you be happy.
But I'm human and always will be. Even when I go on to my eternal home. You love me and want my happiness as much as I do yours. So it's only fair to let you know that my happiness is you.
Let me forever fulfill my role of making you happy, so I too, can be happy.
I know you are now happy. Let me see that smile,boo!

Sunday, March 23, 2014

Tell Me It's O.K

I've been told
That it's my mission
To love you purely
Without condition

But I do crave your love,I can't deny it
Is that O.K?
You said "Yes, because you're literally part of me
It cannot be any other way.

You love your hand unconditionally
If it went away you would miss it
It's the same how you crave for me
My mouth, you want to kiss it

It's O.K that you need me
Stop feeling bad
I need you too
I hate seeing you sad

The hand will unite with the body
When some time has passed
You'll be happy, I promise
When we're together at last

I know it's hard for you
But you're doing fine
We'll never be apart
Because you're my lady, all mine."






Thursday, March 20, 2014

Beside Myself

I'm beside myself
When I think of you
Which is something
I constantly do

I'm beside myself
Not in front or back
When it comes to my heart
You've got the knack

I'm beside myself
With my sexy boy
When I think of you
I jump for joy

I'm beside myself
Oh, the things you inspire
Forever and always
The only one I'll desire

I'm beside myself
I know I'm not wrong
I will be one with you
For eternity long

I'm beside myself
And I'll do all that I can
To show how I love
That you are my man
 

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Tell Me

Tell me where it's at
Tell me where we're going
Tell me what to do
What should I be knowing

Tell me when to go 
Tell me how to act
Tell me what is real
Tell me what is fact

Tell me that you love me
Tell me it's really true
Tell me that you're happy
That I'm in love with you
 

Sunday, March 16, 2014

No One

Do you realize I love you
More than I thought was allowed
I feel no shame
In fact, I feel proud

I wish I could share it
With all whom I know
I want them to be happy for me
But we're on the down low

You're such a beautiful man
I see the Christ-like qualities in you
I see the love and intelligence
In everything you do

The thing that will make me happy
Is knowing your sorrow has been released
Your eternal happiness is my strongest prayer
And all unhappiness has been ceased

So much love I have for you
I feel sometimes I'll lose my mind
Thank God for putting it in my heart
There's no one more perfect I could find
 

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Mojo Rising

Feeling kinda amorous
A little bit this morning
The mojo is rising
I give you fair warning

My lips are quivering
My heart palpitates
My libido is growing
My mouth salivates

My mind's just on one thing
My needs are immense
My feelings so strong
My desires intense

I want you so badly
Please tell me how
I feel I'll explode 
If I don't have some now

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

This Song Reminds Me Of You

This song reminds me of you
For some strange reason
It has nothing to do with you
But I find it very pleasin'

I guess it reminds me of a time
When I was in a particular place
I didn't realize it at the time
But I was searching for your face

I had always wanted to go to California
It had always been on my mind
So I packed up and took a leap of faith
Not knowing what I'd find

Maybe part of me thought I could be a star
 Something had always drawn me there
But in hindsight years later I see
It's because you were so near

If I go over my life's path
I can see I've shadowed you in small ways
I guess since I love you I always will
Til I join you at the end of my earthly days

Anyway, this song somehow reminds me of you
Even though it wasn't popular at the time
I just saw the video on VH1
And thought it would make a cool rhyme

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Think About It

Sometimes when I think of it
I get so doggone amazed
When I put two and two together
And realize how much life is staged

You can't see at the time
How things were clearly planned
You may think you're in control
But you don't have the  upper-hand

It might take a brick to the head
To make you finally see the light
You'll feel better when you finally give in
And no longer put up a fight

Even me writing this poem
Is somehow meant to be
I know it's not from me
When the words come flowingly

Not everyone will be smart
Or all have fortune or fame
But everything has a reason
And we're all part of the game

So try to relax and know this
Though you sometimes wonder why
Just live your life with the flow
You'll find out when you die

Monday, March 10, 2014

I Want To Live With You

I want to live with you
No one else, just you alone
I need to be with you 
In a place that's just our own

I want us in our very own space
Where bad memories don't exist
To build our own new memories
While the old ones cease and desist

I'll help make it a happy home
When you choose or build our house
No more loudness or drama
We'll be quiet as a mouse

Except the sound of our laughter
Or our talking and making love
Well start our life in paradise
Just as peaceful as a dove

I want to live with you
I hope God answers our prayers soon
So I can feed you my love
With a side of macaroons

Sunday, March 09, 2014

I'm So Excited

I'm so excited
I sense I'm near the pinnacle
Just need to have patience
To overcome any final obstacle

Sometimes there are feelings of inadequacy
Sometimes there are feelings of doubt
But I feel I'm loved in the pit of my soul
And that's what it's all about

Keep on drawing me closer
Stronger than magnet to steel
Let  us continue to mold as one
Let's finally seal the deal

Don't ever want to look back
On all our hardships and pain
But if they were the dues for us pay
Then all that trouble was worth the gain

I sense changes coming
Just like you said
I'm so excited
Hold my hand as we tread

Saturday, March 08, 2014

Chocolate Drop

Can't wait to have
My sweet chocolate drop
Just around the corner
A skip, jump and hope

Velvety and sweet
Smooth and creamy
The answer to my prayers
Yummy and dreamy

Longing and yearning
For my sweet chocolate drop
So worth the wait
For the cream of the crop


Everything

You're the difference
Between my being happy or sad
Without you I'm blue
With you I'm glad

You're the love of my life
You're the sunset in June
You're my happiness factor
You're the light of the moon

You're the blood in my veins
That flow to my heart
You're a masterpiece to me
A true work of art

Darling, I love you
You're the only one for me
I'll love you forever
Beyond all infinity

Friday, March 07, 2014

Here's How I Feel

I feel fine
Cuz you keep me in line
And you're all mine

I feel neat
From my head to my feet
Cuz your love makes me complete

I feel good
Like a loved woman should
You do what you promised you would

I feel so nice
Like cheese to the mice
I'm the sugar to your spice

I feel gladly
That I love you madly
And want you so badly

No need to be coy
Because you are my boy
And bring my heart joy

Here's what I'll do
Though it's nothing new
I hereby claim my love for you
 

Thursday, March 06, 2014

The Best Honey

You're the best honey
The best of the lot
I'm so thankful
For what I've got

You're like a honey bee
Giving me sweets
My moments with you
Are delicious treats

You're my only true friend
You're so precious to me
Your sweetness is so pure
You're the world's best honey