Tickle My Fancy

Ishi, I'm talking to you
Boy, you tickle my fancy
You make me oh so crazy
Crazy like necromancy

I don't know what to do
You got me feeling like a nutcase
You really make my head spin
I feel like I'm in outer space

I think I'll have to check myself
Into the local funny farm
Because I can't seem to get enough of you
With your super wit and charm

There's nothing left to do
You've made me quite insane
Every moment with you
The mushier is my brain

I don't mind me going crazy
I'd do anything for you
I'll gladly even lose my mind
Like any good lunatic would do

Can't Compete

I can't compete with the world
I shouldn't even bother
There's no room with all those people
Including siblings,mother and father

Everybody wants you
To suck off the figurative tit
You wanted it all to be over
You said that this is it

But even on that note
They all have you still
To them your just an object
Even against your will

Our love affair is secret
For now it has to be
One day I won't have to compete with the world
That day we'll truly be free

Since Then

It had been a very long time
Since I had been me
It took you coming along
To get back where I needed to be

For so many years
I was hiding behind a mask
I followed the crowd
Doing anything they'd ask

I was afraid to be myself
For fear of not fitting in
Not being true to myself
Even dropping in sin

Then you came into my life
Slowly, but surely
You reminded me of my innocence
Being childlike and girly

You brought me to the place
To be the real woman I am
A true lady to give you glory
No fear of being a meek lamb

It's somewhat of a lonely road
Being true to yourself can be
You're worth more than any worldly thing
Our oneness is a blessing to me

Occupy Me

I want you to occupy me
In more ways than one
Let's occupy together 
Underneath the sun

The first thing to occupy 
Will have to be my mind 
A man smarter than you 
Would be impossible for me to find

The next thing you should occupy
Should be my very soul
You say you already do
We make each other whole 

The third thing you should occupy
Would have to be my spirit 
You say it would make my head spin
If I realized how close you were near it

I also want you to occupy
Every minute of my time 
There's no one I'd rather be with
And you make me want to rhyme 

The last thing you should occupy
Should be my body and fast
You say good things come to those who wait
And forever it will last

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry
You were right
I was wrong
In hindsight

How  is it you get me
To your point of view
It comes to me quickly
Just right on cue

You do it without negativity
But a place from true love
It's all so beautiful
Like from Heaven above

You change my wrong thinking
Like a good leader should
I fall deeper in love with you
Just like I knew I would

Always Loved You

I always loved you
I now know it
I will forever
I hope I don't blow it

Maybe I knew it
Before I was born
That my life here
Would be tattered and torn

But at least now I have hope
No make that assurance
That your unconditional love
Is a natural occurrence

I truly do anticipate
The promise you've made
That day I'll be happy
All my sorrow will fade

What choice do I have
But to hold on
I'll be with you in paradise
My longing will be gone

Whenever I See Him

Whenever I see him
I smile like I'm psychotic
I feel like I'm foaming at the mouth
And someone will soon slip me an antibiotic

I need to get my teeth fixed
Because I don't have a pretty smile
But the sight of him gives me a grin
That goes on for over a mile

I try so hard to contain myself
But that's a practice in futility
Because I can never hide my true nature
It's beyond my ability

I have to just accept the fact
That I wear my heart on my sleeve
My smile indicates the truth of my soul
So all who see will believe

Wait For It

I feel like things are happening
Things I'm not privy to
It kind of makes me wonder
What I'm supposed to do 

Do I just quietly wait here
Until further instruction
And will there come a time
Of quick and sudden destruction

My instinct kind of tells me
My time I'll have to bide
Until that time is here
I'll wait for you and hide

You don't have to worry
I'm devoted to your plan
I don't know how I'll do it
Except anyway I can

I want you to know I won't hesitate
I won't even take a pause
Because I truly believe in you
And I surely believe in this cause

You're A Beautiful Decoration

You're a beautiful decoration💟
A reason for celebration

One look at your face
My heart starts to race

When the day starts off wrong
You fill my heart with a song

You're like a happy pill
To give my soul a thrill

If I'm feeling kind of sad
I look at you and I'm suddenly glad

There's just something about you
No one else will do

You're like a beautiful flower
With a supernatural power

I can't put into words my attraction
But it solicits a love reaction

You're a beautiful decoration, boy
So exquisite, you fill me with joy 

Drawn To You

I'm drawn to you
Like a moth to a flame
When I drift to sleep
I whisper your name

From my lips sometimes
Flows spontaneous speech
Confessing my love for you
It seems out of reach

I can see a portrait
Within my mind
Of the love we knew
We'd someday find

Encased behind a glass
Because it's priceless and such
For now I can look
But I cannot touch

But I can never see your face
At night when I dream
I guess because your beauty's so bright
I'd be blinded by the beam

For now I'm just drawn to you
I guess soul to soul
Drowning in my tears
And longing to be whole

That

At first when you told me, I thought you had lied
When you said I couldn't stop thinking of you if I tried

At first this truth, I utterly denied
I realized from you, I cannot hide

You haunt my soul deep from inside
You left no room for my stubborn pride

My separateness from you has long ago died
Forever and ever our souls are tied

You say forget our pasts, just let them slide
"You belong to me now."you gently sighed

I submit to your way and I'll let you guide
What God has brought together, no one can divide

I'll patiently wait here for the big ride
It's worth the pain of waiting, a love bona fide 

Pictures Of A Rose

“Why do you have

So many pictures of him?”

“He lightens my thoughts

When my outlook is dim”

“But he’s not God

Has he become an idol to you?”

“If you really knew me

You'd know that's something I wouldn't do.

You see, for many years

I was in a very dark place

No one could rescue me

But then I saw his face

I'd seen his face before

Pretty much for my whole life

Then one day via tragic circumstance

There was a lift upon my strife

I felt a large part of my soul

Slowly descended up to Paradise

God knew only this situation

Would be the one to open my eyes

He knows the secrets of my soul

For He's the one to place it there

This thing is no coincidence

Or pulled straight out of thin air

It was used to draw me back

To the place I should have been

It made me see I was living wrong

It identified my sin

I'm not sinless, I mess up

Each and every day

But when I see that handsome face

It leads me to the right way

You surround yourself with flowers

For their fragrance and their alluring beauty

I surround myself with pictures of him

Because he's a God given exquisite rose to me.”

Everclear

Your love makes me so high
Even more than could Everclear
Loving you  intoxicates me
And it will forever, dear

Even more than moonshine
Stronger than Everclear
No matter what I do
Your spirit draws me near

Drawn to you like a drunkard
Is drawn to Everclear
Like a never ending addiction
Much like the love that I've got here

I've never actually had it
The drink they call Everclear
But I've heard all about it
Not even as strong as the love we share

I never want to have it
That which they call Everclear
It would only get in the way
Of loving you, most precious dear

Soul Knows

Your soul knows
Better than your mind
If you want to know the truth
You gotta look there to find

Your mind's been overloaded
Through the years with many things
But if you search inside yourself
A little bell of truth rings

Don't let biases and traditions
Get in your way
Just drop your pride
And begin to pray

Just clear your mind
Start with a blank slate
Listen to the sound
Behind Heaven's gate

Your soul is connected
To His Holy Spirit
Just let Him lead
And go right with it

As soon as we realize
Our mind doesn't know it all
We will listen to our soul
And we can heed our true call 

毎日あなたに一日近づいている

Everyday is one day closer to you
Should be enough to sustain me
But the way you make me feel
Makes me desire you constantly

I see you everywhere
I see you in everything
Sometimes when it's really quiet
I think I'm hearing you sing

I'm sure I can smell you
I know I feel your presence
I feel you making love to me
Even if just by essence

I don't want to keep waiting
But it's clearly not my choice
You say if I endure to the end
That day we'll rejoice

I guess it's ok
Just part of the plan
That I cry everyday
To be with you man

I'll just keep crying
Until the day that we meet
Only one way to describe this
And that's bittersweet

Candy On A Shelf

     Oftentimes, out of reach
💜 Love is like candy on a shelf🍬
     You feel so small
      Like a little elf

    You want it so badly
     But you have to wait
    Until the time is right
    According to fate

   Just be patient
   To satisfy your sweet tooth
   Just listen to me
   I'm telling you the truth

  I know what I'm talking about
  Because I'm an elf myself
  Waiting to be with the one I love
💜 My love is like a candy on a shelf🍬

🍬

IDK

I don't know how
To do algebra or trig
I don't know how to farm
Or how to catch a pig

I don't know how many cups of water
Is equal to a gallon
I don't know if any of my friends
Ever watch Jimmy Fallon

I don't know why
A bumblebee stings
I don't know why
The caged bird sings

I don't know why I'm so tired
Whenever I wake up
I don't know how to read Hebrew
I don't know how to neuter a pup

I know nothing of politics
Or of all religious theories
I never know what to say
I can't answer any queries

I don't know much of anything
I don't know what to do
The only thing I know for sure
Is I can't help but loving you

More Than Anything

I love you more than anything
Even more than my next breath
Nothing can separate my love for you
Not even life or death

How can I not love someone
Who's soul I'm a product of
Born of the very essence of you
It's impossible to not love

Even if we're apart
I know it's only temporary
I try my best to persevere
But I'm beyond just getting weary

One day I will be brought to you
Because we have paid the price
Tell me that the day is soon
When all will be so nice

Don't ever think I don't love you
Don't ever think I don't care
I love you more than anything
I know we're almost there

Let Me Help

You are so good to me
You show me where I need to be

You show me the truth
When I'm being uncouth

You brought me back to who I was
I became your biggest cause

You force me to think things differently
You do it so sweet, yet intently

You've saved my life at the end of the day
I'm forever in your debt in every way

Please let me return the favor
Now that you've made my soul braver

Let me help you in any way I can
Let me help you be a great man

I was made to be your help meet
Let me help you be complete

Let me help you even from afar
Let me help because I love who you are

I live to help you,please know that it's true
I'll help you forever because I love you

My Fruits

These are my fruits
I give them to you
I offer them freely
In all that I do

I give you love and joy
I give you peace and forbearance
To the best of my ability
And to my coherence

I give to you also self-control
Kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness
These attributes belong to you
And they have from the genesis

May there never come a day
I won't display my fruits out to you
I pray they are reborn in me every day
So I can bless your soul in all that I do
 

Bake You A Cake

I feel like I want to bake
I want to bake you a cake

I want to show you my love
My sweet turtle dove

A caramel cake,sweet and light tan
Kinda like me, you're my sweet loving man

Covered in caramel, a cake golden yella
Nothing but the best for my super fine fella

I'll make you one you can eat in spirit
Hope you can feel the love I put in it

I love you so much, this is why I will bake
A lovely and delicious, sweet caramel cake

Cooking Is Love

Cooking is love
Making them food to satisfy their belly
Whether they be a rich dapper dan
Or they be raggedy and smelly

With careful thought you prepare something good
Something that will make their hunger satiated
Something to put a smile on their face
That you know will be appreciated

You really put your foot into it
Making something they will enjoy
The pleasure is all yours
To make a happy girl or boy

I say thank you to God
For providing this gift
I'd like to use this blessing
For another soul I can lift

,

It Just Be That Way

I can't stop loving you
I tried that once before
That was one long day
But then I loved you even more

I can't stop loving you
Why would I even try?
If I can't love you
My soul would just die

I can't stop loving you
Because it's just there
My love just exists
Just like the air

I can't stop loving you
You're in my prayers through the day
It's my soul's purpose to love you
It just be that way

Hold On

Honey
A
Nice
Gift
Occurring 
Nigh

I Always Loved You!

I loved you before I was born
Since we were innocent souls with God in Heaven
I had to follow you to Earth because I missed you so much
I did in almost 3 years plus seven

I tried to be near you
But you just moved around
I tried to replace you
But mistakes were only found

I couldn't put my finger on
Why my life was just defeat
Until you had to go on back home
I remembered you were the one to make me complete

So now I'm in a conundrum
For you are there and I'm still here
I've leaned so much since you've been gone
But my longing has reached new heights, my dear


I realize that it's not my call
I'll obey and do as I'm told
I'll never again try to replace you
You're the only one I want to hold


I don't completely understand His wisdom
But my spirit knows it's true
One day I will follow you*back home
To forever be with you

You're Killing Me

You're killing me, man
Both literal and figurative sense
I need some explanation
At times, I can be dense

Literally, each day I'm not with you
I can feel myself slowly dying
Figuratively, the things you say continually amaze
Killing me with truth, You got me crying

Everyday you blow my mind
You make my heart beat like it's crazy
The things you say, blow me away
Even though sometimes my understanding is hazy

So you see, you're killing me
Just stay with me all the way
I'm nervous in a good way
To see what you've planned today

Conversation

"I'm blue"
"Why"
"Because I wanna be with you"
"You know what you have to do"
"I guess I have a clue"
"Yeah, I knew"

"But I want more"
"Why"
"Because I love you to the core"
"It won't be long 'til you walk through the door"
"Until then, my heart's lonely and sore"
"It won't be long, I told you before"

"I guess I can't do nothing but wait"
"Why"
"Because you're so great"
"And I'm your mate"
"You drew me in with your bait"
"You'll soon be all mine on a very near date"

Sweet Feet

You've got sweet feet
They can't be beat
I want to kiss and cuddle them
That would be so neat!

I won't cheat
I'll kiss them twice
I'll do it again
Then I'll repeat

Those sweet feet
I'll wash them,too
Lather, rinse
Then repeat

There's no deceit
I love your feet
They're not too big
They're not petite

Those sweet feet
The sweetest I could meet
I'll take care of them
And give you a receipt

I'd love to love
Your sweet feet
To kiss and love them
Would be a treat

Dance With You

I can't wait to dance with you
Maybe something fast, but mostly slow
I want you to take the lead
And let the passion flow

Take me by the hand
Make my dream come true
You promised we would
I have faith in you

Let our bodies move in rhythm
Let's get closer and tighter
Let's do what comes natural
There is nothing righter

Your Brain

Remember that time
I ate your brain
It didn't make me crazy
It kinda made me sane

But I'm not as smart as you
I didn't get enough
I need to dine on more
So I know more stuff

Partaking in your brain
Is the glue that made us bond
The most symbolic dream I've had
And the one of which I'm most fond

I want you to take me there
Give me some more brain
Take me to that place
Where your love will reign

I Love You

I love you of my own volition
I love you without condition

I love you without force
I love you without remorse

Well, I guess I can't say I love you with free will
It's the purpose of my creation that  I will fulfill

Through eternity I'll give you love as I've done forever and before
I just can't stop loving you because it's your gift forevermore

Other Girls

Them other girls
Want to kiss your lips
They want to grind you
With the hips

They just want you
For your name
They want in
The money game

They'll do anything
To get inside
Open their legs
And swallow their pride

But I don't care
If you're a janitor at school
If you drive a bus
Or you just clean pools

If you were a regular Joe
They wouldn't think twice
But me on the other hand
I think you're nice

You don't have a penny to give
No one knows your name
That works for me
I love you just the same

I'm not like other girls
Only you know what I mean
We are one soul
No one can come between

The Plan

You had to go
So I could fall
The only way
To shatter the wall

The invisible wall
Of untruth
You had to lead me
To the proof

If the status quo remained
How would I ever know
What I was missing
So you had to go

It was part of the plan
That it was your time to leave
It shattered my perception
So I truly believe

Such a roundabout way
For things come to be
But you know they say
The truth shall set you free

I also happen to know
The plan is ripe for fruition
The tears will dry up
As we get what we're wishin'

Many won't see
Because they're happily blind
Thanks for the heads up
You're incredibly kind

For me to understand clearly
I wish you hadn't had to roam
But again, it's part of the plan
Soon we'll all be home

That's What He Said

"Although you don't completely understand
 It's for your best to follow my command
 I'm not saying it because I like to demand
 But I want you to trust me and take my hand
 Please let me lead you into the promised land
 You can travel from snow to sand
 I guarantee life will never be bland
 If you wait a little longer, your life will be so grand
Soon.... "

I Want

I want to spoil you
Without you becoming a brat

I want to prepare you lovely meals
Without you becoming fat

I want to put you first
Without it going to your head

I want you to live forever
Without becoming dead

I want to give you my undivided attention
Without my thoughts going astray

I want you to remain humble
While I always let you have your way

I want to help you fulfill your goals and dreams
While you still keep putting me first

I want to satisfy your soul
So it'll never hunger or thirst

One day these things will happen
Sooner than I realize

These things will happen one day
Up in Paradise

The Save

Thanks for the save
And that you forgave
Not wanting you would be depraved
So now I'll behave
Holding off what I crave
In my eyes you're so brave
Because  you didn't cave
Thanks for all that you gave
And the road you have paved
For you I always rave
Forever my love is your slave

Chocolate Straw

I've got a hankering 
For that chocolate straw
Between my lips
And my jaws

I won't bite
Just a gentle suck
Please say I can 
It'll be great luck 

I don't ask for much 
But I want this little thing
It'll be so good 
That the angels will sing

Please Align

My heavenly Father, please let my mind
Align with my true soul and spirit
Whatever things are blocking the path
Please, Lord, please clear it

Sometimes I make things hard for me
With the troubled thoughts I think
I come to You in prayer
You can make them go in a blink

I ask you to exorcise the ghosts of his past
Please erase mine, too
So we can really move forward
And we can start anew

Please align our minds,bodies and souls
The way you originally intended us to be
Please eliminate the blockers
And let Your truth shine brightly

Feelin' Al Green

Layin' here feelin' the breeze
Comin' in through my window
Listenin' to some slow jams
There's one thing that I know

I love you more than ever
As the music makes my soul rise
Can't get you out of my mind
So I start to fantasize

Wishing you were here
And we were hip to hip
I get that familiar tingling
As I picture you kissing my lips

I start to sweat and shake
My body perspires and I quiver
Feeling so incredibly ripe
Just waiting for you to deliver

When will I get to touch that cocoa brown body
Because I feel I'm going to lose my mind
I promised I'd wait as long as it takes
You can count on me being the most loyal girl you can find

But I gotta tell you ,man
I'm feelin' kinda, very Al Green
That's what I'm wanting right now
And I now you know what I mean

 

To Heaven

Dear God,

Please let me speak up to Heaven
Because that is where I want to be
I have it on good authority
That there are nice people waiting on me

I'll be the guest of honor
Of the party they'll throw for me
Because they really all do care
And want to see me happy

They are all very aware
Of this deep love I have inside
They have all witnessed
Every time I've cried

All those many times
I spoke to You in a different tongue
Made me feel right at home
Because that's where my hat is hung

I wonder how long it will be
When I receive what you personally promised me
It's a unique design for no one else
I just can't wait until I see

In the meantime, I'll do what you told me to do
Though no one else could ever understand
Your directions come with plenty of love
And your wish is my command

Amen

The Tale Of Sad Tire Happy Tire

Once upon a time, a tire was created. She was created with a purpose and was excited to fulfill that purpose.

For reasons unknown to her, she was re-purposed. "They" decided to make her into a planter because that's what "they"wanted. No one consulted her. That's not what she wanted.

So she spent her life being a planter. She had some sad times as she was neglected during the winter or where people would walk all over her or kick her around. She had some good times being surrounded by beautiful flowers in the spring and summer. People would gather around her for picnics. She met many insects. Some nice, some not so nice. She existed.

But she knew in her heart she could never be happy unless she was fulfilling the purpose for which she was created. 

That hope is the only thing that kept her going some days. That one day she would be united with the luxury Rolls Royce she was created to help. To help him on his journey. That was her purpose. Although he was doing what he was made for, he knew deep inside that she was his tire and could never be complete without her. So they both prayed, everyday, that one day they would be together so he would be complete and she would be the happy tire she was created to be.

One day it shall be so... 

 

Heaven With You

I want to go to Heaven with you
I want to go there now
Soon I will get there with you
That is my solemn vow

Wherever that you are
That is where Heaven lies
Wherever that you're not
Is the place where my soul dies

A place where no one bothers you
Not family or fair weather friends
They don't use or exploit you
For their own selfish ends

You can be free to be yourself
Without worry, judgement or fear
No one will ever put you down
You can do all that you hold dear

Most of all, we can love each other
The way you promise me we will
Every moment in Heaven with you
Would be such a blessed thrill

Quiet As It's Kept

Quiet as it's kept
So no one else can see
What is really happening
Between you and me

What we have together
Will soon make it's way to light
They will all see the truth
When the time is right

So, not for nothing , baby
It's probably better this way
So I can have you to myself
With no one to get in the way

I really love you, honey
You're the only man for me
In a world of billions of people
You're the only one I see

Damsel In Distress

I am a damsel in distress 
Please help me out of this mess
Nothing  but sadness and  confusion in this life 
And the only thing I want is to be your wife 
Let me fly away with you 
That's all I want to do 
Lay there with you in the sun
My king,you are the only one 
The most precious thing to me
With you is where I need to be 
In our prayers every night 
You ask that soon the time is right 
Please, dear Lord ,bring us closer together 
We vow our love forever and ever

My Passion

You are my passion
I don't care who knows 
I will never hide it 
I'm proud if it shows

It's not an accident 
That I feel like I do
He designed it this way 
That I would love you 

So then who am I 
To keep it in the closet
I'm not ashamed 
To make a love deposit 

I announce my love 
In this public declaration
I hope this admission 
Gives your spirit elation 

You know the truth
And so do i
My passion burns for you 
You sweet,wonderful guy

You're The Balm!

You're the balm
That soothes my soul
You're the one 
To heal that hole

Doctor, doctor 
I feel sick
Put a bandage
On my heart's nick

You can cure me
Cuddling me in your arms
You can fix me 
With all your charms

My love for you 
Is oozing out my pores
Just tell me that 
I'm forever yours 

There's just one more thing 
To make me calm
It's knowing you love me 
Because you're the balm

Systematically

Systematically
Shutting down
But I won't
Wear a frown

I can clearly see
That it's going down this way
If that's the way of the game
I'm more than willing to play

I know what you said
Quite sometime ago
But now you mean business
No time to lose, I know

Is there anything I can do
To help things move along
I'll do anything for you
I'll even try to be strong

I hope you can see
I'm loyal to my goal
That goal would be you
To complete your soul

Committed and determined
I'll do what you ask me to
For the only thing I want for me
Is to forever be there for you 

Rabid Fans

Your rabid fans scare me. 
They act like you are a 'god'
That you could do no wrong 
That unlike the rest of us,you had no sin
That everything was always someone else's fault 
Don't they realize that makes you look weak?
That it makes you an idol you never agreed to be and that it takes away your humaness?
They are part of the problem. 
Not me. I love you for the real, perfectly flawed soul that I see. Human just like me.
You've done good and loving things for people.  Just like the single mom of 6 who works  2 jobs for her kids.  Like the  neighborhood  man who started a grassroots program to feed and house the  poor. Like  the doctors and nurses who risk life and limb to help people  in  war torn countries. They are just as good as you, but not put on a pedestal. 
Can't they see the pedestal is a lonely place to be?  An unnatural  place to be?  Even now they want to keep you there..But you are not there. I know where you are are and how you are.  They need to put it to rest and do their own good in the world. 
If only they knew what  I do..but it's not for them to know. 


Love knows no boundaries...