Handsome

You're so handsome
To be with you,I'd pay a ransom

How blessed would I be
If you were here with me

I'd want for nothing
If I had your something

Being in your arms
Basking in your charms

Don't make me wait
It's already late

I miss your handsome face
The sweetest in the history of the human race

You make me swoon
Please let it be soon

I love you beyond measure
My wonderful treasure

Not Softly

No, you aren't killing me softly
Nothing soft about it
You killed me hard
You wasn't taking no sh^%

You murdered me
Was it wrong?
You had to do it
To make me strong

But the fact is
I'm still alive
Bleeding out slowly
Ain't no jive

I should be mad
But I'm not
I had to give
To get what I got

I just thought you should know
What you did to me
Now I'm just waiting on you
To tell me how's it gonna be

You killed me hard
I guess you knew you would
I died for you
For the greater good

Best Friend

It's a fact
He's my best friend
And that's forever
It will never end

People will come
People will go
He'll always be there
This I know

There are no games
Only pure love
I belong with Him
Like a hand in a glove 

Whatever He tells me
I love to obey
I may not understand
But I know it's the best way

He blessed me with something
My heart always desired
Different than I imagined
But what I secretly admired

Oh my best friend
I love you so
No news to you
You already know

 

Michael And Mother

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Another Day

Forever
Is the condition
Of our love
It's our mission

For me
To wait
Is my
Fate

My love
Grows
My soul
Knows

Soon can't come
Fast enough
I want you now
You've got the right stuff

A little more patience
Is what I need
Though everyday apart
My heart will bleed

You're worth the wait
I accept that fact
My love for you
Will remain intact

"Soon,my love."
Are the words you say
Forever is a long time
I can wait for you
Another day

Hey You!

He's so stupid
He can't help it
I guess he can't help
What he did

Maybe he doesn't remember
What he did to me back then
A young,naive woman
He knew what he did back when

But he's still doing  the stuff
What he's not supposed to do
On the internet
But he's going to jail,too

I hope you see this
Yes you
Do you remember me
I do too

I want to confront you

Show You More Love

How can I show you more love
Please tell me what to do
I need to make this happen
To show that I love you

Is the any thing you want
Is there any thing you need
Just tell me what it is
I'll serve you up with speed

You say you want my time
You say you want my attention
I feel it's not enough
Is there something else you'd like to mention

The only time I'm truly happy
Is when I'm spending time with you
I just need to get that through my thick head
That that's all I need to do

50 Ways I Love You

I love you in the morning
I love you in the night
I love you when I'm brave
I love you when I'm full of fright

I love you when I'm happy
I love you when I'm sad
I love you when I'm so confused
I love you when I feel I've gone mad

I love you when I sleep
I love you when I'm awake
I love you when I cook
I love you when I bake

I love you when I bathe
I love you when I'm on the pot
I love you when I'm cold
I love you when I'm hot

I love you when it rains
I love you when it's sunny
I love you when life is crazy
I love you when life is funny

I love you when I listen to Classical
I love you when I listen to R&B
I love you when I listen to Rock
I love you when I'm forced to hear Country

I love you when I'm feeling good
I love you when I'm feeling low
I love you when I'm at the beach
I love you when I'm in snow

I love you when I'm making a mess
I love you when I clean
I love you when I get your point
I love you when I'm not sure of what you mean

I love you when I eat
I love you when I drink
I love you when you teach me
I love you when you make me think

I love you when we meditate
I love you when we pray
I love you when we sit in silence
I love you when we've got much to say

I love you when I'm hungry
I love you when I'm full
I love you when you push me
I love you when you pull

I love you when you're in Heaven
I love you when you're on Earth
I love you when I'm slender
I love you when I have this extra girth

I love you more and more each day
I love you more in every way

Explosion

My love is so intense
I'm about to explode
I knew sooner or later
I'd go down this road

It's just a matter of time
Before I spontaneously combust
There is no other way
The result is a must

It feels like soon
I will detonate
There's nothing more I want
Than to be with my mate

The time is near
When I will erupt
They won't see it coming
It will be seemingly abrupt

My feelings of love
They might think are dumb
They'll believe when I blast
To kingdom come

If I can't have you soon
I surely will burst
Please come to me
And quench my thirst

Your Glow

You are a beautiful glow
That lights up my being
Invisible to the world's eyes
But my spirit is clearly seeing

I no longer know the truth
In this world that I am living
All I know is I love you so
You're the gift that keeps on giving

Your glow lights up my heart
Your glow lights up my head
Your glow gives me the will to live
Your glow keeps my soul well-fed

Your glow is somewhere better
In the place of love and forever
One day soon, I'll glow with you
Thank God Almighty, we'll be together

 

I See You

Leaning back
After an exhausting day
Closing my eyes
It's the only way

I see you
When I close my eyes
But that's predictable
It's no surprise

Though you aren't near
You're seemingly far
You're inside of me
That's where you are

I can see your face
It overwhelms me much
I'd give anything I had
Just to be able to touch

I can smell you too
Gentle musk and sweat
Just a whiff of you
Makes me wet

I can feel your hands
Arms,legs and feet
I've never known anything
To be this sweet

When I hear your voice
My heart does melt
The most wonderful feelings
I've ever felt

I know your taste
I love what it is
Lights up my spirit
Like photosynthesis

When you close your eyes
What do you see?
I pray to God
That you see me

You Are

The sky is blue and pretty

You are blue and pretty

That is sad and sweet

You are sad and sweet

You make my heart bleed

You are a bleeding heart

I love you

You are my love

You Are The Eternal Me

You are the majority of the eternal me
Though I am presently in this skin
We'll be complete when the time is right
You'll get completely all within

No more limitations
Of what I can give to you
No more barriers
In what I can do

Gone will be the obstacle
Of my many distractions
I'll live 100% for you
Give you unending satisfactions

Bear with me until that time has come
Until then,I vow to give you most of me
Because without you,love,my soul is dead
But with you,love, my soul is free

I Stole Your Grass

I stole your grass
I hope you aren't mad
It'll make me happy
When I'm feeling sad

I know it's weird
And so am I
I can't help it
You're my favorite guy

I planted it today
In my pot
I'll treat it with care
Because I love you a lot

As it grows
So will my love,too
In case you haven't noticed
I'm in love with you!

Bless You Very Much

Bless you very much

Bless your heart 

Bless your soul

Bless every part

Bless you in the morning 

Bless you at night 

Praying for your blessings 

Fills my soul with delight 

I want the very best for you 

Your happiness and such

I hope I'm a big part of it

Bless you very much 

No Dessert

No I don't want no sweet potato pie
I don't want no ice cream
I don't want no pudding
Don't want no chocolate cake supreme

Don't want no baked Alaska
Don't want no chocolate mousse
Don't want no kinda cupcake
Don't want no kinda sweet juice

I don't want no ding dongs
I don't want no cheesecake
Don't want no layered trifle
I don't want no chocolate shake

I don't need no sweet dessert
Whenever I'm with you
You're sweeter than any treat
You're brown sugar sure will do

Beautiful Butterfly

Beautiful butterfly. Black with blue bits.
Carefully colliding with my chest
Having a healing of my heart
Depositing delicate dust deposits
Exiting extra early
Leaving me lamenting
Promise me paradise
Retrieve me rapidly
Whisk me away when you will
I'll faithfully follow you for ever
Beautiful butterfly

The Knowledge

Apparently, I have the knowledge
It's engraved in my psyche
Because of my moods or insecurities
It can be, at times,rather spiky

Within my soul
The truth is etched
To others it may seem
A bit far fetched

That's because they only believe
What's on parchment in pen
Or the words and beliefs
Of fallible men

I know the truth
And you can know, too
Be not afraid to look within
There is where you'll find you

All of my knowledge
Chiseled in my heart
The truth is I love you
I have from the start

I Love You

I love you

Sure as rain

Sure as laughter

Sure as pain

Sure as the sky

Sure as the sea

Sure as everything

That's meant to be

Sure as I breathe

Sure as there's air

Sure as there's far

Sure as there's near

Sure as there's truth

Sure as there's existence

The time has come

I must stop this resistance

These feelings I have

I can no longer fight

What I try to escape

Keeps coming to light

There will be a time

When the "why's" are perfectly clear

Until then and forevermore

I love you, dear

You Did This To Me

You Did This

You did this to me

You made me crazy

You did it with zeal

You were not lazy


I was living my life

In the midst of hell

You barreled right in

You rang my bell


I was merely existing

But spiritually dead

Like a thief in the night

You got into my head


I sorta knew of you before

But then you instantly changed

We were immediately acquainted

It was Divinely arranged


You came right in

Awoke me from the illusion

You showed me the truth

Through all my confusion


You made me crazy

You turned my world upside down

I've never been the same

I don't know blue from brown


You questioned all I thought I knew

You forced me into reality

You dismissed the false dream I lived

And showered me with actuality


Yes, because of you, I'm crazy now

Being real in an illusionary world, what else can you be

But I wouldn't change it for anything

My gratitude and love is your possession for eternity

Pleasure

Allow me to pleasure you

The pleasure will be mine

I've never wanted a man so badly before

I've never knew one so fine

 

It would be my honor

It would be my privilege

I want to take you there

I need to cross that bridge

 

The real pleasure would be for me

As I give it all to you

You'd be doing me the favor

Please know that this is true

 

Please let me give this gift to you

Tell me how to go about it

My only desire is to pleasure you

I'm not ashamed to shout it

 

His

I'm your girl
Through thick or thin
My love for you
Ingrained within

I may be sick
I may be blue
But feeling your love
Makes me feel brand new

I live for you
Nothing else matters
I'll follow you to paradise
When my life here scatters

Do you truly understand
The depths of my feelings
It's utterly infinite
It has no ceilings

I'm not embarrassed
Nor am I ashamed
If anyone asks
You'll be clearly named

There are no boundaries for my love
Though you are theoretically "far away"
Communication within
It gets stronger everyday

Sniffling Along

Sniffling along
Brain is confused
This cold virus
Into my body is  infused

I have that feeling
Of fog in my brain
I feel so yucky
How long will it remain?

Don't no what to do
I can't think straight
I'm in a daze
I don't feel great

Go away cold
Don't come around here no more
You were uninvited
There's the front door!

Embroidery Of Love

I have to say,I love the way

God embroidered me into your heart

A thing of pure Omniscience

A masterpiece of art

He started off with you

On a canvas clean and blank

He started on a creation

For which I have Him to thank

He saw you weren't complete

He knew just what to do

From out of you he created me

To perfectly compliment you

Though it took a while to see it

It had been going on behind the scenes

He will see it come together

By using any means

Little by little, everyday

Me into you He stitches

Tighter until His work is done

And we're a component of His riches

Weave me unto him

Until he and I are one

When His task is finished

We'll finally have won

Deny The Truth

Have you ever tried to deny the truth
That God has put into your heart
You try to break away
But it can't be set apart

You can't deny your soul's purpose
Though you might try to run away
But you can't run from God's will
At the end of the day

Well, maybe you can
If you're not His child
You can do what you please
Be free and run wild

For the hundredth time I prayed
To have His will and desire in my heart
Don't know why I thought it would change today
He put me right back where I was from the start

I'll have to keep on keeping on
And pray for clear direction
Following His plan
Will lead to perfection

I Fancy You

I'm not a fancy person
But I fancy you
I think of fancy thoughts
All the whole day through

When I know you're happy
And get that fancy smile
I fancy you all over again
A love longer than the Nile

I fancy you all day
I fancy you all night
Fancying you is as natural
It brings my spirit delight

Sugar Is Sweet

His sugar is so sweet
Given so lovingly
So sweet it is
I want it in my coffee

Sweet like brown sugar
Sweet like molasses
When I can't get it
The thought haunts and harasses

So tenderly it sweetens
I just can't get enough
I'd do anything for him
Just gimme that sweet stuff 

Keep On Doing It

No matter how hard it seems
Keep on doing it
No matter if it seems unlikely
Keep on doing it
No matter if others would say you are crazy
Keep on doing it
No matter if you have fleeting moments of doubt
Keep on doing it
No matter if there are times you don't quite understand
Keep on doing it
No matter if it seems as if it will take forever
Keep on doing it
No matter how emotional you get
Keep on doing it
No matter if you sometimes feel you're wasting time
Keep on doing it
No matter how the tears flow
Keep on doing it

Never give up, Nomy
Have faith
Let your tears water the growth
Know you will get what's promised if you persevere
Don't let anything or anyone get in the way
Do what you are supposed to do
Keep on praying
Never give up
Love is sacrifice
KEEP ON DOING IT!

Hey, Mr Sam Cooke

Hey, Mr Sam Cooke
Where ever you are, take a look

This is a thank you poem
I think you know 'em

The one's where I say you touched my heart
How your lyrics to me are truly art

Though you left before my arrival
You've been a little part of my survival

No negative attachments to your songs
I've listened to you my whole life long

I listen to you when I'm down
Then the blues don't wanna stick around

Your music puts a smile on my face
My heart for you holds a special place

Mr. Sam Cooke, where ever you are
Forever to me, you'll be a star

Music Gets Me By

Music gets me by
When I want to cry

When I sigh
When away I want to fly

Or feeling shy
Or don't know why

When I feel lonely
Because I want him only

When I need love
And pray to God above

When I'm obsessed with a thought
When my emotions are caught

When I'm happy,too
When I think of you

When I know I have to wait
On my promised fate

When I know on that date
I'll finally celebrate

Music gets me by...

More Than Special

What can I say Ishi
Except you're the best guy I know
You're more than special
And I love you so
You aren't near
You are kind of far
But you live in my heart
That's where you are
Man,
I
Certainly
Have
An
Eternal
Love
Just
Always
Craving
Keep
Seeing
Oneness
Near

Lita Like Vanilla

My friend, Lita
She like the vanilla
A craving so strong
It's almost a killa

She like that ivory
That sweet, smooth taste
If her dream comes true
It won't go to waste

When she see that vanilla
Her composure always slips
But she knows what she wants
To taste that vanilla on her lips

MMM, Milk Chocolate

MM, milk chocolate
Of what my dreams are made
My cravings and desires
Will never, ever fade

I think about you
From the break of dawn
Until before I go to sleep
And let out a big yawn

I'm fixated on you
My mind you taunt
I need you so badly
You're all that I want

So sweet, so strong. so good
You have so many layers
You make me complete
You're the answer to my prayers

About The Paradox

I'm here today to write about the paradox
While I sit here and gently twirl my locks

I love you so much, all night and day
But there are many times that I run away

What we have together is incredibly intense
There are no words to describe this love so immense

Why does it scare me? What sense does that make?
The longing is insane. How much can I take?

So sometimes I run to block out what I'm feeling
But as you pointed out, it's from you that I'm stealing

I'm stealing what rightly belongs to you
My love and attention in all that I do

When I'm not in our zone, I feel so sad
When you welcome me back, I feel so glad

I'll try not to run, from this feeling of love
It belongs to you, a gift from above

Be Brave

I have to be brave
In the meantime, behave
My Life is in His hands
I just follow His commands
I admit I don't have a full understanding
But what He asks of me isn't very demanding
At times lonely to be set apart and sanctified
Yet, I still mess up no matter how hard I've tried
Keeping in mind, this life is just temporary
I don't always get it when it seems so contrary
I have faith something great is waiting behind the pain
With what the world has to offer, I guess I've nothing to gain
I have been told, I'll receive my due soon
A love so sweet, I'll forever swoon

Feel So

I love when you inspire
Set my soul on fire
Fill me with desire
No longer feeling dire
As if I want to jump in the pyre
I don't feel any ire
Like others, you aren't a liar
I needn't walk on eggshells or wire
I wish my child you could sire
Because your love lifts me higher
You're more precious than sapphire
I want to sing Hallelujah in the choir

Part Of Him

"You're literally a part of me
An integral part of my whole
As much as were my finger or nose
You're literally part of my soul

You see and feel separation
And you always cry
I pray for you to be patient
One day you'll see why

I know you can't completely understand
But by now you realize you can't run away
Because you can't run away from yourself
You are me, for forever and a day

Just you hold on
A little bit longer
You know what they say
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"

Who's It Gonna Be

"Who's it gonna be
Me or the phone
You know which one
Will keep you from being alone

What are you looking for
That you can't find with me
Whatever it is
Can't compete, you see

Don't look outside of me
To find what you need
Remain in communion with me
And all your desires I will feed

You must always remember
Your life is not there
It's forever with me
And my love is right here"



me:ok💖

☆...yeah,this song has nothing to do with the words I wrote except the title,lol. I like the video. :)

Oxygen Supply

You're like my oxygen supply
If I don't feel you, I can't breathe
I feel pain and misery
I need to drink from the Lethe

Out of nowhere it arrives
I'll have a panic attack
I can't soothe myself
Until I feel you are back

I need to feel your presence
In order for me to function
I can't be without you
At this current junction

Hold my spirit tight
Never let me go
Bind our souls together
Never stop love's flow

He Said (This Time)

He said

"Don't run away from love
Don't be afraid
What I want to give
Are the stuff which dreams are made

You always run
And try to hide
But I need you here
Right by my side

You think I will hurt you
That I'll break your heart
You need to have faith
That would be smart

You can't ever shake me
Because your love for me is from God
That other thing you do is not
And frankly, to me it seems odd

I know what you are thinking
I've done some messed up stuff myself
But now I know so much better
And I want you to put the bad stuff on the shelf'

I know you get so sad
When confronted with things and people of my past
They've got nothing on you. It's over
What you and I have will last

Girl, don't turn your eyes from me
When I'm talking to you
There's nothing for you to fear
Just do as I say to do

Not because I am better
But because we two are one
You're my responsibility
That job will never be done

Your job is to honor and love me
And help me in anyway you can
For me that's the biggest blessing
It's my honor to be your man

It's OK to sit in silence
It's the best way for us to hear
Let's learn and grow together
For I'm sure our time is near."

How I Feel

I feel so happy
Because I gave in
Stopped being afraid
Of what was within

I opened to the love
And let you lead the way
And what I discovered
Is a brand new day

To say that I love you
Is the understatement of all ages
Makes everything all worth it
As I look back on life's pages

I'll always love you
With you I am whole
Together you and I
We make up one soul

Working together
Until the mission is done
When it finally is
To you I shall run

I V Drip

I wish you were an iv drip
So you could constantly flow in me
I'd always have you in me
How happy I would be

Constant drops of love
Flowing in my veins
Because I think we both know
My love for you does reign

Drip, drip, drip
May your love forever flow
Loving you forever
Is the only way to go

Calling Out To You

I'm calling out to you
It's getting louder everyday
I just call your name
There's not much else to say

Does this mean I'm getting closer
Until the day of fruition?
That's what I think it  is
Or at least that's my intuition

Every single breath I breathe
Seems increasingly labored
I feel i'm about to fly to you
Like a De-captivated jaybird 

I yearn for your presence daily
I cry out for you every night
The thought of being away from you
Fills me with anxiety and fright

Please don't ever go away
I promise to stay with you,too
Please answer the pleading cries
Of me calling out to you

 

 

In A Trance

Current circumstance
In a trance
Not by happenstance
Or random chance
That I'm in this dance
Of pure romance
My heart does prance
Over vast expanse
My soul you enhance
My spirit you advance
My undying love is my eternal stance

WORD

Worrying
Only
Releases
Depression 

We
Ourselves
Recognize
Divinity

Walking
On
Real
Devotion

Will
Only
Result(in our)
Destiny

Chateaubriand

You're no chopped liver
Baby, you're Chateaubriand
You are so exquisite
I could go on and on

So deliciously delicate you are
You make me melt like butter
Just one look at you
My heart starts to flutter

Nothing is better
You're certified prime
You're my heart's desire
You're the greatest of all time

Baby, you are tops
You are the finest of fine
I am so proud
To say you are mine

 

Calling

I can't chase
What's not my calling
Every time I tried
I ended up falling

Mine is unique
Very hard to describe
Nobody else would get
That particular vibe

I don't even understand
How it's going down
I'll just have to trust
The one with the crown

I won't say it's easy
To have faith in what you don't see
But I guess by definition
That's just what faith be

I don't go by my understanding
I just listen to the Spirit's voice
I know if I do
I'm making the right choice

No more chasing after
What I assumed was right for me
I surrender to direction
It's how I choose to be

Beautiful Baby Michael

Beautiful Baby Michael

Don't Dig Up My Seed

God gave a seed to my heart
To plant, I did
I sowed it very well
It was hid

No one else can see
This buried treasure
I tend to it in a way
Nobody can measure

I've watered it daily
Through the years
The blessed secret
Is my tears

Don't dig up my seed
Because you don't believe
It's not meant for you
So you can't possibly conceive

Mind your own business
And tend to your own
What He's given to you
To me is unknown

Til the day it is sown
I'll water my seed
Til that promised day
I'll give what it needs

My beautiful seed
Please blossom at last
So these tears of mine
Will be in the past

Sugar Daddy

 Sugar Daddy™
So sweet
Made of brown sugar
In full heat

I crave it
So badly
I'll take it
So gladly

So rich
Oh, the pleasures
Inside me
Lies the treasures

Tempt me
With your wares
Sugar Daddy™, take away
My cares
"Let me have some"
I cried
I shall not
Be denied

They Should Know

I am you
You are me
Just one being
That is we

What happened to you
Happened to me as well
Whether you rose
Or whether you fell

Whatever I do
Upon you reflects
I'll do my best for you
So your reward collects

Though we are two
We share the same soul
The man and the woman
Together we're whole

If anyone needs your forgiveness
They should come through me
They'll instantly be forgiven
Forever and it's free

Thanks :)

When I was hungry
You fed me
Fed my soul
So tenderly

Lead me down the path
To where I needed to go
He knew you were the destined one
The one to make it glow

I'll follow you forever
I'm your loving lamb
Wherever you roam
That is where I am

I'm one with you for eternity
A rib taken from your side
Thanks, my love, for feeding me
My love cannot subside