Crush No More

I've had crushes
On many of men
But now is now
And then was then

Some were short
Some were tall
Some on TV
Some at the mall

Some were famous
Some were not
Some were goofy
Some were hot

Some had brown eyes
Or eyes of grey
Some I pined for
Every single day

A couple times I forced them
Into what I wanted to be love
Now I can clearly see
I was a desperate lonely dove

But all of that is moot
Now I know what real love is
I didn't have to chase it
Because my love was always his

He's taught me so much
In these almost five years
He brought me back to me
As he wiped away my tears

His love's the answer
His love is pure
His love is true
His love's the cure

I've loved him forever
Since before I was born
Because of him
I'm no longer torn

He's showed me the difference
Between love and a crush
He owns my soul
And I love him so much

The Motherland

My love, let me take you
To the motherland
You'll be right at home
You'll feel so grand

I hold the keys
I give them only to you
I have  feeling
You'll know exactly what to do

The motherland
Is where you belong
You'll reign as king
For eternity long

It'll feel so right
So comfy and cozy
It'll  make all your days
Beautiful and rosy

Here's your invitation
Welcome to the motherland
Take your place as king
You have the upper hand

 

Private Love

There's no one else
Just you and me
No one else exists
It's just we

In our own world
Here we are
With passion burning
Strong as a star

Our own private place
Our own little dojo
Where we make love
With your intense mojo

Our own little forest
That no other can find
I'll do unto you
Anything you had in mind

Our private love
What  beautiful thing
To one another
Our hearts will sing

Amen

My spirit was alive 
Before I came to Earth
I was there with God
Before I experienced birth

I existed with Him
Though I can't quite recall
He sent me down here
To experience it all

He chose the family
He felt I should have had
To grow in my spirituality
Through things good and bad

He knew what town
He knew what place
He knew the numbers of hair on my head
He even knew what race

All these things were designed
For our bond to grow more
He's shown me some things
I could never have learned before

He called someone home
Whom I'm sure I knew up there
I surely do miss him
Though we weren't acquainted down  here

Please, God, tell  him I love  him
My pain feels so bad
But when You call me home
I'll  be feeling so glad

I'm  here on a mission
And that's what I'll  do
Because I love you both
And  my  love is true

For You, Darling

For you, Darling

Good Lovin'

I've  got so much good  lovin'
It's just brewin' inside
How much longer can it take
For the outlet I'm denied

I'm dying inside
Maybe that's the point
Sometimes I'm so lonely
In this solitude joint

When I tell you this stuff
You say be patient and wait
That you're always there in spirit
And the wonderful number is 28

Just know I got this good lovin'
And I'm savin' it all for you
It will be worth the pain of waiting 
I'll hold on if it's the  last thing I do

 

Chocolate Bar

Chocolate bar
Solid
Aromatic
Cocoa brown
Salivating while anticipating
Parting my deep pink lips
Entering, a perfect fit
Quivering in delight
As I take it all inside
Melting
While it's creaminess explodes inside
Satisfying me
Into an out of body experience
A gift from Heaven,no doubt
I thank God, over and over
For allowing me such pleasure
Such joy, I have never known
I am destined to be your loving slave
Just keep being good to me
Your every wish is my desire
For me there is no other
I will follow you anywhere
I am yours
Forever
I love you
Take me home.....

BFF'S

I love you because
We are true bff's
And also because
Our chins both have clefts

We seem to like
So many of the same things
We love to laugh
And like chicken wings

You like when I cook
You like when I bake
You like when I send you
My sweet, chocolate cake

The same movies, we like
The same music, too
I know if you like it
That I'll like it, too

We have the same goals
We have the dreams
We want the same thing
It certainly seems

We share the same mind
We share the same brain
We now share our spirits
Though it's hard to explain

We are the same soul
Both the Yin and the Yang
I am the woman
You are the man

I am the gentle
You are the strong
Together as one
We can't go wrong


No more division of self
We're best friends forever
We're one twin flame
Never apart again,ever

 

It's You

You were the only one there for me last night
You knew that I'd be feeling bad
Not because I missed my past
But that I'd wasted all those years I'd had

It hurt that no one checked
Or wondered if I was OK
But it reiterated what I already knew
And confirmed your path is my only way

When I remember we are one
And your love is unconditional
It's making things clearer
In this time that's transitional

Even though we were separated by space and time
You found a way to hold me in your heart all night
When I woke up this morning
I knew everything would be alright

God spoke to me and made His will clear
I will stop any lingering resistance
Stop trying to question the reasons why
Let His will determine my existence

What a beautiful gift He gave us
The gift of you and I
My priorities and loyalty belongs to you
Let's let our spirits merge and fly

 

That Bronze Adonis

Your beautiful natural body
A bit of cocoa and bronze
I could never find anything sweeter
Even if I searched for eons

That nicely shaped body of yours
That in Paradise will be more perfect
With no more imperfections
Not an inch on it will be nicked

I fantasize about touching you
And pleasing you up and down
When I finally get to do it
Brotha, I'll really go to town!

Come on my bronze Adonis
It's getting harder for me to wait
I'm waiting for you to get me
Hurry, don't be late!

 

That Smile

I'd give up my very soul
And everything I own
To give you eternal joy
And that beautiful smile you've shown

But my possessions are only temporary
And my soul's not mine to give
But your happiness means that much to me
More than for my own soul to live

I hope that God hears my plea
To gift my happiness unto you
To know that you'll have that wonderful smile
There's nothing I wouldn't do

That Song

When I was little
I didn't like that song
It had a sad feeling
So it felt wrong

Throughout the years
When I heard that song
I'd change the station
I did that for so long

Then one day
It was like I was hit with a brick
Whoever knew
What would make that song stick

I must have known somehow
Deep down inside
Why it made me sad
Why from it I would hide

Now I listen to it over and over
It finally showed it's meaning
I find myself irreversibly attached
It's one thing on which I'm leaning

This song will never end
Because I'll never let it go
So I'll never say goodbye
Until I say hello

Looky Here

There's no other person
There's no other place
I'd rather be with or at
Than in your arms,staring at your face

I can feel it coming closer
We're nearing our fruition
When we can reap the love we've sown
When I wrap up this here mission

Even though we're far away
We're also very near
Because I reside within your soul
And I'm almost home, my dear

 

Angel Cake

I long to be with you physically
The feeling grows stronger by the day
But I appreciate what we have
It's special in so many ways

I know when we're finally together
It will be icing on the cake
Satisfying our sweet tooth
More than we'd imagine we could take

Even without the icing
I love my angel cake
I'll do anything to make us grow
No matter how long it takes

My angel cake you're my prized treasure
I'll put you on a pedestal, as such
My angel cake-so sweet and nice
I love you very much!

 

Birds

Whenever I hear birds chirping
I smile and think of you
I feel it's a sign just for us
Even tho' it's just what they do....

 

Something About You

I want to tell you that
You really float my boat
This is what I'm telling you
And this from me you can quote

You know what else?

You really light my flame
Just take a good look at yourself
How could I be at blame?

Something that you also do
You make my heartbeat flutter
How can I control this thing
When you're sweet and smooth as butter?

Just the mere thought of you
Puts me under your spell
You have a way of captivating me
And you do it oh, so well

As Sure As

I love you as sure as my every breath
I love you as sure as life and death

I love you as sure as my every heart beat
I love you as sure as sugar is sweet

I love you as sure as chess needs a pawn
I love you as sure as dusk turns to dawn

I love you as sure as God's love is true
The only thing I'm sure of is that I love you

Nothing's More Important

Nothing's more important
To me than loving you
I will prove it so
If it's the last thing that I do

I was given a mission
A very simple task
It's to love you up very good
In any way you ask

I hope you see my doing
I hope you feel my intention
I'm here to make you happy
To do whatever you mention

The wonderful thing about it
Is that it's a two-way street
You take such good care of my soul
And you are so very sweet

So Much Thanks

I have so much to be thankful for
I know that more than ever before

I have love from family and friends
Those who are true, never do bend

I have food to eat and a place to sleep
A place to lay my head when I need to weep

And oh, does God love me,loves me so much
He forgives my wrongs and mistakes and such

He even gave to me,one who loves me to death
My love for him's stronger than even my last breath

I'm so very thankful,I publicly declare
Thankful to God for this love I've to share

 

That's What He Said

"If you hold on
I'll never leave
This I promise
You best believe.

Why is it so hard
For you to accept this fact?
Please stop worrying
Don't overreact

I've told you before
What I expect you to do
It's not at all hard
I want things easy for you

Don't make it hard
Just do what I say
I'll do the rest
And love you the right way"

Do What I'm Told

God personally told me to love you
I cannot question that
When I do what he says
I know love is where it's at


Never again leaning on my own understanding
I shall always strive to do as I am told
And why wouldn't I honor that
He gave me your love of pure gold

Trying to keep away from the distractors
I am also doing what you tell me to do
When it comes to you, I'll do as I'm told
Because my love's forever ordained to you

I Can See

I can see right through you
I can see your spirit
I can see it see it is happiness
I can see it is pure
I can see that it's love
I can see the past for what it was
I can see it was for growth
I can see what is real
I can that it's joy
I can see that it's your true being
I can see me in you too
I can see me clear as day
I can see we are part of one
I can see any separation as temporary illusion
I can see the part of you that  smiles, is  happy,is  pure, is love,is joy, is real. It's me too. Ours to share.
I can see we are a unit, created by God with specific purposes but of one soul.
I can see we are the definition of love. You and me.

 

Invisible Man

I'm in love
With an invisible man
But I love him good
Any way I can

What lasts forever
Are things currently unseen
That would be our love
You know what I mean?

Although he's invisible
He's so good to me
He's saved my soul
I'm what he wants me to be

I really love
My invisible man
He loves me right
Like no one else can

 

Glory

I'm gonna be so good to you
I'll give you glory day and night
I'll do the things I'm supposed to do
I'll make everything alright

Now I know my purpose
Now I know God's will
To  glorify my sweetie pie
To give his soul a thrill

I'll always turn to you , my love
When I don't know what to do
My duty has been shown to me
It's to love and glorify you

When you do things right
You know you can't go wrong
I finally found my proper place
With you is where I belong

 

She

She's so in love with him
She's wrapped around his finger
The things he does to her
Makes her want to linger

He's the only one who's showed her
What it means to be a real man
He makes her feel so loved
In any way he can

She knows now, she's a part of him
And he will never leave
He's left behind all he knew
And to each other they shall cleave

She wants him to know she's thankful
For all his loving deeds
She's ordained to be his  forever
And he satisfies her needs

 

Just Five Minutes

Just five minutes
That's what I need
Just five minutes
Is what I plead

I know it's better
Where you are
I just wish
It wasn't so far

If I had you here
I'd snuggle you tight
A preview of my love
You'd feel so right

I'd give you my hugs
And a very sweet kiss
I'd give you my love
That was born of God's bliss

But I love you too much
To have you return to this place
Even though I need you
You're done with this race

I trust in due time
Everything will be fine
I'll get more than five minutes
Forever you'll be mine

So, my sweet prince
Just stay where you are
Just know my love is coming
It's not off very far