Thank You, Thank You!

Thank you so much
For being so kind
Loving me always
Though at times I was blind

You might think it's odd 
I react the way I do
When you answer my prayer
With a force right on cue

I break down in tears
Because sometimes I feel undeserving
Like I'm not good enough
But your love is unswerving

I pray to learn to graciously accept
The answers and blessing you send to me
To you, my Heavenly Father
All the glory to Thee 

          

Looking Back

I just went back there
I took a little peek
Who knows what I was looking for
What I'd hope to seek

I have changed so much
Since the last time I'd been there
I see that I don't belong
That much is pretty clear

Old familiar names
Is something that I see
They have yet to move on
It's the opposite of me

I see that what they are
Is stuck in the past
My eyes are on forever
Something that will last

I don't know Why
But I went there on a lark
Now I see the truth
It's dishonest and it's dark

Then I asked myself a question
Would Jesus be hanging out here
The answer is  loudly "No"
He'd say "You get out of there!"

The truth wouldn't want you wallowing
In someone's attention-getting game
You think you're part of something big
When you are not, such a shame!

(To be continued...)

Running Away

I'm not running away from you
Tho that's the way it sometimes seems
Sometimes the scared little girl inside
Appears to leave when her fear deems

I'm not scared of you
I really love you so much
Sometimes it's so overwhelming
A huge adrenaline rush

I want so much to be near you
You do everything that you should
You're everything I've ever dreamed of
Sometimes I think you're too good

I've been told you feel the same for me
By a source higher than no other
If I just let my inhibitions free
We could be with one another

I'll stop my running away
This is my promise to you
I'll devote myself to giving you love
In everything I do

Tee Hee Hee

You always make me
Tee hee hee
Whenever I look
And it's you I see

I get the giggles
I get to blushing
I get the butterflies
My face is flushing

I get to feeling
Like some silly girl
I can't help it
You rock my world

What's it about you
That makes me tee hee hee
 Don't care what it is
You make me so happy

Love Is Never Far

So many days do I feel
So sad and all alone
But I've got the love of Father, Son, Holy Spirit
And you as I've been shown

Begging for scraps of love
Is something I will do no more
With the love I know I've got
I needn't settle any more

You are all my family
Guess you've always been
As far as I can see
I guess I  kinda win

That's why I store my treasures in Heaven
Because that is where you  are
I call for you when I get lonely
Because your love is never far

Perfect Love

Perfect love 
Not proven by works
Perfect love
Inside you lurks

Your good works
Are a manifestation
Of showing your love
In an act of celebration

A perfect love
Needn't show off
The recipient will know
With natural feelings so soft

Perfect love
Comes naturally
It isn't forced
It's a destiny

Perfect love
Drives  out fear
That is why
I hold you dear

What I have for you
Is perfect love
Though we're far apart
It's your gift from above

Vacation

Who needs a  fancy vacation
To visit Hollywood and Vine
When my vacation will surely be
The day you're mine, all mine

Who needs the Bahamas
Or two weeks at a Hawaiian beach
When I know my excursion to you
Is almost within my reach

Who needs the Eiffel Tower
Or anywhere else in France
When the day is coming soon
We'll consummate our romance

Who needs to ski in the Alps
To me that seems no fun
I know my source of happiness
And you, sir, are the one

All my days will be vacations
When I get to spend them all with you
I'm all packed and ready to go
Just tell me what to do

 

Upon Reflection

When I look back, upon reflection
To the best of my recollection
I secretly held you in my affection

No one saw my hidden side
In no one at all, I chose to confide
My love for you that I chose to hide

Afraid of the reaction
I chose to display no action
Forgive me for my stupid infraction

Although, it wouldn't have given us a chance
To embark on a beautiful romance
Or maybe a once in a lifetime dance

Never again shall I shy away
From telling you I love you everyday
And constantly for you I pray

For now I am much more clever
To know that eternity is forever
I claim my love til the end of never

What I See

Looking through some of your old pictures
I really feel that it's my rightly duty
To tell you  I identify you as one of God's creations
Because all I can see is an exquisite beauty

When others look or think of you
They don't think or see things the way I do
Blinded extremes of love or hate they have
I cut to the chase and see the real you

I know you are beautiful
Because you carry the fruits of God's Spirit
Doesn't matter how others perceive you
He's crazy in love with you from the way I hear it

None of us are perfect
While on earth we've all had sin
But because you accepted the sacrifice of Jesus' death
He looks past all that and sees your heart from within

I know that you are with Him now
He displays you as a treasure in His hand
The day I come to join you there
Will be a perfect day, so grand!

Lovely Day

I wish I could spend
This lovely day with you
We'd just do
Whatever you wanted to

You're here in spirit
And that's O.K
But how I yearn
For that joyous day

The day when this seperation
Is just a thing of the past
The day when our togethrness
Is something that will last

Sun is shining
Birds are singing
And hark! Do I hear
The ice cream truck bell ringing?

It's such a lovely day
But it's empty without you
I pray for the day to get caught up
Then never again will I be blue

 

Thank you

Thank you for
Making that sacrifice for me
Giving that advice to me
Just being nice to me

Thank you for 
Hearing
Sharing
And caring

Thank you for 
Giving
Living
And forgiving

Thank you for 
Knowing
Showing
And growing

You'll receive my love 100 fold
As I'm forever in your debt
Since the very first time we met
Good loving forever is what you'll get

Never Gonna Give You Up

Never gonna give you up
Not for all the tea in China
Because lovin' you, sir
Nothin' could be finer

Never gonna give you up
Not for gold, pure and fine
Nothing can compare to you
And I'm proud to say you're mine

Never gonna give you up
Your love makes my world go round
I believe I'll just love you forever
Do you like the way that sounds?

For Real

Some say I'm obsessed
But really I'm possessed
By your love. I am blessed
It's better than the rest
I have to get it of my chest
You just fill me with zest
Because you are the best

Here comes the time, I guess
To publicly confess
No matter the mess
Serious like chess
You deserve no less
My love for you,I hereby profess

 

Love Vomit

Just one look at you
Words flow out like love vomit
Vomit in a good way
As fast as a comet

What you doin' to me, boy
You got me wrapped around your finger
 You make the rhymes come out
Like I'm a rap singer

I'm stupid for you
I act kinda crazy
When the love vomit comes
It ain't lazy

When the love vomit flows
I just can't seem to stop
If I don't express it
My heart will just pop

Bring it on baby
This love vomit is O.K
With this kind of lovin'
I can vomit all  day

I Wish

I sometimes do wish
I had more than your picture to kiss
The touch of the physical
Is something I miss

To look in your eyes
I lovingly long
To hear you whisper
To me your song

If I could taste
Your sweet cocoa flesh
If I could see 
Our bodies mesh

To smell your smell
When holding you tight
I know that I'd feel
Oh, so right

Instead we're taking the time
To work on mind, spirit and soul
So when we come together
Our love will be whole

Still a girl can dream
About being with her man
But she must hold on a bit longer
It will happen when it can

 

It Was You

You are all
That they are not
In all your actions
Deeds and thoughts

They all hurt me
With love that was selfish
Then you came along
Better than I could wish

They all hurt me
With conditional love
But yours was different
Sent from up above

I hold no grudges
And I wish them no ill
Because the truth of it all
Is they weren't part of God's will

When I did what was right
The difference was clear
You showed me real love
It was like a breath of fresh air

I wish I could articulate
The depths of how I love you so
But the way we are with one another
I think you already know

 

Your Smile

Your smile is
God's most wonderful creation
It's so beautiful
A reason for celebration

Your smile is as fantastic
As the majestic ice-capped mountains
As perfect as the blue skies and seas
As radiant as the natural fountains

It's as loving as
Mothers giving birth
It's as special as
All the animals on Earth

It's as bright as
The moon or any star
The most incredible thing
That's ever existed, by far

It proves your happiness
Which is the most precious thing to me
I hope to see it in person  soon
To fill my spirit with everlasting glee

Hey There

Hey there you
Handsome fellow
Just standin' there
Lookin' all mellow

That sparkle in your eye
That makes me blush
Speeds up my heartbeat
Makes my blood pressure rush

I know you know
What you do to me
I know you like it
It makes you happy

You know inside
You make me squeal
It turns you on 
The way you make me feel

Don't stop being
My handsome man
Because no one can please me
The way that you can

 

Tick Tock

Counting down the minutes
Til I get to be with you
I'm so darn excited
That's what I'm gonna do

Don't know for sure how long
Minutes, hours, days or years
When the time comes to pass 
I'll be crying joyous tears

The thought puts a smile on my face
You really make me grin
When that time comes to be
We'll be the happiest we've ever been

Watching the clock go tick-tock
Is what I like to do
It really gives me such a thrill
To know soon I'll be with you

_And_

There is a girl named_
There is a boy named _
They like to have a lot of fun
Doing things they like

They like to go on nature hikes
They like to play hide and seek
They love to spend their time together
Listening to each other speak

She really likes him a lot
He is her best friend
He made a promise to her
That his love would never end

She began to cry
As she thought how happy she was
He said "I will wipe the tears
Because that's what a best friend does."

She felt a sense of joy
Deeply from within
As long as she has his love
She will always win

 

Time Is Near

You make my soul soar to new heights
You rapture me with your delights

When I look into your face
The only one in the human race
To whose heart I can back trace
To your love and God's grace

Anything outside is peripheral
Because our oneness is literal

It's only a matter of time I've been told
Before you are mine to behold

The veil is nearly down, as are the walls
Soon to be joined in those heavenly halls

It's so close I can taste it
The love, I'll never waste it

The force can't be stopped
My desire can't be topped

I'm almost there, I can feel it
Waiting for the word to seal it

My love, I'm on my way
It could happen any day....

Masterpiece

A vision of beauty
A work of art
I love you
With all my heart

Soulful eyes
Chiseled jaw
You've got me
Filled with awe

I love your skin
Cocoa brown
I love your voice
A soothing sound

You're so smart
A beautiful mind
Anything better
I can't find

How I love you
My sweet sunshine
I am yours 
And you are mine

Intoxicate Me

Intoxicate me
The way that liquor do
Make me tipsy
And feel brand new

Satisfy my soul
Like only you know how
Bring me to my knees
Make me take a bow

Make tonight the night
I scream your name
Nourish our souls
More than any fame

I'll allow you to make me happy
I'll give up all control
I'll stop being selfish
And let you love me whole

From now until forever
Surrender is my name
That's my gift to you
To let you lead the game

 

Without You

Without you
I'm like

A fin without a fish
An expectation without a wish
A day without night
A butterfly without flight
A sea without a shore
On opportunity without a door
A sandwich without bread
A body without a head
A key without a lock
A shoe without a sock
A walk without feet
A heart without beat
A win without a goal
A spirit without a soul
A life without breath
A love without depth

I need you
I love you
I just can't exist
Without you

 M

I Wish

I wish I could tell everyone
Everything about you
I wish I could tell them all
Of the wonderful things you do

I'd tell them how you make me happy
Whenever I'm feeling sad
I'd tell them that we like being silly
And you always make me glad

I wish that I could tell them
That you treat me like a queen
Not in a materialistic way
But with what's important and unseen

I'd tell them how you brought me back
Like a shepherd, back to God
You helped to reinforce that bond
It's not in any way odd

For now I'll keep our love a secret
I guess it's just what I must do
As long as we have God's blessing
Nothing matters but me and you

Mask

I'm broken
Fix me
Sometimes life
Kicks me
They hurt me
With lies
I've been deceived
What a surprise
What have I done
To deserve such a fate
To be pummeled with deception
Envy and hate
All I want is love
Is that too much to ask
I'll have to wait til Heaven
To give up this mask

Lady In Waiting

They call me
Lady in waiting
Standing in the shadows
Anticipating

Waiting for my love
To tell me he's done
All is ready
Come home, run

Waiting for our King
To show us the time is now
We'll be so grateful
Fall on our knees and bow

Until that time
I'm your lady in waiting
Crying, yet patiently
Anticipating

 

No Tomorrow

Gonna sow them seeds
Like there ain't no tomorrow
No time to waste
Ain't got time for sorrow

I know it's comin'
Right around the corner
Gotta plant them seeds
Stop bein' a mourner

It's pretty obvious
It's crystal clear
The time to reap
Is comin' near

They don't listen 
To what I share
They don't believe it
Or they don't care

I guess it don't really matter to them
But for me, ain't no more time to borrow
I'm gonna sow them seeds like crazy
Like there really ain't no tomorrow

No Feelings

No feelings
No pain
No sadness
To gain

No feeling 
No tears
No crying
Through the years

Ignored and abandoned
Don't hurt
Being used
Don't feel like dirt

Friends and family
Convenient when needing
Don't see my agony
I'm slowly bleeding

Few see the pain
Maybe it's my fault
Locked away
In my private vault

They ask how I am
Only superficially
So I answer the question
Just as artificially

They just choose not to see
When I wear my heart on my sleeve
They're blind to the fact
That I openly grieve

All is not lost
God really loves me
He gave me one to love
Unconditionally

Storing my treasures in heaven
Because here they rust away
There is where I'll have my love
A love that's there to stay
 

 

Still

Trembling
With desire
Burning
With fire
I need you
So badly
I'll run to you
Gladly
I'm being patient
The best I can
But I long to be
With my man 
I have to learn
To love you right
Before I can have
You in sight
We're one soul
And one mind
The rest of the prize
Not too far behind
Waiting is hard
But I do still
Because I love you
And always will

 
 

I Can Feel It

I can feel it
We're working hard
Sowing the seeds
In our paradise yard

Laboring and toiling
You right there
I'm laboring from love
From right here

I can feel the love
While you water our lot
It sprinkles down to me
In just the right spot

We'll reap love forever together
With constant attention and care
I'm hoping and praying
That our time is near